That night, Zhao Yilu lay in bed unable to fall asleep. He really didn't understand why Fan Hua was so resistant to her brother. In other words, Fan Hua was actually resistant to herself, who was replacing her brother as an educated youth.
Fan Hua remembered what happened that night, but she didn't remember that it was him. He could be sure from Fan Hua's reaction when she first saw him on the train that Fan Hua was not pretending and really didn't recognize who he was.
Fan Hua said she didn't accept a marriage without love, but why was she so sure that the man she had sex with that night would not develop feelings for her? She even avoided him like the devil?
Zhao Yilu always felt that this matter didn't make sense. He stood in Fan Hua's perspective and imagined that if he was Fan Hua, his first thought after learning that he was He Siyan's biological brother would be to ask him about his brother's residence and go to his brother to take responsibility. Even if he was not asked to take responsibility, he would not be so resistant to letting his brother know her whereabouts.
No... She was very surprised when she found out that she was Zhao Yilu. At that time, he hadn't said that he was He Siyan's brother!
How did she know her real name? Was it true that she let it slip in her dream as she said?
But why does it feel like she is an outsider who only knows the name and what happened, but can't compare herself to the real person? !
The more Zhao Yilu thought about it, the more annoyed he became. He just couldn't figure this matter out.
Suddenly, he had a bold guess...
Could it be that my technique that night was so poor that it left her with a serious psychological trauma, making her never want to have sex again, so she avoided the person who had sex with her that night like a snake? To the point that she didn't even want to give him a chance to get along with her!
Zhao Yilu suddenly realized it, but he also felt completely powerless...
He really wanted to defend himself. He was really drunk that night, and the wine was not right. It was probably added with something that aroused the most primitive desire. His brain was completely unable to control his body at the time. He just wanted to find an outlet for the heat in his body. He had no intention of paying attention to the feelings of the person under him!
He knew that he was not gentle at the time, and could even be said to be rude and direct. He also remembered that Fan Hua was crying because of him, and understood that the experience he gave her that night must have been very bad.
But...did she sentence him to death?
He really wanted to prove that if there was a second time, he would be extremely gentle and considerate!!!
But in this situation, can it happen a second time?
Forget it, let's just stay like this for now. After all, they don't know each other well enough. He will confess after he knows Fan Hua well enough and can trust her not to tell anyone about him being an educated youth for her elder brother. He will also confess after he finds out why Fan Hua was so resistant to what he did that night.
Zhao Yilu turned over in annoyance, grabbing his short hair! He had the urge to go out and run ten kilometers!
Suddenly, Zhang Weidong, who was sleeping on the lower bunk, poked his head out from the side of the bed and said quietly, "Brother Lu, why aren't you asleep yet? I was woken up by the sound of you scratching your head and sighing!"
Zhao Yilu glanced at him in the moonlight and asked casually, "Dongzi, do you have a partner?"
Zhang Weidong scratched the back of his head embarrassedly. "I don't know if that counts. We didn't say much to each other in the village. She always kept her head down when she saw me. But when she heard that I was going to join the army, she secretly gave me a pair of shoes. I think she..."
Zhao Yilu suddenly didn't want to listen anymore. He pushed Zhang Weidong's big head down and said coldly, "Go to sleep! Go to sleep! I'm sleepy. I have to get up early for training tomorrow!"
Zhang Weidong was speechless. He had just started talking, but now he was holding it back. It was quite uncomfortable, but thinking about the intensity of tomorrow's training, he had no choice but to keep his words to himself.
But he was sure that Lu Ge must have encountered some emotional problems. He was really curious about what kind of girl such a handsome and outstanding man like Lu Ge would like?
He will definitely find an opportunity to gossip about it later!
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