Qin Fang was silent. On one side was his brother, and on the other was his opinion on the matter.
Yang Haiyan did not force him to answer the question. She sympathized with Miss Li because no matter in which world such a thing happened, women were always victims. But: "Husband, in this world, the only one who can be responsible for oneself is oneself. Only decisions made by oneself, even if they are wrong, can't be blamed on others. However, if someone else makes the decision for you, in case it is wrong, then that person will always be your excuse and the target of condemnation.
So, no matter what the outcome of Shouye and Miss Li is, I will not support it, nor will I oppose it, and I will not express any opinions, because, in case of a bad result, I cannot afford to bear the life of others. At the same time, I don't want you to bear the responsibility of other people's lives, because I am selfish, I just hope that you can bear the responsibility of my life."
Qin Fang was still in deep thought, but when he heard her words, his eyes suddenly lit up. He stared at Yang Haiyan with a sharp gaze, and remembered what he had overheard before, that she fell in love with him at first sight. Suddenly, he held Yang Haiyan's hands: "Yanyan, I... I..."
Yang Haiyan looked at his suddenly red face and asked: "What's wrong with you?"
Qin Fang looked at him, his face became redder and redder because of nervousness, and finally he uttered a sentence in a muffled voice: "I... I will treat you well." In fact, what he wanted to say was, I like you. But I don't know why, today he suddenly couldn't say it. The more he thought about Yang Haiyan's love for him at first sight, the more ashamed he felt.
Yang Haiyan couldn't help laughing, she touched his face: "I know, you have always been good to me, and you will treat me better in the future. As for me, I don't expect how the days will be, I just hope that you will always treat me like this, and that's enough."
"Yeah." Qin Fang's um was answered with a loud thump.
Yang Haiyan said again: "Then sit down, let's continue talking about what we just talked about."
"Okay." Qin Fang sat down obediently.
Yang Haiyan continued: "What I mean is, since you are not responsible for Shouye's life, and you can't be responsible for his life, then you should just ignore his affairs. If Shouye tells his father and mother, let them decide. Although Shouye is your younger brother, that is his life, and we... will eventually separate and live our own lives. What do you think?
Moreover, it is related to two other points. First: You have the promotion of your teacher and the favor of the emperor. You can't stop here in the future. If Shouye and Miss Li get married, because of your relationship, they will receive a lot of attention, then Miss Li's past will inevitably be brought up, and then, Miss Li's affairs may become a weapon for people to attack you. Gap. And no matter where I go, there will be people asking this question. I am very selfish and don't want to spend my and your time and energy on solving other people's problems.
Second: Miss Li is a woman. If this matter is exposed, she will be hurt again. Can she bear it? So in my heart, I don't really want them to be together, but I won't speak up to stop them. If they are really together, then don't follow us. It will save us and them a lot of trouble. As for what Shouye does after he doesn't follow us, no matter what Miss Li does, it is his responsibility and has nothing to do with us. "
You can say she is selfish or conscienceless, she really doesn't want to spend time on other people's problems. Moreover, this kind of thing will continue.
Most of the time, Qin Fang listens to Yang Haiyan. He thinks what she says makes sense, so he will listen. Just like this matter, he disagreed at first, indeed because of what happened to Miss Li. But now, after listening to Yang Haiyan's analysis of the future impact, he gradually realized that things were not that simple. "Okay, I don't care." People always have their own ideas when they grow up, and there is also a selfish side to these ideas. No one wants to affect their family for the sake of others.
Yang Haiyan was relieved to see that he agreed. She was afraid that he would have to take care of this matter because of his sense of responsibility. Now it seems that Qin Fang is more rational than she thought. However, "This matter is only Shouye's idea at present. Miss Li doesn't know about it yet. I think Miss Li may not be able to get over it so quickly after the incident of the thieves' den. Shouye just said that Miss Li was nervous when she saw him, so I think Miss Li may not have this intention. But now is not the time to ask Miss Li's opinion. If Shouye can accept what I just said, then we can talk to Doctor Li and listen to his opinion. Doctor Li will talk to Miss Li. , so as not to cause pressure on Miss Li. "
Qin Fang said: "Okay, I'll listen to you. However, that kid is too idle in the mansion. Starting from tomorrow, he will follow me to the military camp for training, and the account matters can be handled at night. "
Yang Haiyan chuckled: "You decide."
Qin Fang asked unhappily: "What are you laughing at? I'm outside basking in the sun, and he is comfortable in the mansion, so comfortable that he daydreams."
Yang Haiyan: "..." It turned out that he was not convinced by his brother.
The couple did not talk about Qin Shouye's affairs anymore, but after Qin Shouye went back, he was completely at a loss, and his mind was in a mess and he didn't even have any ideas.
The next day
, Qin Shouye hadn't gotten up yet, and Tao Shan came over.
Qin Shouye didn't sleep last night, and he went to bed at dawn today, so when Tao Shan came to call him, he was still dazed. When he heard Tao Shan say that his elder brother would come to see him after breakfast, he woke up and got up to have breakfast.
So after breakfast, Qin Shouye was taken away by Qin Fang.
In fact, he didn't come back to his senses until he was taken to the barracks by Qin Fang. When he arrived at the barracks and saw the soldiers were training, he came back to his senses: "Brother, why did you bring me here?" He asked in confusion.
Qin Fang said: "There are no people who don't know Kung Fu, and there are no soldiers who don't train in the barracks. Although you are the accountant in the barracks, you must keep up."
Qin Shouye felt that his elder brother must be punishing him because of what happened yesterday, but he couldn't object because he didn't dare.
After a day of training, Qin Shouye was extremely tired and had no time to care about Miss Li's affairs. In the evening, he followed Qin Fang, who was off duty, back to the general's mansion and fell asleep. For
several days in a row, even in September, the weather gradually turned cooler, and he gradually adapted to this kind of life. He was only sixteen years old, and perhaps because his life was better now than before, he had ideals, but he didn't know how to bear the responsibility of life. He was thinking about Miss Li, but he couldn't come up with an answer.
Marry her? The elders wouldn't agree.
No children? The elders wouldn't agree either.
For a moment, he suddenly felt that going to the military camp for training every day was particularly good, which could make him forget everything and not have to think about everything.
In the blink of an eye, it was mid-September.
On this day, Aunt Fan, who had been away from the general's mansion for more than four months, finally came back. However, Aunt Fan did not come back alone. She was accompanied by Aunt Fan's concubine and granddaughter. As soon as she came back, she knelt in front of Yang Haiyan: "Madam, please make a decision for me."
Yang Haiyan looked at Aunt Fan, her daughter, and her granddaughter. They all looked tired and unhappy. Yang Haiyan asked Aunt Lian to help Aunt Fan up: "What's wrong with you? Talk slowly. Let me hear what happened first. If you have any grievances, I will definitely help you." Aunt Fan has been with her for a year and a half. She is very hardworking and diligent. If she has been wronged, Yang Haiyan will definitely help her.
Nanny Lian said, "Then I will take your daughter and granddaughter to your room to rest. The little girl is tired and needs a good rest."
Aunt Fan hurriedly said, "I am not considerate enough, or Nanny Lian is careful." Then she said to her daughter, "Xiaomei, you and the child go to mother's room with Nanny Lian to rest. Mother will come back later."
The woman who was called Xiaomei nodded. She was a little timid, but there was a stubborn look in her eyes.
There were only Yang Haiyan and Aunt Fan in the room. Aunt Fan looked at Yang Haiyan and hesitated to speak. When she came, she really wanted to ask the hostess to help her. This was also to give her daughter confidence, but now, she was worried that the hostess would feel troubled.
Yang Haiyan poured a glass of boiled water for Aunt Fan: "Aunt Fan, you can take your time to talk about anything. As long as we are right, we can go anywhere in the world."
Aunt Fan hesitated for a long time, and Yang Haiyan did not urge her. Later, Aunt Fan felt that it was really awkward to sit there, so she brought it up: "Actually...actually, this matter is related to the Royal Grain Incident."
The Royal Grain Franchise Plan is now known to the people of Qiguo, so it is not surprising that Aunt Fan knows about it. Besides, Aunt Fan's hometown is also in Renzhou.
Yang Haiyan heard this and said, "Could it be that this matter has caused trouble for your family?"
Aunt Fan shook her head and said, "No, no, but...but it is also related to this matter."
Yang Haiyan: "You tell me, I'll listen."
Aunt Fan sighed and said, "Speaking of this matter, my hometown is Lin County, called Laiwang County. Laiwang County is also under Hedong Prefecture. Now the entire Hedong Prefecture's Royal Grain Franchise Plan is under the charge of our General's Mansion, and the agent of Laiwang County is a local Aristocratic family, called the Jin family, do you know it?"
Yang Haiyan nodded: "I know, the Jin family is a noble family, their ancestors have academicians of the Hanlin Academy, the current head of the family is the former... I forgot what position he held, the official before retirement was a third-rank official. Although he retired, the Jin family still has children serving as officials in the capital, and the one who obtained the agency rights this time is his son who is in business." How dare the local officials offend a retired third-rank official in the capital? Moreover, the local officials in the county are no more than seventh-rank county magistrates. "Is this matter related to the Jin family?"
Aunt Fan said hurriedly: "This matter has nothing to do with the Jin family, but it has something to do with the county master. The county master knew about my relationship with the general's mansion and seduced my useless son-in-law, causing him to owe a huge amount of gambling debts, and then asked him to come to me and ask... to let the general's mansion give the Jin family's agency rights to the county master."
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