Chapter 19: Zhencheng and Lingxiao apologize
Lin Li asked tentatively: "Ling Xiao, I'm suddenly interested in Chinese medicine. I also bought some silver needles. Do you want to take a look?"
After saying that, she took out her silver needle from the cloth bag.
She continued to ramble on, "But someone told me that beginners should not use silver needles because they might get stuck in the skin accidentally. Is it true that they might get stuck? That scares me..."
Lin Li kept speaking in a low voice, for fear of waking up her second brother who was lying in bed next to her.
When Lin Li mentioned Chinese medicine knowledge, he found that Ling Xiao's brain waves showed an obvious frequency, which means that he should want to speak now!
Lin Li grabbed Ling Xiao's hand.
Although Ling Xiao was as motionless as a dead person, his body temperature was normal and not as cold as imagined.
In this comparison, Lin Li, who has a cold body, has colder hands.
"Ling Xiao, in the past two years, I have been doing things that are not good for you..." Lin Li was still mumbling, "I know you won't be willing to forgive me..."
"I know, it's no use regretting it now..."
"But I still want to take good care of you."
Lin Li was immersed in his own self-blame, but he felt that Ling Xiao's thinking was becoming more and more stylish.
She was so nervous that she held her breath.
She really wanted to understand Ling Xiao's thoughts clearly, even if they continued to be chaotic, as long as she could piece them together and understand them.
But Lin Li had no idea that at this moment, someone behind him gently pushed open the door.
This person is Zhou Qiang.
He is now wearing a police uniform.
But he did not come in because he heard Lin Li talking non-stop.
Lin Li's left hand was still holding Ling Xiao's hand, and he slowly raised his right hand and carefully approached Ling Xiao's face.
Then rub it gently.
This face is so thin that it is unrecognizable, but it is still good-looking.
What I remember is what Ling Xiao looked like when he was healthy, and what he looked like when he just became a vegetable.
It will look better then.
Her features are picturesque, but they are not offensive because they are so beautiful.
Especially back then, when Ling Xiao was talking to the children, his gentle voice warmed people's hearts.
That was the scene that Lin Li himself would savor most.
Naturally, I am jealous to the point of going crazy.
Because not only had Ling Xiao never spoken to her in a gentle tone, but every time he spoke to her, his tone was extremely harsh.
Ling Xiao's arms are very strong. When I was seventeen years old, if someone made Ling Xiao angry, he could grab the 90-pound Lin Li by the scruff of her neck with one hand and carry her out.
At that time, I was completely afraid of Ling Xiao.
Lin Li recalled this and smiled sadly.
Not to mention that I was moved by Ling Xiao, who was so gentle with children, even Lin Li was a little moved.
In her previous life, she lived for twenty-eight years and had never met anyone so gentle and kind.
I've also never met anyone who can switch between being fierce and fierce and being gentle and tender so easily.
I really became interested in him.
But then think about Ling Xiao's hatred for me...well, this is not the man she can dream of.
His expression was as cold as ice when he was angry or talking about serious matters. Not only was I, who was still frightened, afraid, but even Lin Li, who had never confronted Ling Xiao head-on, couldn't help but feel uneasy.
Therefore, in the future, no matter how long you take care of him, you must remember not to be obsessed with him like I was.
Lin Li looked at Ling Xiao again and said slowly: "Ling Xiao, the organization impeached me and wanted me to divorce you now, but I didn't want to. So, I wrote a letter of apology... I want to take care of you until you wake up."
She retracted her right hand that was on Ling Xiao's face and rubbed Ling Xiao's hand with both hands.
Ling Xiao's hands were rough, completely inconsistent with his delicate face.
"I have written down briefly what I have done in the past two years. When you wake up, the organization will hand you the letter of apology..."
As Lin Li was speaking, she suddenly choked up, because she finally managed to piece together what Ling Xiao was thinking, although it was very weak!
Ling Xiao was thinking: Why, you have become a different person... Why have you changed completely...
Tears suddenly fell from Lin Li's eyes.
She was able to piece together Ling Xiao's scattered thoughts!
Lin Li was so excited that she wanted to announce loudly to the whole world that she succeeded!
Although the process is a bit difficult.
"Ling Xiao! Ling Xiao, please wake up soon," Lin Li shouted excitedly, "If you want me to return the grants I have received over the past two years, I will find a way to return them all to you..."
"I know it's all my fault. If I had taken good care of you from the beginning, and not always scolded you or made you angry, you would have wanted to live... It's because I disgust you so much, and every day makes your life worse than death, so you don't want to wake up..."
"But when I went to the gates of hell, I had a very long dream... Do you know the story of Nan Ke's dream? People can really have a very long dream in an instant. It can last for a lifetime, or even two lifetimes... My dream was that long..."
Hearing Lin Li talking about dreams and mentioning something like one lifetime or two lifetimes, Zhou Qiang behind him widened his eyes in shock.
Lin Li wiped away his tears, but his voice was still nasal.
When he spoke again, he couldn't help sobbing: "So I figured it out. I want to be a good person in the future and not be so selfish anymore..."
"I was conditioned by my brothers before. No matter how deeply I hurt others, I couldn't feel their pain..."
"It was not until I experienced endless fear and helplessness myself that I knew what real pain was. All the pain I cried out before was, at best, just whining without any reason..."
What Lin Li said was from the heart. The moment she learned that she had died suddenly, she saw her own cold body and felt a fear and helplessness she had never experienced before.
It is a fear of death that most people experience.
No matter how fearless a person is, when faced with death, he or she will generally have an uncontrollable fear.
You won't understand the feeling unless you experience it once.
"I really regret it sincerely. You don't have to believe me. I will use time to prove everything... But the premise is that you have to wake up soon..."
"I know that what you care about most is definitely divorcing me. As long as you wake up, I promise to really divorce you. Okay?"
Lin Li was still holding Ling Xiao's hand and muttering to himself.
Tears were still falling.
At this time, Lin Li heard Ling Xiao's faint voice again: Is it because of... Xue Qingsong?
"Ling Xiao?" Lin Li cried with joy again.
Ling Xiao can actually express his feelings of accomplishment!
He really did it!
Although it is weak, it has cohesion and is no longer scattered!
"It's not because of Xue Qingsong. Don't overthink it," Lin Li explained anxiously, "Xue Qingsong and I have completely severed our relationship. Of course, given his personality and the manipulator behind him..."
Lin Li thought about it. After all, Tan Weiwei was Ling Xiao’s favorite girl when he was healthy, and they were once engaged.
Then don't say bad things about Tan Weiwei in front of Ling Xiao.
Besides, even if she told him, Ling Xiao wouldn't believe it.
They would think she was trying to sow discord.
It is also written in the book that when Ling Xiao wakes up three years later, even though Tan Weiwei has changed her mind and fallen in love with the hero in the book, Su Zhen, and goes to compete with the heroine for the hero, Tan Weiwei still wants to keep Ling Xiao as a backup.
So she always pretended to be pitiful and tried to please Ling Xiao.
She said that she wanted to take care of Ling Xiao at the time, but Lin Li's eldest brother was the village chief and he lied to the organization and reported her story, causing the organization to not trust her and they did not hand Ling Xiao over to her.
Instead, he let Lin Li and Ling Xiao get married.
Ling Xiao believed what Tan Weiwei said and sympathized with her.
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