Ying Han casually plucked a piece of grass whose name she didn't know, sighed slightly, and felt that her current experience was incredible.
Thinking about his past life, when he had to separate from his relatives, fall out with his parents, and part with his lover through life and death, Ying Han felt that the word "bitterness" was indescribable. All this was not God's will, nor was it his own fault. It was just a tragic drama that conformed to the trend of the times.
In her previous life, she had no job, was not married, and died in her 30s. She was a person who made no contribution to the country. After the death of a person like her, probably no one would remember her. When her friends recalled the past, they might just sigh softly and say nothing.
In his previous life, Ying Han was born into a privileged family. His mother was a big star of that era, and his father was a wealthy businessman with the surname Fei, so he was named Fei Fei.
Feifei has no memory of her father. When she was less than two years old, her mother divorced her because she cheated on her.
Later, her father's business failed and he moved away to another country. Feifei lived with her mother all the time, but soon, when she was old enough to remember, her mother remarried and she had a new father named Yao, a famous architect. Not long after, she had a younger brother.
Perhaps because she had longed for fatherly love since she was a child, Feifei had no resistance to her new father and even had some expectations. In fact, Father Yao was very good to her and Feifei was very attached to him. After her younger brother was born, Father Yao was still worried that her mother would ignore her and would often remind her, "Don't just focus on your younger brother, pay attention to your baby Feifei as well."
Every time, my mother would smile happily and say, "You are a good father. Feifei and I are lucky."
But this happiness did not last for a few years. My father was involved in a lawsuit because of a corruption case. The case was very complicated and involved huge amounts of money. It had a great impact on society at the time. My mother was a public figure and valued her reputation the most. She would not allow herself to be implicated in any way. At that time, she was just a third-rate actor and was in a very embarrassing situation, but she never complained and always worked hard. However, she did not want to ruin her future for other reasons, and she did not want to be labeled as the wife of an embezzler. At this time, my mother resolutely chose to divorce regardless of the feelings of several years.
He cleared himself of everything and left with Feifei. In less than a year, her mother remarried. He was once a familiar face in the family, but suddenly he became her new father.
Before Feifei's father, her mother had been married once and had a child. This was her fourth marriage. The new father did not like her, and she did not like the new father either.
Mom has three children. The first child lives with her father and they have long lost contact. Even her mother herself has forgotten that she has a child. Her half-brother lives with her father who treats her best. Only she has always been with her mother.
When she was a little older, her mother was very strict with her. She forced her to practice piano and learn dancing every day, and even took her to the crew to play some children's roles. Her mother wanted to shape her into her own mold, like those socialites from wealthy families.
Because my mother is also moving up in social status, and the men she marries are richer than the last, just to make people look at her differently.
My mother also attaches great importance to rules and is very strict with Feifei. Whenever she has time, she will check her homework, such as how well she dances or plays the piano. If it is not good, she will hit Feifei's hand hard with a ruler. Sometimes she is so angry that she doesn't care about the severity of the punishment at all.
At first, Ying Han would cry and talk back a few times, but the more she talked back, the harder she got beaten. Over time, she got used to it, and every time she was beaten, she never cried or made a fuss. Fei Fei's childhood was unhappy and depressing.
One time, her younger brother came to visit her and her mother. Starting from the meal, her mother kept scolding her. When she got angry, she scolded her harshly. Fei Fei couldn't stand it and retorted a few words. As a result, her mother's face darkened, she stood up, turned around and slapped Ying Han in the face.
After beating Feifei, her mother acted as if nothing had happened and continued to sit down and eat. Feifei felt embarrassed in front of her brother, so she lowered her head, didn't say a word, and didn't cry.
In the eyes of her younger brother, Feifei was very calm at that time, and there were not even tears in her eyes. Her calmness was heartbreaking.
The room was very quiet at that moment, so quiet that they could hear each other's heartbeats.
Later, my younger brother Feifei said that he was very scared that day, and every minute of fear was like a long panic. He didn’t like such an atmosphere and didn’t like such a mother.
But Ying Han has become accustomed to it, and it is not her choice what kind of mother she wants.
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