Shi Xi nodded slightly. "Yes, a voice from deep within my memory. Whenever I try to think about it more deeply, my head hurts terribly."
Di Chenxiao massaged Shi Xi's head and said, "If you can't remember, don't think about it. Maybe you're mistaken. If you don't like him, you can live in Xiyuan from now on. Come back after he leaves."
"It's not that I dislike him, it's just that being with him makes me very uncomfortable. It feels like someone is pricking me with needles, and I feel uncomfortable all over."
Di Chenxiao's hands clenched involuntarily, feeling as if they were being pricked by needles.
“We’re going to stay at Xiyuan. I’ll go tell my parents.”
"No need. Grandpa just got back. If I leave home now, Dad will be in a difficult position."
"Um."
After chatting for a while, Di Chenxiao was sent away to work by Shi Xi. During her hospitalization, Di Chenxiao had accumulated a lot of documents that needed to be processed. Now that she had been discharged, she couldn't keep occupying Xiaoxiao forever.
Di Chenxiao was willing to leave Shi Xi. He still had to support this girl who loved to eat. He would work first and come back to see her when he was done.
In the evening, Shi Xi took a shower and went to bed to rest and read.
Now, there are some Hongming family members at home. Helian Yi left in the afternoon, saying that there were things to do at home. But before leaving, he recognized Shi's mother as his godmother and Shi Xi as his younger sister.
During Helian Yi's time in the Shi family, Shi's mother treated him even better than her own son, allowing him to experience the warmth of maternal love. Before leaving, he fulfilled Shi's mother's wish and became her godson.
Shi Xi didn't care. Having another brother was fine.
It's just that the younger brother who used to call her "little sister" has suddenly become her older brother, and she still needs time to adjust.
Mi Rou didn't knock and entered the door with practiced ease. She lay down next to Shi Xi and said, "What a studious child. You're still reading so late. What book are you reading?"
Mi Rou snatched the book from Shi Xi's hand, rubbed her eyes several times, and exclaimed in surprise, "Xiao Xi, you, you, you...you're not thinking of becoming a nun, are you?!"
“Give it to me, and you’ll become a nun.”
"If you're not going to become a nun, why are you reading Taoist calming mantras? What books are on your desk? 'How to Control Your Emotions,' 'Emotional Self-Control,' 'Learn a Little Super Self-Control Every Day,' 'The Art of Controlling Emotions Without Getting Angry.' Are you trying to cultivate immortality, requiring a pure and tranquil mind with few desires?"
"Be careful not to damage my books. I searched for a long time to find these books. I haven't read them yet, so I don't know how they are written." Shi Xi tidied up all the books on the table and put them away.
Then I started reading the meditation mantra.
She couldn't let anything happen to herself, and she couldn't let Xiao Xiao worry.
Since she can't have big emotional fluctuations, she should learn how to control her emotions. Would that make Xiao Xiao feel more at ease?
Seeing that Shi Xi cared so much about the books, Mi Rou stopped looking at them and continued lying next to Shi Xi. "You didn't seem very happy when your grandfather came back."
"It's alright, we've never met before, it's like we're strangers, what's there to be happy about?"
"Alright! I wanted to talk to you about something today. I'm moving out too. Your grandfather and your second uncle's family are here, and I'm really annoyed by them. I'll leave for a while and then come back to live here."
Shi Xi put down the calming mantra in her hand, looked at Mi Rou, and asked without any emotional fluctuation, "Are you leaving too?"
Helian Yi is gone, and Di Chenxiao can't stay by her side forever. Now, is even Mi Rou leaving?
"You don't want me to leave?" Mi Rou asked with a smile as she brought her face close to Shi Xi's.
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