Qin Jingzhou's injuries had not yet fully healed, and his extremely luxurious and handsome face was already sickly pale.
When he heard Lu Jinyan mentioning pregnancy, his face became even more bleak under the street light, as if endless frost and snow were frozen on his face.
He has always been powerful and seems to be omnipotent.
But at this moment, his tall and upright body, like a standing mountain, had cracks appearing.
It seems like it will collapse if a gust of wind blows over.
"Deputy Director Qin, are you feeling better?"
Song Tang didn't expect Qin Jingzhou to appear here.
She would never be able to respond to Qin Jingzhou's feelings, and she hoped that he could get over it soon and meet the girl he truly loved.
However, he had saved her life many times after all, so out of politeness, she still showed some concern for him.
When he saw Qin Jingzhou, Lu Jinyan was instantly filled with alertness.
Like a lion defending his territory, he held Song Tang's soft white hand tightly in his palm and refused to give in. "Why is Deputy Director Qin appearing downstairs of my house?"
Qin Jingzhou didn't respond immediately.
His thoughts couldn't help but drift far away.
He couldn't help but think of last night's dream again.
Last night, he dreamed about his past life again.
In his previous life, he survived after blocking a poisonous hidden weapon for Song Tang.
However, two years later, he still died.
His father was simply insane.
The emperor was afraid of the power of the Lu family and that they would become too powerful to be trusted. After Lu Shoujiang, Lu Yu and Lu Shaoyou all died in battle, he, as the king of a country, colluded with foreign enemies and cut off the military pay of the Lu family army in an attempt to trap Lu Jinyan to death on the battlefield in order to eliminate the Lu family army from the world.
He saw through his father's true face.
He did hate Lu Jinyan because he was his love rival.
But he is the crown prince of a country. He accepts support from the people and must protect their safety.
He disobeyed the imperial edict, raised military funds, and led his troops to the border to support Lu Jinyan.
That war was a river of blood.
Lu Jinyan led his Lu family army in a bloody battle for three days and three nights, and finally wiped out the enemy, making the foreign enemy dare not invade for a short time.
However, they also paid a heavy price for that war.
Most of the 70,000 soldiers brought by Lu Jinyan were killed, and only 30,000 sick and disabled soldiers were left.
All the personal guards he brought with him were wiped out.
In order to protect the people in the city, he was pierced by thousands of arrows. Fortunately, he used up his last bit of strength and cut off the head of the enemy general.
He used to be a sworn enemy and lifelong enemy of Lu Jinyan.
In that war, they fought side by side and put aside their past grudges.
Because in the face of the greater good of the country and family, the past intrigues and deceptions are not worth mentioning.
In the last moment of his life, he used all his strength to say only one word to Lu Jinyan.
opposite.
He is the crown prince, so naturally he hopes that the Qin family's kingdom will last forever.
But because he was the crown prince, he hoped that the people would no longer have to endure the suffering of war and displacement.
And only Lu Jinyan can overthrow the corrupt country in his father's hands!
After his death, his soul did not leave the world immediately.
He saw Lu Jinyan and Song Tang working hand in hand to recapture the city and finally, capture Chang'an.
The emperor and empress loved each other so much that they stood at the highest point hand in hand.
By then, it was already three years later.
He also saw the twin boy and girl that Song Tang gave birth to Lu Jinyan.
Lu Mutang looks very much like Lu Jinyan, except that he is four years older. However, he already has the aura of a king in his every move.
Lu Qingsong looks very much like Song Tang.
Looking at the soft and tender Lu Qingsong nestling in Song Tang's arms and acting coquettishly, he seemed to see the little Song Tang, holding a branch of apricot blossom and calling him "Prince Brother" in a playful manner. His soul was actually filled with tears.
Seeing the corrupt dynasty being replaced by the vibrant new dynasty and seeing Song Tang reap happiness and contentment, his soul also dissipated along with his obsession and left this world.
At this moment, looking at Song Tang standing side by side with Lu Jinyan holding hands, he was in a trance and could not tell the difference between his past and present life.
However, no matter in the past life or this life, the person who could make her smile sincerely was not him.
In this life, after finding her, he wanted to snatch her away.
He even wanted to do everything he could to trap her beside him.
But she wouldn't be happy that way.
"Song Tang..."
After a long time that seemed like several lifetimes had passed, Qin Jingzhou finally smiled miserably and said in a dreamlike voice, "I lied to you."
"In your previous life, you didn't marry me, and you didn't give birth to a pair of children for me."
Qin Jingzhou's voice was very soft, but every word he said made his heart ache as if it was walking on the edge of a knife.
But even though his heart was broken, he continued to speak word by word, "In my previous life, you never had any feelings for me."
"From the beginning to the end, you only loved Lu Jinyan."
"You and him...you are very happy, with two sons and one daughter, and many grandchildren."
"You will be like this in this life."
"I'm sorry for lying to you."
After saying this, Qin Jingzhou didn't stop.
He suddenly turned around and fled away.
He walked away very quickly, heartbroken, but he never looked back.
Because he was afraid that if he looked back, he would not be able to let go.
His obsession and deep love are destined to not get her response, but will become a burden to her.
He was afraid that her obsession would make her tired or even hate him, so he could only let go and fulfill her happiness...
"Deputy Director Qin, you will be happy too!"
From a distance, Qin Jingzhou heard Song Tang's voice.
He tried hard to raise the corners of his lips, but couldn't stop his eyes from turning red.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content!
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com
