He spoke out his long-buried inner thoughts, "No one has ever loved me. This is my first time loving someone. I am learning to be good to my wife like other husbands."
"I don't want any woman you match me up with. I'll prepare red envelopes and clothes for you during the New Year, give you a jade pendant for your deceased mother, and accompany you back to Qingzhou... There are many small things that I will do after three years of marriage. I know it's too late, but I really want to be with you, Yaoyao."
"If it's a woman who wants to satisfy my sexual desire, I won't spend a single cent on her. If she obeys, I'll use her. If she doesn't obey, I'll get rid of her immediately." He touched her forehead with his eyebrows and rubbed it. "I don't give in to others easily, especially women."
Du Yaoyao knew very well that Chen Jie had some feelings for her, and she often warned herself not to take it seriously. She couldn't agree with some of his views, and it was difficult for her to change herself or him.
It is difficult for people with different values to be together.
Even if the happiness is short-lived, if they cannot get along, they will sooner or later become resentful of each other.
She didn't say anything and just listened to him quietly.
Shen Jie sighed helplessly, “Yaoyao, you don’t accept me.”
When Du Yaoyao said "tool for sexual gratification", Chen Jie was hit by a wake-up call. He clearly realized that in her heart, the relationship between the two of them was like that of a client and a prostitute.
"I've said before that forcing a couple is also a kind of fun. It all depends on how the individual thinks. If you have this person in your heart, you will treat it as a play in bed. If you don't have this person in your heart, you will regard it as bullying and humiliation."
"Besides, I have always been sensible, haven't I? I have never done anything that disgusts you. I want you to give me a blowjob and to penetrate you from behind, but since you don't want to, I have never forced you."
Thinking back to the morning, he explained, "I was so angry that I asked you to kneel down and kiss. It doesn't matter whether you kiss or not, I just want you to bow your head to me, even if it's just pretending to coax me, and not show your disgust for me."
No matter how many people scolded him for being cruel and tyrannical, it was not as heartbreaking as Du Yaoyao's accusation that he was "cold-blooded and heartless". And her look of disgust was like a knife cutting all over the body, making people feel cold and painful.
"I'm really angry. Your heart is not with me, and you've left with him. What should I do?"
His eyelashes pricked her eyelids, and a hint of moisture leaked out.
Du Yaoyao felt a mixture of various feelings in her stomach. Chen Jie had a strong possessiveness, and she reflected seriously, did she not give him any sense of security?
Or maybe he gave her the impression of being too strong and having no need for something as weak as a sense of security.
"I won't leave." Du Yaoyao rubbed his with the tip of her nose. Not yet, and I can’t say for sure in the future. Her attitude was too sharp in some places. She knew that Chen Jie was soft-hearted and should have played along, but seeing him being arrogant, she couldn't help but quarrel with him.
She said distressedly: "I have a bad temper sometimes..."
Chen Jie quickly replied, "Okay or not, I have the final say, don't mention other women, I don't want to change." He hated her for pushing him out.
Du Yaoyao didn't want to stay in a place like a brothel, so she reminded him, "Let's go back."
Chen Jie held her and fed her a sip of tea, and discussed seriously, "Do you think this is okay? I'll let the Song family and Song Xingkai go, and you promise me that you won't see him again?"
Du Yaoyao is greedy. She not only wants to save Yongning Marquis Mansion and Song Xingkai, but also the innocent people implicated in Prince Chen Mansion and General Ruan Mansion.
As a similar person, it may not be very good to see Song Xingkai being exiled to a cold and bitter area.
Unable to eat a big fat man in one bite, Du Yaoyao nodded and planned to proceed step by step.
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