Xu Jiajia cried for a long time, and everyone remained frozen in place, which was difficult for everyone to accept.
Maybe she was tired of crying, or maybe she had recovered a little, Xu Jiajia looked at Wan Hexing: "You always wanted to break up, right? This is just a fuse. How long have you been together? If you had no feelings for her, you wouldn't break up with me today."
Wan Hexing felt like he had given it his all and suddenly began to speak freely: "I've always felt that the distance between us is growing farther and farther. Every time I come to see you, I feel like I have nothing to say to you. You talk to me about school, what happened during your studies, and the places you take me to, but it makes me feel so strange. I can't get a word in and can only listen to you.
I only know what happened in the village and what happened in transportation, but you couldn't follow up. Don't you think that the problems have always been there, but we are just avoiding them deliberately?
I often follow my master in a sports car, and often stay at his house if it's too late. I often think of you and I will drink a few more glasses. When I drink too much, Liang Hui often takes care of me.
But they all know that I have a partner and never have other thoughts. But she will remember what I like to eat and some of my living habits. I know that she is nice to me because she likes me, so I try to avoid contact.
Three weeks ago, when I left you, I felt that we were getting farther and farther apart. You were surrounded by people with outstanding talents, while I just wanted to live a simple life. I didn’t have any lofty ambitions. My parents passed away early, and I just wanted to have a warm home.
The more I thought about it, the sadder I felt. I had drunk too much, and her taking care of me suddenly made me feel safe, so I acted on impulse.
No one held me responsible afterwards, but I couldn't get over it in my heart. Maybe you are right, I don't feel inferior when I am around her, and I don't even have to find topics to talk about. It's so easy.
Being with you, I have always felt inferior because you are so good. I feel like no matter how hard I try, I am only insulting your beauty. You really deserve better people and a better life. You shouldn’t stay at my level. I have never been able to relax and I have to stay tense all the time, reminding myself that I must make progress and work hard, but that is not what I want.
Wan Hexing's words made Xu Jiajia feel powerless and she had nothing to say. Xu Jiajia stood up, picked up her bag, and finally looked at Wan Hexing before leaving.
"I didn't force you to be with me, right? You never said these words to me. All you told me was that I would work hard to give you a good life.
Then let me ask you, from the beginning to the end, have I ever asked you to give me a good life? Have I ever asked you to make a certain amount of money?
All I ask for is for you to spend more time with me. I always feel that you are very kind and honest to me. I don’t have to worry because you will tolerate me.
Until today I realized that I was wrong. I didn't understand you at all. Being with me gave you so much pressure and pain. You should have made it clear earlier. If you had said this earlier today, I would have let go long ago.
I'm sorry for torturing you for so long. You don't have to feel guilty. I should be the one feeling guilty. You can finally breathe a sigh of relief. Goodbye. I hope you can live the life you want."
Xu Jiajia turned and left, and Gu Xi quickly chased after him and took Xu Jiajia's arm: "I'll accompany you and take you back."
Xu Jiajia hugged Gu Xi and burst into tears: "I didn't expect that two years of love would be rewarded like this. I don't think I'm a strong person. I just have a bad temper sometimes. I want to find someone who can tolerate me. I don't have any other requirements."
Gu Xi hugged her uncomfortably and stroked her back gently: "I understand, I didn't expect that he always thought like this, you have always been very good, and he is not a bad person, just a stupid person.
You two are indeed not suitable for each other. You had a fight at my house a year ago, and Wang Xu and I thought you were going to break up at that time. Unexpectedly, you reconciled. Wan Hexing really likes you, and this is undeniable.
You are just not suitable for each other. It is not easy for two people to be together. It requires not only fate, but also the right time, place and people.
It's okay, the next one will be better, allow yourself to be sad for three days, and then live your life well. "
Wang Xu and Wan Hexing confronted each other for a long time, and seeing that he also looked hurt, he became angry: "How dare you be sad here? You are the instigator. On the one hand, you are irresponsible to Xu Jiajia, and on the other hand, you are disrespectful to Liang Hui.
Why should Liang Hui be your second best, the one who helps you regain your confidence? You are just a scumbag in the guise of an honest man.
You feel that you are not worthy of her, so you try to escape and end up going to Liang Hui.
When you were dating Xu Jiajia, you didn't even dare to hold hands, you were very restrained, but how come you are so casual with Liang Hui? What's wrong with her? Why didn't I realize Wan Hexing before, you are such a piece of shit!
Master Liang felt so miserable. He took so much care of you, but ended up letting a wolf into the house. When he talked to me about this today, I saw a helpless and self-blaming father. He said he was responsible, but you were the one who took advantage of it.
You should go and apologize to Master Liang and Liang Hui, and work out how to properly handle this matter. If you don't handle it properly, from today on, you will no longer be a brother like me.
Being backward is not scary. What is scary is that you have become content with the status quo, staying in the current class and unwilling to look up.
You have always been like this, needing others to push you at every step. You didn't let Wanxi work or study, to show that you were a good brother. Later, you didn't want to learn to drive or go out, and you used the excuse of taking care of Wanxi. Now you blame Xu Jiajia for going to college and you are far behind. Old Hong had a much harder life than you did, but he is also 100 times better than you. "
Wan Hexing blushed and even got angry: "What do you know? I am a rural child without parents. I have nothing and can only be bullied by others.
You are not a rural child at all. Your teacher taught you a lot of things, which are not at the level that we rural children are exposed to. Yin Jie at least has a grandmother, but I have nothing.
You have to match me and Xu Jiajia. She is so nice. It seems like she reminds me of my incompetence every day. Every day when I open my eyes, I think about making money, working hard and making progress. I just want to find someone to live an ordinary life with. I don’t want to bear any pressure. What’s wrong with being content with the status quo?
What's wrong with being like Yin Jie and Wan Xi? Why can Yin Jie be content with the status quo, but I can't, so Xu Jiajia is not suitable for me at all."
Wang Xu looked at him for a long time, knowing that it was useless to say more. The honest man was stubborn: "Yin Jie is different from you. If he has any new things, as long as I mention them, he will be very active in learning. This is a kind of progress.
He learned how to use tractors with me, how to drive with me, and is now learning how to manage a pig farm with Xiang Qian. Except for the high school courses that really weren't his for studying, I handed over all my interpersonal relationships in Qingmiao Village to him, including getting along with the food farm and several leaders.
Uncle Xu was even unhappy with me because of this, saying that since we were brothers, why didn't I hand it over to you? He took care of you in every way, hoping that his daughter could live a better life and that his son-in-law could make progress.
You can't have it all. Being content with the status quo doesn't mean you're taking advantage of others. After taking all the benefits, you still have to complain about everything. No one has let you down.
Go back and think about it carefully, and deal with the matter properly."
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