But so far, he hasn't confessed his feelings.
After this departure, I don’t know when we will meet again.
If he doesn't say it now, what will he do if the other person is so outstanding and is noticed by others?
No, absolutely not!
When he thought about Ruan Mengmeng getting married and becoming someone else's bride, his heart felt like it was being tightly grasped by a big hand, causing him to feel a terrible pain.
It felt like a fish that had lost its oxygen and was having difficulty breathing.
In the past, he still thought that no matter whether it was suitable or not, or whether the other party would agree to him, he would give it a try.
Now that time has passed and they have spent more time together, every aspect of that girl seems to be more and more attractive to him.
He was reluctant to let go.
Regardless of whether the other party agrees to him or not, he doesn't want to give up.
Even if the other person doesn't like him now and he is not the person she likes, he is willing to work hard to change.
Until he becomes the person she likes.
He knew very well in his heart how important it was to meet the right person.
If it weren't for her, he would rather be single and alone for the rest of his life.
Knowing that he was the one who failed, Zhang Sinian did not regret it.
Whenever he occasionally recalled the little things he had experienced with her, his heart would beat violently and he could not help but feel a sense of happiness rising in his heart.
So this is what it feels like to like someone!
Both green and sweet.
…
"We're finally almost home!"
Tian Kai, who was standing next to him, muttered something in a low voice, interrupting Zhang Sinian's thoughts.
He raised his head and looked forward.
In the dark night, the Zhang family's small courtyard vaguely appeared in front of the two people.
"Um!"
Zhang Si nodded and looked at his own house, but his eyes drifted away into the distance.
It was as if he was looking at another place through his own yard.
…
When the two got home, Bai Rong and Zhang Xinxin were already there.
Dinner is also ready.
However, the two did not eat, but stayed at home and waited for them to come back.
This time, it was Bai Rong who came to open the door.
"Xinxin, get some water!"
The first time she saw the two people, Bai Rong shouted into the house.
"OK!"
Zhang Xinxin quickly picked up the enamel basin and filled it with a large basin of clean water.
I also took out two clean towels.
"Hurry up and wash. After you're done, we'll eat!"
As Bai Rong spoke, she turned around and returned to the kitchen.
She was going to bring the hot food in the pot to the main room.
The kids must be hungry after running around all day.
"Comrade Lao Tian, you didn't fall into the brigade's pigpen, did you? You're so dirty!"
Zhang Xinxin moved closer to Tian Kai, pretending to be disgusted and curled her lips.
When she said this, her voice was a little low.
I was afraid that Zhang Sinian next to me would hear it.
After all, her biological brother is usually too serious.
She didn't dare to joke with him easily.
We can only make fun of Comrade Tian Kai.
Zhang Sinian is not deaf, he can definitely hear it.
However, he didn't say anything and just focused on washing his face and hands.
"Well, I fell into the pigpen and was chased for two miles by a large group of pigs!"
He was talking nonsense in a serious manner.
If Zhang Xinxin didn't know his temper, she would have almost believed him.
"Ha ha ha ha…."
Before Zhang Xinxin could expose him, he burst into laughter.
"Tsk, who are you trying to fool?"
Rolling her eyes at him, Zhang Xinxin didn't bother to pay attention to him and turned back into the house.
Late in the evening, Bai Rong had planned to cook some porridge.
However, I was also worried that the children would not be full after being busy all day and would not feel full if they just drank porridge.
I had to change my mind temporarily and cook it as rice.
I simply fried a few dishes and ate them together.
"After dinner, take off your clothes and I'll wash them together. They'll be almost dry by tomorrow morning!"
Bai Rong was beating rice while giving instructions to the two people.
The weather now is still a bit hot.
After washing at night, it will be almost ready to wear in the morning.
Bai Rong thought to herself, washing one piece is one thing, and washing a few more pieces is the same.
It would be better to wash them all at once.
"No need, Auntie, you've been busy all day and must be tired. We can wash our own clothes!"
They are all adults, how could they let Bai Rong help them wash?
When they were in the army, everyone was self-reliant and they were used to it.
Seeing that the two of them had been too busy recently and looked tired, Bai Rong raised this question.
"Um!"
Zhang Sinian also echoed at the right time, and the meaning was very clear, he didn't need Bai Rong's help to wash either.
Seeing that she couldn't convince the two people, Bai Rong had no choice but to give up.
Forget it, the children don’t want her to be too tired, and she knows it better than anyone else.
Although Zhang Weiguo is not with her, the two children he left behind are very well-behaved.
There is also my son’s comrade-in-arms, Kai Oda, who is also a good boy.
Yes, they are all good kids!
As she thought about it, she couldn't help but sink into memories.
"mom!"
Seeing her in a daze, Zhang Xinxin called out softly.
"Um?"
When she came to her senses, Bai Rong's eyes were slightly red.
"Mom, what's wrong with you?"
Seeing her expression, something was wrong, Zhang Xinxin asked nervously.
"Oh, it's okay. Look at me. I'm just eating and the heat is burning my eyes!"
She wiped the corners of her eyes and gave a stiff smile, trying hard to hide the sadness that had just risen in her heart.
It’s a good day, and we can’t let her mood affect everyone else’s mood, Bai Rong thought to herself.
More importantly, she didn't want her children to worry about her.
"Mom, my favorite is the sour beans you make!"
Pointing at the sour beans on the table, Zhang Xinxin acted like a spoiled child and changed the subject.
She was not blind, so how could she not see Bai Rong's sudden change of mood?
No need to guess, it’s probably about the original owner’s father.
Zhang Weiguo’s disappearance has become a source of worry for Bai Rong.
It has been more than ten years and there is no news at all.
Not to mention Bai Rong's sadness, anyone would feel bad if they were in her place.
The reason why Zhang Xinxin felt a little relieved.
The main reason was that when the original owner’s father left, she was very young and had no memory at all.
Later, I was replaced by the current Zhang Xinxin, and I felt even less.
Zhang Sinian and Bai Rong are very different.
They all remember that scene clearly.
Loved ones that have been separated will never be seen again.
Zhang Xinxin put herself in their shoes and thought about the pain they felt. She then understood their feelings.
Understanding is one thing, but life still has to go on.
Zhang Xinxin doesn't want her mother to live in grief.
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