The air was quiet for a few seconds, and Zhao Rencheng realized belatedly that it was not a good idea to tell a girl about this: "How about I take you down?"

"good!"

Zhang Yunxi went down the stairs.

Zhao Rencheng took the flashlight, held it up, and illuminated the path for her. He walked with her down the mountain before turning around and walking up the mountain.

Zhang Yunxi returned to the door of the educated youth dormitory and warned herself not to be so shy next time, as it was not like herself anymore.

Not long after falling asleep in bed, Zhang Yunxi was awakened by the sound of a door closing. She opened one eye and found that it was He Xiaoxiao who went out, but she continued to sleep without taking it seriously.

Not long after, Zhang Yunxi heard the sound of paper shredding. She blinked, and she felt something was wrong. She put on her clothes and went out. She found that the kitchen light was on. When she got closer, she saw He Xiaoxiao throwing papers with various patterns on them into the fire with an expressionless face.

The carefully drawn drawings soon disappeared and turned into ashes.

"Xiao Xiao, what are you doing?"

"It's nothing. I guess I disturbed you. It will be fine soon. Go to sleep." There was a gleam of fire in He Xiaoxiao's black eyes. If someone looked closely, they could see tears under her eyes.

Zhang Yunxi moved a wooden stool and sat beside her with concern, and asked softly, "Did you encounter any problems with your research?"

"It's because the research has never been successful, haha!"

He Xiaoxiao let out a self-deprecating laugh.

"How could it be, your things..."

"Many things were researched by the ancients, I'm just copying them!" He Xiaoxiao interrupted her.

She wanted to study weapons.

No progress at all.

Zhang Yunxi: "Since you don't like it, just give me all the drawings."

"What are you going to do?" He Xiaoxiao frowned.

"Your white paper has a lot of empty space. I'll give it to my students as draft paper."

Zhang Yunxi gave a reason that He Xiaoxiao couldn't refuse.

A stack of drawings fell into her hands.

Zhang Yunxi stood up and went back to the house.

He Xiaoxiao lowered her head and watched the fire gradually die out. She couldn't help but ask, "Aren't you going to ask me the reason?"

Zhang Yunxi paused, turned around and asked, "Are you willing to talk? If you are willing, I can be a listener."

He Xiaoxiao lowered her head, her bangs drooping in front of her forehead, leaving only her superior profile in the dim candlelight: "I used to have a dream, writing furiously under the lamp every night, proud and self-proclaimed genius, firmly believing that I could leave a strong and colorful mark in the history of scientists, but now I find that I am nothing. Some things are just self-conceit. There is a very simple formula, but I always make mistakes. For many years, I have not made any progress, wasted time, made no achievements, and always found various excuses for myself. I just feel sorry that I didn't fulfill her dream when I was a child. I have been mediocre for more than 20 years. Now I am just a confused adult, and I have failed the child who once absorbed knowledge day and night."

Zhang Yunxi's tears fell silently.

It was a short description without too many emotional ups and downs, and the tone was light, but she felt so distressed.

He Xiaoxiao waited for a moment, but there was no comment from the eloquent Yunxi. She looked up and saw a tearful beauty.

“What are you…doing…”

Zhang Yunxi walked forward, bent down and hugged her.

Hugs are warm.

He Xiaoxiao, who was wearing only one piece of clothing, got goosebumps all over her body. "You..."

Zhang Yunxi stood up and wiped her tears. "I don't know how to comfort you. I'm sorry."

He Xiaoxiao was amused, "Then why are you crying?"

“I feel like I’m dumb.”

"Are you still not good at talking?" He Xiaoxiao asked back.

"What about you? Aren't you good enough? Aren't you smart enough? I can't even understand your information. And every time you have free time, you are studying your stuff. You have never been late. You just didn't stay in the right place and wasted several years."

Zhang Yunxi felt both distressed and angry.

Her house is so small and nice.

It should sparkle!!!

He Xiaoxiao saw that she was so angry that the corners of her mouth never fell. She realized that this was how it felt when someone was standing up for her.

Very amazing.

very good.

"It was my decision to go to the countryside. I don't blame anyone. Maybe in your eyes, I am amazing because I don't have the skills I have now, but in my field, I am just an ordinary person. But thank you very much tonight."

Except grandma.

This was the first person to shed tears for her.

He Xiaoxiao stepped forward and bent down slightly to wipe away her tears, saying gently, "Don't worry, I won't give up."

Maybe that's what love is.

You will feel pain, confusion, and even resentment.

There is no mistake in the poem, post, content, and read the book on 6, 9, and bar!

But if you give up, you can't do that! "Great." Zhang Yunxi smiled, tears streaming down her cheeks.

Crying and laughing.

He Xiaoxiao chuckled, "Well, go back to sleep."

She blew out the candle and went back to the room with Zhang Yunxi. Seeing her solemnly put the draft paper in her box, she felt warm in her heart and lay on the bed to continue thinking about her plan.

Tonight she had the thought of giving up.

But when she thought about not researching weapons in the future, she felt that it was no different from death. Living in a muddle-headed life was not what she wanted.

I hope that one day my younger self can say to myself, “I’m glad to be you.”

Deng Damei was sleeping soundly, snoring. When she woke up in the morning, she was full of energy. Until Zhang Yunxi, who was on vacation, asked her, "Are you going to visit Zhao Xiaobing and his family today?"

Deng Damei, who was happily sweeping the floor, paused, looked up and laughed, "I haven't told you yet?"

Zhang Yunxi: "Why don't you say it?"

He Xiaoxiao gave her a cold glance.

Deng Damei trembled, "It's not that I don't want to say it, I just can't find the opportunity. You can see that I'm very busy recently. There are too many things to do in our team. My boyfriend's family is also busy recently. My boyfriend didn't even come to see me."

"Aren't you going to go find him?"

"How can I, a girl, feel embarrassed? I don't know what's wrong with him. We are about to get married, but he doesn't even accompany me. It's too much!" Deng Damei angrily pounded the broom, raising a cloud of dust.

Zhang Yunxi waved her hand to drive away the dust, then stepped back a few steps, farther away from her, "Should we sprinkle some water when we sweep the floor?"

"You still dislike my work?"

Deng Damei glared at her.

Zhang Yunxi immediately backed off, "I don't dare."

Deng Damei snorted.

Zhang Yunxi said, "I'll go with you to find them, and we'll settle this matter today."

"So anxious?"

Deng Damei was hesitant.

Zhang Yunxi and He Xiaoxiao folded their arms and looked at her as if they were facing a trial.

Deng Damei surrendered. "Okay, let's go find their family and have a good chat about the procedures for the wedding on that day and what both of us need to do. Including what kind of guests to invite, we have decided today. Are you satisfied, gentlemen?"

Zhang Yunxi couldn't help laughing, "Not bad."

He Xiaoxiao: "Same as her."