"How can I not blame myself? I really wanted to go out with Wu Ji to look for you, but my mother wouldn't let me. She locked me up because you guys were causing trouble for me.
Xiaoxiao, don't blame my family, they did all this for me, if you want to blame someone, just blame me."
"I've already said it, this is all an accident, no one is to blame."
"After this, will we still be good friends? Xiaoxiao... I heard from Wu Ji that you two broke off your engagement. Is it all... all because of me?"
Lin Hexiao looked at her and shook his head. "Not entirely. He didn't like me originally. I may have liked him before, but now I have lost my memory and have forgotten my feelings for him. I don't think he's that good after all. It's good to break off the engagement. In the future, I want to find someone who loves and likes me."
Liang Qian felt a little surprised when she heard Lin Hexiao talk so frankly about the engagement. She always felt that it was all because of her, but she really had no influence or control over matters of the heart.
She knew clearly that she was sorry for Xiaoxiao, but the throbbing in her heart grew stronger and stronger. When Wu Ji confessed to her, she could no longer suppress it.
Whenever she was with Wu Ji, she would feel guilty. To be honest, she was not happy at all in this life.
But now, seeing Lin Hexiao talking about her engagement with Wu Ji so calmly, he felt relieved, and the guilt was quietly dissipating.
Lin Hexiao can now talk about these things with her calmly because he understands what it means to be not worth it after losing something.
She has now become more open-minded and believes that feelings will slowly wear away bit by bit over the years.
Liang Qian looks very sincere. She hasn't appeared in public for some time, probably because her family doesn't allow her to show up.
No matter what, this matter has passed, and she doesn't want to have anything to do with Wu Ji and Liang Qian.
A week passed like this, and on Friday afternoon, Mother Lin was waiting at the school gate on her bicycle to pick her up.
As soon as they met, he caringly helped her carry the green canvas backpack on her back and asked, "Xiaoxiao, how was school this week? Did you have any trouble?"
"Mom, everything is good. I thought I had forgotten all the knowledge I learned before, but after listening to the teacher's explanation, it is not obscure at all."
"I'm glad you understood. Your dad and I were worried that you wouldn't understand. Are you getting along well with your classmates?"
Mother Lin put her daughter's schoolbag in the iron basket in front and walked home with her daughter.
Xiaoxiao hugged her mother's waist from behind and said with a smile, "Mom, Pingping is very good to me. She helps me in everything and tells me a lot of things that I don't understand."
"You two always get along well. This time it's all thanks to Pingping. Next time you have the chance, bring her home and Mom will treat her well."
"Yeah, Mom, I get it."
Lin Hexiao knew that her parents were worried about her, so she told her mother everything she had seen and heard at school along the way.
When she got home, her mother was busy making her a portion of braised pork to satisfy her craving.
Lin Hexiao smiled: "Mom, you and Dad gave me so much money every week, and I also had several grain and meat coupons. I ate very well at school. Don't worry about me complaining about not eating well over there."
As soon as Lin Hexiao finished speaking, Lin's father came back from outside and laughed, "From the tone of Xiaoxiao's voice outside, I knew she was doing well in school."
"Well, I can remember all that knowledge if I work a little harder. Dad, Mom, let me tell you something. Pingping said she and I opened a comic book store together. She took me to see it on Mondays. We made a dozen dollars a month. I have dozens of dollars now. Mom, can I save it in a passbook?"
When Lin's father and mother heard that the two sisters had secretly opened a comic book store, they were a little surprised, but they also doted on them and didn't ask how much money they invested, just letting them do as they pleased.
Mother Lin tapped Lin Hexiao's forehead and said with a smile, "Now you've learned to save money. Before, you were so impatient that as soon as you had some money, you wanted to spend it all in the next second."
"Mom, I just want to save some money for my dowry in the future." The women in the past would save some gold and silver jewelry early on to save for their dowries.
Nowadays, women can also go out to earn money. Of course, she wants to live a better life in her husband's family in the future, so it will be a good idea to save money by herself.
Besides, she has nothing to spend money on right now.
The two adults were very happy with their daughter's words. Now they were thinking about saving some private money as a dowry. While Mother Lin was pleased, she also felt a little sorry for her daughter.
We agreed to take her to the bank tomorrow to open a passbook.
That night, Lin's father added a bonus to her and gave her fifty yuan, asking her to save up one hundred yuan.
The next day, Lin Hexiao looked at the brand new passbook and the one hundred yuan number on it, and felt a little happy.
I put the passbook under the bed.
The matter of the Lin and Wu families breaking off the engagement was a sensation in the compound for a while and then it passed. No one knew who leaked the news of Lin Hexiao's amnesia.
This time, everyone sympathized with him again. Some neighbors who were close to the family even came over to express their concern for Lin Hexiao.
Lin Hexiao used to be a lively person. Whenever Sunday came, he would definitely go shopping in the mall.
Now I have become much calmer. I seldom go out after coming back on Sundays. When I have nothing to do, I hold a picture book and read it intently.
In a blink of an eye, a month passed and the weather gradually became warmer.
The dormitory was stuffy. Liu Xiang found that after coming back this time, Lin Hexiao was no longer generous in giving her the coarse grains.
I was feeling depressed for a few days and now I didn't pay much attention to Lin Hexiao. I got closer to Zhang Mei.
Zhang Mei is proud and also the most hardworking one in her dormitory. Every time she comes back from outside, Zhang Mei holds a book and studies hard.
She had been occupying the only table in the dormitory for a long time, but Zhang Pingping and Lin Hexiao didn't mind her. After all, they were both from the same city and went home every Sunday.
The dormitory is not as comfortable as home. At home, Mother Lin got her a ceiling fan and a standing fan, for fear that she would be overheated.
Lin's father is the political commissar of the military region, and Lin's mother works at the Industrial and Commercial Bureau. Both the husband and wife have high salaries.
The elderly in the family passed away a few years ago, and the son and daughter are not old enough to get married, so they have saved a lot of money. The family is well-off and loves their daughter, so Lin Hexiao only has a dozen yuan in pocket money every month.
Girls all love beauty. After Lin Hexiao went to college, she had more places to spend money.
So no matter in the previous life or this life, I have never been wronged and my family conditions are very good.
The only thing I can't get over is the emotional crisis.
But this life of hers was over. When autumn came, everyone in the compound was talking about the Wu family proposing marriage to the Liang family.
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