Song Yan was stunned.
I have indeed heard that if you spend a long time together, you will start to look very similar to each other.
"Every time I see my son, I can't help but think of what you looked like when you were his age."
Gu Chen suddenly stroked Song Yan's face, with a barely perceptible hint of heartache in his eyes.
"Back then, you always wore a thin white shirt. You gave off an aura that refused to let anyone get close to you, and your face was always serious."
"Every time I see your tense expression, not knowing how to smile or express yourself, I feel really bad."
"At that time, I always had a very crazy idea, to kill both your parents and take you back to my side."
"I want to support myself. I want to see you smile, I want to see you cry out your emotions, without having to endure everything."
"But I know I can't do that. You'll be sad."
Song Yan's eyes turned red as he listened.
When he was as old as his son Xiao Chi, he had the heavy burdens of the company and the Song family on his shoulders. How could he possibly laugh?
At that time, his daily task was to study various technologies in various fields.
Even when he was sick, he didn't dare to slack off, for fear of falling behind in the progress.
"Every time I see my son crying, I wonder if you, when you were his age, also cried like this and felt so helpless?"
"Are you hiding somewhere where I can't see you, hugging yourself, healing yourself with tears on your face?"
"I thought my son would be able to go home once he had enough points, and he would not cry anymore."
Gu Chen said this while touching Song Yan's face and looking into Song Yan's eyes, as if he was talking about not crying, referring to the nineteen-year-old Song Yan.
"I didn't cry at that time, but I felt very stressed occasionally, and I took medicine to relieve it."
Song Yan told Gu Chen the truth.
Gu Chen kept fighting in the back, and whenever there was a fight, he was asked to go and fish out the items.
It was also during that time that he was able to take a break and no longer have to face the cold study every day.
At that time, Gu Chen was already known for his madness, and even his father was afraid of him.
So every time Gu Chen asked him to go to the police station to rescue him, his father didn't dare to stop him.
No wonder every time he went to the police station to rescue Gu Chen, Gu Chen always looked at him hesitantly, originally because he was worried that he was under a lot of pressure and wanted to ask him something, but he was afraid that he would be angry.
At that age, he did have a bad temper and didn't like to pay much attention to Gu Chen.
He also felt that Gu Chen was deliberately causing trouble for him.
Only now did I realize that Gu Chen was just using his method to give him a break.
"Now that I see my son so happy, I feel happy too."
Gu Chen put down his hand that was stroking Song Yan's face and put on a smile.
He laughed from the heart.
Because when he saw Song Chi laughing, he felt that the nineteen-year-old Song Yan was also laughing.
Song Yan buried his head in Gu Chen's neck, and his throat felt a little choked.
Gu Chen has been making efforts all the time, but he was stupid and didn't notice these details.
"You can't cry! If you cry, you'll scold me when you come out of the shower later."
Gu Chen said to Song Yan seriously.
It sounds like he is afraid of Song Chi, but in fact he is afraid of Song Yan crying.
How could Song Yan not hear it?
He raised his head from the crook of Gu Chen's neck, his eyes even redder than before.
Gu Chen raised his hand and stroked the corner of Song Yan's eyes, the heartache in his eyes overflowing.
Song Yan hugged Gu Chen's neck, lowered his head and opened his mouth to let Gu Chen kiss him.
Gu Chen's eyes instantly warmed up, "Aren't you afraid of being seen by your son?"
"If you don't want to use this to hook your son, then let him see it and keep him."
Song Yan said this, his breathing a little disordered.
As long as Gu Chen doesn't let him do his work at the desk, he can meet all the requests Gu Chen makes.
"Then I got a great benefit thanks to my son."
Gu Chen smiled, put his big hands on Song Yan's legs and held them tightly, then raised his head and took Song Yan's breath away.
Song Yan didn't suppress himself, nor was he afraid of being heard. He kissed Gu Chen back as if it was just the two of them.
After washing up and coming out of the bathroom, Song Chi leaned against the lounge door and listened, with his head lowered. He didn't blush or have a beating heart, but his lips were tightly pursed.
It turned out that Gu Chen really treated him as his son and was not joking with him.
Gu Chen saw his nineteen-year-old elder brother in him, but he was not angry.
Because he knew that Gu Chen just wanted to heal his 19-year-old elder brother.
Moreover, Gu Chen's favor towards him was genuine, and he did not see the shadow of his elder brother through him.
I just saw him and wanted to make him happy, and make my 19-year-old brother happy too.
"Gu Chen really loves big brother."
Song Chi leaned against the wall and glanced at the door of the lounge.
Gu Chen and his elder brother were still kissing each other.
One of them sat on a chair with his head tilted back, while the other sat on his legs, hugged his neck and lowered his head, and both of their breathing was disordered.
He could see that his elder brother had tears in his eyes, but he still hugged Gu Chen's neck and lowered his head to let Gu Chen kiss him.
Song Chi knew that he couldn't disturb them, so he carefully closed the lounge door.
Ring, ring, ring...
The landline on the coffee table by the window suddenly rang.
Song Chi immediately ran to the French window, sat down on the sofa, picked up the landline phone, and shouted, "Lu Yanchen."
"Well, it's me, I just woke up?"
Lu Yanchen's voice came from the other end, as well as the sound of documents being signed.
Song Chi hugged the phone tightly in his arms and hummed muffledly.
Lu Yanchen immediately put down his pen and asked, "Unhappy?"
“Not really.”
Song Chi sat cross-legged on the sofa, put the landline on his legs and said, "Just now, Gu Chen was telling my eldest brother about something that happened when he was nineteen years old. I felt a little uncomfortable listening to it."
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