Gu Xi actually has some conflicting views on marriage in this era: “In fact, I have a different view on marriage.
I have seen too many examples in the village that seem to be both conservative and responsible, but in fact they are irresponsible to themselves.
From blind date to marriage, the time spent together is very short. Before marriage, they are embarrassed to even kiss, and may not even have said a few words. Physical relations can only occur after marriage.
They take marriage very seriously and personal feelings lightly. They live together slowly from the beginning of marriage. Good or bad, they are already married and are just living together. They will not divorce no matter what, as they think it is too shameful. Even if there is domestic violence, discord between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, or disharmony between husband and wife, they choose to endure it for the rest of their lives.
I am different. I pay more attention to personal emotional feelings. I hope to spend more time together before marriage, and pay more attention to emotional communication and personal space. I will never settle for life. If I find that it is not suitable during the relationship, I will stop the loss in time.
In fact, if you are independent, you don’t have to get married. This will be the case even after marriage. Marriage will not bind me. I hope we can accompany each other to feel happiness and growth.
Don't panic when I say this, I really like you and being with you. A relationship that is not aimed at marriage is just hooliganism. "
Wang Xu nodded: "I understand what you mean. I hope you can be happy. When your brother came before, I said that I have decided to be with you in this life."
Gu Xi thought of her own experience, how she was transported here inexplicably, and understood that many things were actually out of her control: "Wang Xu, let me tell you a story. I have a friend who lived in a happy family and was loved by her family. But suddenly one day, she had a car accident and then she was gone. She had regrets and had never been in love in her life. Her family was very sad, and I don’t know how long it will take for them to get over it.
So people never know which will come first, an accident or tomorrow. So, just live in the present, be happy every day, and don't leave any regrets. "
Wang Xu hugged Gu Xi tightly. The story just now made him inexplicably nervous: "I will take you to the mountains tomorrow and show you a place. If something happens to me, everything I have will be yours. I will also give you my passbook. Everything is yours."
Gu Xi was speechless: "You didn't understand what I meant. What I meant was, Wang Xu, I will act according to my feelings. If I want to favor you one day, you must cooperate obediently. I will definitely try marriage before marriage."
Wang Xu suddenly felt unsure about what to do: "You can't do this. I promised your brother, I, I..."
Gu Xi really wanted to open his head to see what was inside: "Don't keep agreeing to my brother. I made a well-thought-out choice and no one can stop me. If you listen to my brother so much, go ahead and marry him."
Wang Xu's ears, which had not turned red for a long time, turned red again: "I... am not married, I can't do anything reckless. I am in such good health, what if you get pregnant? You will be gossiped about."
Gu Xi rolled her eyes: "It's not up to you to decide whether your health is good or not. You have to try it to know. Besides, don't we have condoms... um..."
Before Gu Xi finished speaking, Wang Xu quickly covered her mouth with his hand: "You are a little bold, I am in good health, anyway, I will not do anything that may affect your reputation. I can't hurt you."
Gu Xi nodded, sighed regretfully, and turned back to her room: "Okay, since you don't want to, I can't force you."
Wang Xu was speechless: "It's not that I don't want to, I just can't be too casual."
Gu Xi felt that it was not appropriate for a girl to take the initiative to continue discussing this matter: "It's up to you, do whatever you want, as long as you are happy. Anyway, we have a disagreement, so let's leave it at that for now, you can go back to your room to sleep tonight."
Wang Xu felt uncomfortable after hearing this. He was really anxious: "What do you mean I can do whatever I want? What do you mean I can do whatever I want? Didn't you say that we should communicate our ideas? How can you conclude that there is a disagreement after just a few words?
Gu Xi, don't talk like that. It seems like you want to throw me away casually.
I really like you, but I don’t know what is the right thing to do, so please don’t deny me all of a sudden…”
When Wang Xu said this, his eyes turned red, like an abandoned puppy, full of despair and regret.
When Gu Xi saw him for the first time, she was so anxious that her eyes turned red. She quickly went up to hug him and said, "Don't cry, I didn't deny you, nor did I want to throw you away. I really like you, so I agreed to you. I am not a casual person.
I just want to pause this topic. I feel there is nothing more to say, so let it go. "
Wang Xu was afraid that Gu Xi's hug would completely mess up his thoughts, so he took a step back: "I don't miss you. I miss you every day when I hug you. It's so uncomfortable, but I don't want to sleep alone, and I can't be discovered by you. I'm afraid you will think I'm a hooligan and hate me for not letting me into the room. Gu Xi, I'm willing to give you everything."
"Wang Xu, my idea is to let nature take its course. I won't pin myself down. I just follow my heart.
You said you were afraid something might happen to you, so you gave all your things to me. But have you ever thought about what would happen if I died tomorrow after sleeping?
My regret is that I didn’t say goodbye properly to my parents and brother. But the bigger regret may be suppressing myself and not loving you well. Your regret will be my biggest regret.
We are all just mortals, what's the big deal? I just want to make sure that you are not a scumbag and that we truly love each other. Even if you are a scumbag, I will not regret it because this is my choice.
You may not be able to fully understand my thoughts for the moment. I don’t take the marriage certificate very seriously. I can go to get the certificate tomorrow, or I can never get the certificate.
And I will only mention this matter once and will not discuss it again. Your focus is also wrong. I don’t want you to have any regrets, so I decided to love you well and not suppress your feelings. I want you to be as happy as I am, not just physically. Of course, this is also very important. "
Wang Xu really couldn't digest these words: "I can't have a child without a marriage certificate. You just said you still have to have a child for me when I'm 30."
Gu Xi...
The two looked at each other in silence in the room. Wang Xu was digesting Gu Xi's words, while Gu Xi wanted to add something to what she had just said.
There was a knock on the courtyard door, Wang Xu went out to open it, Bai Tao stood at the door with a serious face: "I'm looking for Gu Xi."
Gu Xi also came out of the room. Seeing Bai Tao, she frowned slightly. She had been too busy recently and had forgotten about this person. "What do you want from me?"
Bai Tao looked at Wang Xu hesitantly, and Wang Xu understood what she meant. He carried the bamboo basket and went out: "I'm going to wander around the mountains for a while and will be back later in the evening."
He took another look at Bai Tao, made sure there was no danger, and went out.
Gu Xi pointed to the chair and said, "Sit down and talk."
Then he went to the kitchen, made a cup of tea and handed it to Bai Tao.
Bai Tao held the teacup and examined Gu Xi's body from head to toe. She frowned again and said, "Gu Xi, are you reborn or have you traveled through time?"
Gu Xi paused for a moment while drinking water, but Bai Tao didn't notice. Gu Xi had expected this conversation, but she didn't expect this fool to be so direct: "So, are you reincarnated or traveling through time?"
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