Chapter 23: After all the hatred, I found that the person I hate the most is myself



"That person is you."

Sui Xue jumped off Wan Shanhan and stared straight into Mieming's eyes.

"He tampered with the arrows and then pretended to be a savior and came to the forest to save me."

"And you were the one who set fire to the tree house while I was away."

Mieming raised his eyebrows when he heard this.

He pinched his chin lightly with his fingertips, looked at Sui Xue with a half-smile, and avoided answering.

"how."

"The leader is still going to continue pretending to be in love with me under the guise of Ah Xue."

"Why are you questioning me like this now?"

After saying that, he seemed to be completely unaware of Sui Xue's questioning look. His eyes darkened and he hooked her hair with his fingers and tucked it behind her ear.

After hooking, he didn't forget to rub her earlobe with his fingertips and smiled.

"I want to..."

"You're going to completely go against me."

After saying this, his smile deepened, and a cold light flashed in his eyes.

Sui Xue glanced at his playful expression, sneered, and suddenly waved away the hand that was on his ear.

"Even if I grovel and fawn over you every day, all I get in return is backstabbing, isn't it?"

Mieming paused slightly.

"It seems that the leader has never trusted me."

"It was me who did it. Put the blame on my head."

"Even if I didn't do it, you'll still blame me."

Mie Ming's eyes turned slightly cold. He retracted his hands, folded his arms and looked at Sui Xue, with a mocking look on his face.

Sui Xue simply ignored his sarcasm, raised her eyes, and questioned him word by word.

"In that case, let's be frank. Please tell me, Mieming."

"Fire for the tree house, arrows for the hunt."

"Is this all your doing?"

Mieming chuckled and reached out to pinch Suixue's cheek.

"It's a good thing that I sometimes think you're smart."

As he spoke, emotions surged in his eyes, and it was impossible to tell whether he was happy or angry.

"I didn't expect that your brain would be so bad sometimes."

"Why do you think that I will answer your questions truthfully?"

Sui Xue raised her eyes and smiled when she heard that.

She waved his hand away.

"It doesn't matter whether you answer truthfully or not. It doesn't matter to me."

"Whether it's true or not, I will personally investigate it myself."

After saying that, she avoided Mieming's touch and brushed off the dust stains on the hem of her skirt.

Then, in front of Mieming, he took Wan Shanhan's arm.

He simply left Mieming behind and walked away with Wanshanhan.

It wasn't until a few miles later that she looked back.

The moonlight shone on the outline of her face, giving it a layer of silver edge, which was magnificent.

"Mie Ming."

Her pleasant voice rang out.

"No one in this world can't live without anyone else, and no one is indispensable to anyone else."

With a light laugh, she raised her eyes, her glittering eyes like stars.

"For me, losing you will not make me unable to survive."

"Similarly, for you, the same thing happened to you when you were little."

"When fate comes and goes, it's all just like quicksand."

"Why should we rely on other people's joys, sorrows, anger and happiness to survive?"

The clear voice was like the sound of a ringing pendant, so clear and melodious that it made Mieming's heart tremble.

All the rejection, resistance and even resentment towards her felt like a thorn in his throat.

He was silent for a long time, until half an hour later.

His eyes darkened as he spoke harshly.

"From your high and mighty position, you can't experience the suffering of others, so you can easily generalize their obsessions."

“But for me.”

“Some seemingly ridiculous obsessions are the driftwood that has supported me to survive until now.”

As he spoke, he couldn't help but look at Sui Xue.

Now he only felt that the affectionate look between Sui Xue and Wan Shanhan was particularly glaring to him.

Halfway through his words, he felt annoyed, took a step forward, pulled Sui Xue back from Wan Shanhan's hand, pulled her to his side, and frowned.

"Also, I don't like it when you don't look at me when you talk to me."

Sui Xue was helpless and sighed.

I looked back at Wan Shanhan and saw that his expression was cold, as always, and he didn't seem to be unhappy at all.

So he simply didn't explain and had to face Mieming face to face.

Their eyes met.

Mieming took a deep breath and continued speaking.

"Actually, I hate you to death."

"You've taken away the only obsession that keeps me alive. I wish I could skin you alive."

Having said that, his expression paused slightly, his mood complicated.

"But you use the same body as Sui Xue."

He chuckled softly, and all the strength in his body seemed to be drained away, and his head involuntarily rested on Sui Xue's neck.

"I'm a coward and can't do it. Every time I plan to kill you, I can't help but imagine her getting hurt."

"After being unable to bring myself to do it, and unable to dispel the resentment I felt towards you, I resorted to self-harm, using the pain to stay awake."

After saying that, he rolled up his sleeves.

His arms were covered in messy bloodstains of varying sizes, and his voice grew increasingly deeper.

"Looking back on my life, I hate my father. I hate that I killed him. I hate Sui Xue. I hate that her eyes will never return to me. I also hate that I don't have the ability to make her love me."

Mieming said a lot in one breath, and with every word he spoke, he lost more strength, until finally he couldn't help but lean his whole body on her.

After a long moment, he chuckled softly.

"Of course I hated you too."

"I hate that you occupied that person's body, and I also hate that I can't kill her body."

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