Chapter 443 I Will Not Forgive You (2/2)



Wei Guo continued, "Although we have adopted Qingyun, we should not interfere in the relationship between the county lady and Qingyun in the future. I am afraid there is another hidden story behind the past events.

The county lady is a person of great luck, and has done us Heng'er a great favor. In the past, our gratitude was too superficial, but from now on, we must respect the county lady from the bottom of our hearts."

Wei Guoshi rarely spoke to her in such a serious tone, and Old Lady Li couldn't help but look at him. Well, she would not care about the relationship between Qingyun and the county lady in the future, but she could still do this.

At the Lu Academy, Zhao Qingsong was very surprised. During lunch, Li Qingyun found him specially and wanted to go to the cafeteria with him.

Qingsong acquiesced that he couldn't drive Li Qingyun away, although he didn't want to have dinner with him.

Qingsong was used to being alone in the class. He was not like Li Qingyun, who was good at socializing and had three or five friends in the class, and they would go out to play on weekends.

Qingsong is in the academy, and his only friends of the same age are Lu Chen and Li Heng, but since they started enlightenment later, they are still in the enlightenment class.

On the way to the cafeteria, Li Qingyun was talking non-stop. Zhao Qingsong was very silent. He kept thinking, what did Qingyun mean?

After the meal, Li Qingyun did not tell the purpose of his visit, and Zhao Qingsong did not guess anything.

When they returned to the classroom again, Li Qingyun said sincerely, "Qingsong, let's be good friends in the future, okay?"

Zhao Qingsong widened his eyes, not understanding why he suddenly said this.

Seeing that Zhao Qingsong did not respond, Li Qingyun continued, "For what happened in the past, I want to apologize to you on behalf of my parents. But it has passed, and both of us are living well. We can't let our parents' mistakes create a rift between us brothers. Qingsong, can you forgive me?"

After finishing speaking, Li Qingyun looked at Zhao Qingsong with innocent eyes, with a hint of hope in them.

Qingsong suddenly felt annoyed, as if there was a breath stuck in his chest, making it difficult for him to breathe.

He clenched his fists tightly, gnashing his teeth as he thought, "Only by making a simple statement like that can Li Qingyun write off all the suffering and guilt I've endured!"

During those eight years, he experienced countless beatings and insults, each of which was so unforgettable.

And yet, these painful memories were erased by Li Qingyun with just a simple "I'm sorry"? Qingsong couldn't help but feel angry and wronged. He felt that the sufferings he had endured in the past were nothing.

Even now, he has returned to his mother, he still has nightmares. He dreams that he is still his aunt's child and they beat and scold him without restraint. That feeling of helplessness makes him unable to let go until his death.

Every time he woke up from a dream, he would feel his heart beating faster and his forehead would be covered with sweat.

This fear and uneasiness always accompanied him, and even now when he thinks about it, he still feels scared.

It was not until this moment that Qingsong suddenly understood that his mother had once said that none of them were qualified to represent themselves and forgive anyone in the eldest family.

Because the harm they inflict on themselves at that time is not temporary, but lasts a lifetime.

Although Qingsong had known this truth for a long time, he had never understood it as deeply as Tian.

Staring at Li Qingyun's face, Zhao Qingsong thought of what his mother hated the most was that he knew everything and knew that he was not her child, but he still felt at ease enjoying everything that did not belong to him and allowed his uncle's family to beat and scold him.

If he had helped to stop it once when he knew the truth and saved my mother from so much harm, my mother would not hate him so much.

He didn't understand these principles before, but now he does.

After I understood it, I could no longer forgive Li Qingyun.

Zhao Qingsong looked at Li Qingyun's face and answered seriously, word by word, "I will not forgive you, let alone your parents."

Forgiving you is a huge betrayal to my former self.

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