Chapter 51
Lu Cheng was embarrassed, but he believed that there should be no secrets between husband and wife. Apart from work matters that needed to be kept secret, he was willing to be honest with Lin Qingqing. So now, even though he had done something so shameful, he chose to be honest: "Because you said that you needed to temporarily not have sex with me for two years, I initially thought that you were not in good health, but after taking your physical examination report, Doctor Tong said that you were in good health. So... so I asked Doctor Tong about this question, and he said that you might have a gynecological problem.
Then, he took me to see Doctor Yang of the gynecology department..." Lu Cheng recounted the whole story, "Don't get me wrong, I'm not in a hurry to have sex with you, I'm just... very worried about you."
The last four words, with an unusually steady and passionate tone, also warmed Lin Qingqing's heart.
"Qingqing, maybe these two years are unavoidable for you, and you may also suffer in these two years. But I want to spend it with you. I don't want to keep guessing and worrying in these two years. I think we can solve your problem together. Instead of guessing without any clue, why not have a good discussion?"
Lin Qingqing was stunned. She had never thought that Lu Cheng would worry about her. Maybe she was used to being independent. She did things and thought about things from her own perspective. She never thought about thinking from other people's perspectives.
However, she listened to Lu Cheng's words and understood them. It was at this moment that she realized how much influence those inexplicable words she said last night had on Lu Cheng.
Lin Qingqing is not a strong person, on the contrary, she is very thoughtful. She thought about it, if Lu Cheng suddenly told her these, or if Lu Cheng suddenly had to go on a mission and it would take two years, what would she do?
There is no need to think about it, Lin Qingqing knew that she would worry about Lu Cheng. This worry was because Lu Cheng is now her husband, and secondly, because she has some feelings for Lu Cheng.
No woman would refuse a handsome, stable and mature man. However, her identity does not allow her to accept Lu Cheng. But if she doesn't say it, will Lu Cheng continue to worry? Lu Cheng is different from others. He is a soldier and he can go on a mission at any time. If he is still thinking about her when he is on a mission, then... Lin Qingqing dare not imagine it. Because she knew that a small thing could lead to an irreversible outcome.
"If I don't tell you, will you keep thinking about it?" Lin asked softly.
"Yes." Lu Cheng answered the word "yes" with decisiveness. Some things can be distinguished between public and private, but some things cannot be distinguished between public and private. He has always been a calm person, but when things change in the unchanging life, there are some things he can't calm down.
"Then..." Lin paused softly and asked tentatively, "Do you believe in reincarnation? In our rural area, I often hear stories, do you believe it?"
Lu Cheng: "..." Gynecological diseases are gone, and feudal ideas have become. As a college student educated in this era, and a soldier, Lu Cheng believes in feudal ideas the least. Now, his wife has started to believe in feudal ideas, which is more serious than having a gynecological disease.
Lin Qingqing looked at Lu Cheng's confused expression and wondered, what does this mean?
"You..."
"You..."
The two said in unison.
"You speak first." Lu Cheng said.
Lin Qingqing was not modest: "Do you believe what I just said?"
Lu Cheng: "..." Seeing Lin Qingqing looking at him with hope, he wanted to say that he believed it, but he couldn't say it. It's not that he looked down on rural education, but he felt that Lin Qingqing was not suitable to live in the village of the Lin family, because the feudal ideas in that village might be more serious. Otherwise, how could such a good girl think about borrowing a corpse to revive? Lu Cheng sighed, reached out and touched Lin Qingqing's forehead, and she didn't have a fever.
Lin Qingqing leaned back: "What are you doing?"
Lu Cheng: "I feel a little hot, and I want to see if I have a fever." Then he touched his forehead as if nothing had happened, "I don't have a fever."
Lin Qingqing leaned back: "What are you doing?"
Lu Cheng: "I feel a little hot, and I want to see if I have a fever." Then he touched his forehead as if nothing had happened, "I don't have a fever."
Lin Qingqing: "...You haven't answered me yet, do you believe it?"
"I don't know." Lu Cheng chose a more conservative answer, "Because I haven't experienced it, so I can't answer you."
Lin Qingqing could understand this answer. If she herself was not traveling through a book, for her, traveling through a book would be something in a novel. But now, she has traveled through the book.
Lin Qingqing didn't know how to let Lu Cheng put his worries aside, and she couldn't find a reasonable excuse. She felt that her brain was not enough and her IQ was not enough.
Seeing that she was silent, Lu Cheng thought about the topic she had just talked about, and he tried to guide her: "Why did you suddenly talk about reincarnation? Is it... did this happen to someone?" Although he despised what he said in his heart, he had no choice. Lin Qingqing's feudal ideas must be correctly guided. So, he could only try to show up.
Lin swallowed softly and said cautiously, "I... I read a novel before. In the novel, someone is from the future world, but she doesn't know how. After waking up, she found that she has come to the body of someone decades ago. This novel is serialized. I think this subject is very interesting. I want to continue reading it, but unfortunately I can't find it. Do you think this situation is similar to reincarnation? Will such a thing happen in real life?"
Hey... Lu Cheng sighed, "This is a novel. Novels are different from reality. You are still young, don't read such meaningless books. Now that the high school books have been bought, you should read more high school books." Who wrote this messy novel? People from the future world went to decades ago? Lu Cheng thought it sounded messy. She might as well read more high school books. But... Lin Qingqing should like reading novels. He didn't object to her reading novels, but he was afraid that she would have all kinds of messy thoughts after reading novels.
Lin Qingqing: "... I will read high school books."
Lu Cheng: "No hurry, you can adjust for a few days and relax for a few days. When summer vacation comes, I will take an hour every night to teach you." You can't force people to read books blindly, you have to pay attention to the combination of work and rest. Lu Cheng knew that her grades were not good. Before the two got married, he investigated her family. For students with poor grades, they should not be forced.
Lin Qingqing said with tears in her eyes: "Yeah." One hour is okay, after all, it's only one hour.
"Let's get back to the point. Now, can you tell me why it took two years?" Since he finally got started, Lu Cheng didn't want to let it go. Otherwise, when he brings it up again next time, he doesn't know if he will have the chance again.
It's not that Lin Qingqing doesn't want to face this problem, but she doesn't know how to face it. After all, this kind of thing is too unbelievable. But she doesn't want Lu Cheng to think about it all day long, and then take it with him on the mission. If something happens to Lu Cheng, even if she curses herself a thousand times in her heart, it will be useless.
However, she just tried it, and he didn't believe it.
"What if I say that the serialized novel I mentioned is true?" Lin Qingqing tried again, "What if I say that I am the one who woke up from the future world and came to this world?"
Lu Cheng narrowed his eyes and stared at Lin Qingqing, without fever. His smart eyes were full of expectation and cautious temptation, and at the same time, there was a kind of tenacity. If at the beginning, Lu Cheng thought that the novel she was talking about was nonsense, that it was purely a novel, and that he was worried that she was too obsessed with feudal superstition. Then at this moment, he could no longer say the four words "feudal superstition".
He couldn't believe her because this matter was too weird. However, the cautiousness and prudence in her eyes made him feel distressed. She has always been cheerful and lively, with star-like bright spots in her eyes. But at this moment, everything is gone. The cheerfulness is gone, the liveliness is gone, and the bright starlight is gone. Lu Cheng's words were stuck in his throat. "You...you..." He said the word "you" twice in a row, but didn't know how to say the next words.
"I'm joking, don't..."
"So, you are not Lin Qingqing?"
The two said in unison again.
"You want to say that you are from the future, so you are not Lin Qingqing, and you can't sleep with me, but you need two years, because after two years, you will leave, right?" Lu Cheng asked. He felt that he was out of his mind to organize this matter according to her ideas. However, thinking that she would leave in two years, he felt very upset. Is this why she gave him two years?
But on the other hand, Lu Cheng felt that he was wrong to be like this. Lin Qingqing was his wife, and he should be happy.
No, no, no, what is he thinking? How can he think along the lines of her words? She must have been baptized by feudal superstition.
"No, I don't know if I will leave in two years, and I don't know if she will come back in two years. I gave myself two years because... because in two years, in my world, this body will reach the legal age for marriage. If she hasn't come back by then, and I haven't left, I want to be with you... with you as a real couple." Lin said this lightly and lowered her head. She even felt that she was a little shameless. What she said was a little shameless.
However, her mind was in a mess, and she didn't know what she was saying. Her IQ was not high, and she had never encountered any difficult things. For a moment, she was really flustered.
She didn't want Lu Cheng to worry about her all the time in these two years, nor did she want to drag it on like this, which would be unfair to Lu Cheng.
Lu Cheng's originally depressed mood gradually became smooth. He was especially happy when she said that she wanted to be a real husband and wife with him. But... he was conflicted. Because what she said was so incredible, he directly defined her as feudal superstition. If they were not husband and wife, he might have thought she was a psychopath.
However, after getting along with her for a few days, he was sure that she was not a psychopath, let alone a superstitious person. "I..." At this moment, Lu Cheng also encountered difficulties. "Then can you tell me what the world of the future will be like?" He wanted to judge the truth based on her words.
Because the truth or falsity of what a person says is completely different from what is imagined through feudal superstition or mental disorder.
Lin Qingqing didn't know that Lu Chengxiang didn't believe her, but when he asked, she said directly: "I'm not good at history, and I don't have much impression of the country's experience in recent years, but in the future, at least in 2022, our country will be strong, wealthy, and comfortable. In the future, we will put aside the preference for boys over girls in this era, and gender equality in the future world will no longer be just talk. Our country will go to the world, and our female comrades will have a place in politics, the army, and the business world just like gay men. In the future, college students will be everywhere, and every household will have a car in the future. In the future..."
Listening to Lin Qingqing talking about the future, Lu Cheng imagined such a world in his mind. It must be said that such a world infected and attracted him.
"But everything in the future is the result of the hard work of you who have lived through this era." Lin Qingqing said, "If it weren't for you and the heroes in the past, there would be no bright future." "
You..." The future she talked about was very beautiful, but that alone was not enough to convince him, "What proof do you have to prove that you are from the future?"
Lin Qingqing said that she came from the future instead of saying that she was a book-wearing person for two reasons. First, she integrated into this world and did not regard this world as a book. Second, she did not want Lu Cheng to know that he was just living in a book. Because to Lu Cheng, this was also a world of flesh and blood.
"In the future, starting from junior high school, English will be our basic course. Although my grades are not good, I can speak a few words in English. For example, good morning: good morning... In the future, I will go to college, although it is only a junior college, but I also know calculus..." Lin Qingqing listed some knowledge in the future, "If you don't believe me, you can wait until 1966. In the history I have learned, the national situation will be tense starting in 1966. The Ten-Year Movement started in 1967, and the college entrance examination was stopped at the same time. This is why I mentioned high school graduation to you but did not mention college entrance examination, because I know that the college entrance examination will be stopped. I also know that college students in the future will encounter some difficulties..." She also talked about the Ten-Year Movement in detail.
It was a bolt from the blue.
Lu Cheng never thought that the country would experience these starting in 1967. But at the same time, if these are true, then he has no ability to change them. Fortunately, from Lin Qingqing's mouth, he learned that although their country has experienced difficulties, it still stood up bravely. Knowing the result, he will not have the idea of changing. Because the situation has changed, no one knows what the future will be like.
"I..." Lu Cheng looked at Lin Qingqing and said solemnly and heavily, "I need to think about it."
Lin Qingqing smiled: "I understand, then you think about it carefully, I... I will tidy up the empty room and move the crib over later. I want to sleep there."
"..." Lu Cheng couldn't say no. His reason and his responsibility made it impossible for him to refuse, and he couldn't refuse Lin Qingqing's request. Because if what she said was true, then the person in front of him was not his wife, so how could he sleep in the same room and on the same bed with a woman who was not his wife? "Yeah."
No, no, they have already slept in the same room and on the same bed.
Thinking of this, Lu Cheng was full of guilt, guilt towards the person in front of him, and also guilt towards the girl who used old mountain ginseng to save her aunt. "Can I know when you came?"
Lin said lightly: "When I was conscious, my fever reached more than 40 degrees. I thought she might have died of fever, so I came here."
Lu Cheng: "..." Full of guilt, he suddenly became speechless because of this.
Lin said lightly: "Then I'll go move things first."
Lu Cheng: "I'll move it." How could she move all these things?
Lin Qingqing didn't have many things to move, just a small bed and a chest of drawers. Her clothes were all thin and were placed in the chest of drawers. As for the original owner's clothes, she didn't bring thick clothes because she came in June.
Lu Haici was taking a nap on the big bed and didn't know that his parents were moving things. In order not to wake up the baby, they tried to keep their voices low.
The two of them were silent while moving things. Lin Qingqing didn't know what the next few days would be like, but at least now she was relieved. And Lu Cheng... there was a struggle in his mind. He was thinking, was she baptized by feudal superstition, or was she telling the truth? If what she said was true, this matter was too unbelievable. If it can be said that they were baptized by feudal superstition, they could not say such words, and even brought history. For her it was history, and for him it was a matter of the future.
After moving the things, it was almost half past one. Lu Cheng went to wake up Lu Haici. He had to go to the army, and Lu Haici had to go to kindergarten. After waking up Lu Haici, Lu Haici went to wash his face. Lu Cheng said to Lin Qingqing: "We'll leave first."
Lin Qingqing: "Okay." She sent them to the gate of the yard and watched them leave.
Alas... After they left, she stood at the gate for a long time, and then turned around silently. She did not go in immediately, but stood in the yard, looking at this small yard. It has only been a few days, and she has already gotten used to life here. Is it because she pity the little one, or because reality is too lonely, or because Lu Cheng is so good?
Lin Qingqing thinks, all of these.
If the little one is not Lu Haici, but a naughty child. If Lu Cheng is not a handsome and gentle man, but a scumbag. If she is not so lonely in reality. If there is any point, she may have left without hesitation.
But there is no if.
Like Lin Qingqing's complicated heart, at this moment, Lu Cheng, who sent Lu Haici to kindergarten, also had a complicated mood.
He carefully recalled Lin Qingqing's words, combined with Lin Qingqing before the mission, the two people are indeed different, even very obviously different. When he came back from the mission, he thought that he did not understand Lin Qingqing well enough, so he made an arbitrary conclusion about her. Now it seems that the reason why she was different before and after was because she was not the same person.
"Hai Ci, tell Dad, how did you and Mom spend your time when Dad was on a mission? When Mom was sick, what did you and Mom do?" Lu Cheng asked his son. Lu
Hai Ci didn't understand why his father asked this, but he had a good memory and remembered the things at that time clearly, so he said obediently: "Mom was sick and lay in bed every day. I made meals for Mom, washed dishes, wiped the table, and swept the floor." Lu Hai Ci counted on his fingers, counting the things he did one by one.
Lu Cheng couldn't help but frowned when he heard it. "What happened next? Why did mom go to the hospital?"
"Because mom didn't have breakfast, I called her for a long time, but she didn't come out for breakfast. I was very worried, so I went in to see. Then I saw mom was sleeping and sleeping, and I couldn't wake her up no matter how I called her. Then I cried. I cried for a long time. I asked mom not to die, and I cried her awake. Then...then I went to call Aunt Qin, and Aunt Qin called other aunts to send mom to the hospital. Later, mom woke up and we went home. Mom made delicious food for me, gave me a bath, washed my hair, and hugged me." Speaking of this, Lu Haici's eyes were full of stars.
Lu Cheng listened to his son's words, and combined them with Lin Qingqing's words. She said that the original Lin Qingqing might have died of a fever of more than 40 degrees. Then, her son called her for so long, and she didn't respond. Could it be that she died at that time? And the one who woke up was the current Lin Qingqing?
Lu Cheng couldn't believe it. This was something he couldn't think of even if he spent his entire life thinking.
More importantly, if this Lin Qingqing was really not his wife, then how should they live next? There are only two results, divorce and no divorce.
Divorce is impossible. After all, the things involved are too complicated, so the only option is not to divorce.
But if they don't divorce, how will he and her live? In a yard, as strangers with the reputation of husband and wife? This is unfair to her. He can't tie her up like this.
Lu Chengxiang's head hurt.
He thought of the two years she mentioned. She said that she gave Lin Qingqing two years, and if she didn't come back within two years, they would become real husband and wife. So, she had feelings for him.
What about him? Undoubtedly, he also had feelings for her. But he was already a husband, and he had to be loyal to his identity.
If he was confused by Lin Qingqing's two years before, now he was confused by Lin Qingqing's origins.
He really hoped that this was Lin Qingqing's feudal superstition, but reason told him that it was not.
"Dad, I'm at the kindergarten." Lu Haici looked at his father who was still leading him and he shook his father's hand, "Dad, Mommy will never go the wrong way." Lu Haici patted his father's hand, "Dad, you can't do this, you have to learn from Mommy."
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