Chapter 179 I only want you

Jun Zechen gently carried Su Jingyao to the bed. His eyes lingered on her wrinkled brows for a long time, and he couldn't help but sigh.

He looked at her quietly, his eyes deep and full of complex emotions, and all kinds of memories of the past kept rising in his mind.

From the time we first met to now, eleven years have passed quietly.

Time seems to have a special preference and mercy on her. Not only has her beauty not diminished in the slightest, but under the carving of time, it has become even more charming and attractive.

Over the years, Jun Zechen has always known that his position in her heart is definitely not as important as Jun Yihuan's.

Such an intense conflict today has completely confirmed and confirmed what he has been thinking for a long time.

Jun Zechen couldn't help but let out a bitter smile full of self-mockery, filled with helplessness and bitterness.

Ten years have passed since he ascended the throne. He has held power for ten whole years and has also crossed the threshold of thirty years.

The passage of time made his majestic aura more intense and profound. However, his unwavering love for her for ten years meant that he did not have the majesty that an emperor should have in front of her.

This was the result of him getting used to her, and Jun Zechen accepted it.

Perhaps from another perspective, she did not regard him as an emperor, but as a husband. Isn't this what he desires more in his heart?

Everyone in the world treated him as an emperor and was in awe of him. Only when she was by his side did Jun Zechen not feel cold and lonely at the top.

He was destined to be noble and extraordinary from birth.

Before he met her, all he wanted was to ascend the supreme throne, and in the end, he did achieve this goal as he wished.

After ascending the throne, everything in the world seemed to be within his reach, and there was no longer anything he desperately desired but could not obtain.

However, since he knew that she only wanted to use him, the only thing he wanted was her true love.

But no matter what I do, I can't seem to get it.

When he realized his feelings for her, he was determined not to let other women come between them.

Even if this meant he failed to fulfill the ancestral teachings given to him by his father, he was unwilling to favor other women.

It was because he was afraid of hurting her, and he was also worried that the expanding ambitions of the women in the harem would bring harm to her.

He never felt that he had made any mistake in his choice, but he also always felt that he had failed his father's trust, so he swore in his heart that he would make his successor a wise monarch who could surpass himself.

But Jun Yihuan had lived a life of luxury since childhood, and all his knowledge about imperial strategies came only from books and teachers.

If he could not witness with his own eyes the displacement and suffering of the people, how could he truly be motivated to fulfill his responsibilities as an emperor?

If he had not personally experienced all kinds of dangers, how could he see the complexity and danger of human hearts, and how could he understand the twists and turns of the court's intrigues?

Jun Yihuan was the apple of her eye, so Jun Zechen had never considered other princes inheriting his throne, and had always been strict with him since he was young.

Jun Zechen could understand her unconditional love for Jun Yihuan, and also knew her determination to make Jun Yihuan the emperor at all costs.

She is an extremely ambitious woman.

But since he promised her that he would let her get what she wanted, he would not break his promise.

Therefore, he had been trying his best to balance the conflict between the two of them, and that was why he chose to hide the fact that Jun Yihuan was traveling far away from her.

As long as Jun Yihuan can grow into an outstanding heir according to the trajectory he set, then the conflict between the two of them may be avoided and will not erupt or escalate.

But once Jun Yihuan deviated slightly from the trajectory he had set, like this time, she would panic, feel disappointed, and have an emotional breakdown and lose control of herself.

If he didn't make Jun Yihuan the crown prince, would she kill him to pave the way for Jun Yihuan?

After being with her for so many years, Jun Zechen already had the answer in his heart.

Therefore, he was not pretending to be jealous of Jun Yihuan, but he knew very well in his heart that Jun Yihuan was the most important person in this woman's heart.

Jun Zechen reached out his hand, gently stroked her cheek, and murmured: "In this life, I have only wanted you, and you are the one I cannot get. What else do you want me to do?"

Su Jingyao was only unconscious for a short while, and after lying on the bed, she began to regain consciousness little by little.

In a daze, I heard Jun Zechen's mumbling, and a tear involuntarily flowed from the corner of my eye, sliding down my cheek and dripping onto the pillow.

Su Jingyao has always been a goal-oriented woman. For her, only by firmly locking onto the goal can she avoid failure.

Jun Zechen's love is the sharp blade in her hand, which can help her to remove those branches that are out of place.

But if Jun Zechen hurts the stars, he will become the branches that should be removed.

However, now, Jun Zechen's love has become a shackle that binds her. She only allows her heart to be controlled by herself. Anyone who hinders her from achieving her goals should be ruthlessly eliminated or moved away.

She wants to become the queen mother, and she must let Xingxing ascend the throne, even if it means using any means necessary.

Over the years, she relied on his favor and lacked proper respect when treating him, and acted recklessly and lawlessly.

This kind of life is what she longed for. She has already completed 90% of the journey towards her goal, and she will not allow any accidents to happen in the remaining 10%.

She wanted Jun Zechen to protect Xingxing no matter what because he loved her, and to send Xingxing to the throne no matter what. Even if Xingxing did not meet his requirements, so what?

Jun Zechen's fingers touched her tears, and the warm tears burned his fingertips.

Su Jingyao slowly opened her eyes, and her watery pupils met his affectionate and hurt eyes.

She stood up suddenly, put her arms around Jun Zechen's neck, and cried.

"I'm sorry, I'm just too scared. I can't bear to lose Xingxing. Husband, you will protect him, right? Xingxing will be fine, right?"

Jun Zechen put his hands on her waist, lowered his eyes, and sighed inwardly.

Have you ever cared about me? Or, in your heart, you only care about the stars?

Jun Zechen whispered in her ear: "Well, everything Yaoyao wants will be granted."

He had originally sent secret guards to protect Jun Yihuan, but he never let anyone know.

Since the secret guards didn't send back any news to Jun Yihuan, he must be safe.

Perhaps, this so-called loss of contact is just a trick within a plan?

Jun Zechen is willing to give Jun Yihuan a lot of room to display his talents, and he always believes that the heir he has carefully cultivated for seven or eight years can deliver an answer that satisfies him.

Su Jingyao breathed a sigh of relief.

She looked at the slight red mark on his face left by her slap and stroked it softly with her small hand, her voice trembling slightly.

"Does it hurt?"

Jun Zechen looked at her with scorching eyes, and his passionate gaze seemed to be able to melt her.

"Don't hurt your hands."

Su Jingyao couldn't help but feel more moisture in her eyes, tears welled up in her eye sockets and could fall at any time.

It was obvious that she had planned carefully to make him fall in love with her, but when she really got his true heart, her heart would be uncontrollably moved by his every concession and tolerance.

Su Jingyao subconsciously pressed her hands to her chest.

no!

"I'm sorry..." Her voice was as thin as a mosquito.

What he wants to hear is never "I'm sorry".

Jun Zechen used his arms to hold her tighter, as if he wanted to rub her into his bones and blood.

They have walked through a decade hand in hand, and there will be a second and a third decade in the future.

In this life, she is his only queen and lover.

He had enough patience to wait for her wholehearted love.

"Don't say sorry to me."

"But I calculated your love, so does your husband really not care?"

"I will love you with all my heart for a hundred years, I will love you with all my life, I will love you with all my life, and I will care about you in this life."

Jun Zechen spoke each word slowly and affectionately, and each word came from the deepest part of his heart.

Even though everyone thought that he, as an emperor, should not favor the queen alone, and none of them knew how good she was, only he knew that she was irreplaceable to him.

I see all living things as grass and trees, but you are the green mountain.

Su Jingyao's heart was instantly filled with strong emotions, and she couldn't help but raise her head and kiss him on the lips.

Her previous kisses were passive, because his passion was enough, but now the kiss was active, she wanted to madly demand his passion.

When Miaoyun brought Doctor Li in, they happened to see the emperor and the empress hugging and kissing each other intimately.

Her eyes widened instantly and she quickly lowered her head, her heart pounding.

Fortunately, it seems that His Majesty and the master have reconciled.

Then he and Doctor Li quietly stepped back a few steps and stood behind the screen.

However, the sweet kissing sounds of the emperor and empress echoed clearly in the quiet bedroom. Doctor Li, despite his age, couldn't help but blush and lower his head.

A cup of tea passed, and Miaoyun heard nothing, so she walked in first.

"Your Majesty, Master, Doctor Li is here."

Miaoyun kept her voice very low, not daring to cause any disturbance.

Jun Zechen gently wiped the remaining water stains at the corners of her mouth with his fingers, and said calmly: "Let him in."

"Your humble servant greets your majesty and the Empress." Doctor Li bowed and spoke respectfully.

"Get up, the Queen was just so excited that she vomited and fainted. Let's see what's wrong with her body."

Jun Zechen's voice was steady and powerful. At this moment, he was sitting on the edge of the bed, while Su Jingyao leaned on Jun Zechen and slowly stretched out her hand.

Doctor Li walked forward, and as soon as he placed his finger on the pulse, his heart skipped a beat. He then checked again carefully.

Doctor Li immediately smiled and the wrinkles on his face smoothed out.

"Congratulations, Your Majesty. Congratulations, Your Majesty. You are pregnant!"

Su Jingyao actually already had some guesses in her mind that her period would be delayed this month, so she thought she would just let nature take its course and give Jun Zechen a surprise when the time comes.

I never thought that I would be diagnosed today.

Jun Zechen's reaction was much greater than Su Jingyao's. An expression of surprise instantly appeared on his face and his eyes sparkled.

When he knew that she didn't want to get pregnant, he complied with her wishes.

During these seven years, they had always been careful and cautious when being intimate, and they had never gotten pregnant. Unexpectedly, they were pregnant now.

"About how long?"

"More than a month." Doctor Li replied respectfully.

Jun Zechen thought about it in his heart, that time the two of them were indeed a bit intense, and he only carried her to take a shower the next day, could it be that time?

"Step back and prepare pregnancy-preserving medicine for the Queen. You are still fully responsible for this pregnancy. I don't want to see any accidents happen to the Queen." Jun Zechen's tone was serious and solemn.

"Yes, Your Majesty." Doctor Li responded quickly and then stepped out.

After everyone left the bedroom, Jun Zechen lowered his voice and asked softly, "Yaoyao, do you want to have a baby?"

"Now that he is here, I will only welcome him with joy."

Su Jingyao had a gentle smile on her face and her eyes were full of anticipation.

Every one of her children should be born with the full expectations of her and Jun Zechen.