Chapter 43 Shame?
During the past two days in the hospital, although Lin Hua didn't have to wash clothes for Ling Xiao, she was washing diapers.
Of course, diapers come in a limited size and there is only one piece, which is several times better than washing pants and shorts from the inside out plus a sheet.
In fact, in addition to these, Lin Hua also helps Ling Xiao turn over every hour every day.
Because lying in the same position all the time will cause bedsores.
It is better in spring and autumn. In summer, normal people can't stand the heat, and Ling Xiao, who is lying motionless in bed in a vegetative state, suffers even more.
Sometimes Lin Hua was really worried that he would get sick from the heat, so she often helped him wash with warm water.
No matter how thin Ling Xiao is, his frame is still heavy.
Only Lin Huaneng could receive such meticulous care for two years without any complaints.
If it were someone else, they would have collapsed long ago.
Once you get used to something, you won't feel ashamed of it anymore.
At this moment, Lin Hua picked up Ling Xiao and propped him up with a quilt.
After Ling Xiao moved a little distance away from the bed, Lin Li pulled out the layers of old cotton cloth that were cushioning Ling Xiao and replaced them with new ones.
Now, Lin Hua came to help Ling Xiao take off his clothes, while Lin Li went outside to get a basin and handed it over.
Lin Hua glanced at Lin Li. He wanted to ask Lin Li to go out and hide for a while, but he hesitated to speak.
Under normal circumstances, Lin Li would have walked out with his nose pinched, but now, he was still watching from the side.
It was not until the last layer was about to be removed that Lin Li could no longer bear the shame and turned his head to the side, not wanting to look.
In fact, I and Ling Xiao had done that before, and at that time, because I loved Ling Xiao so much that I couldn't extricate myself, my mind was full of lust, so I greedily and shamelessly touched Ling Xiao endlessly...
Now that he thinks about it, Lin Li wants to find a hole in the ground to crawl into.
Although she didn't do those things, she had very detailed memories of them, so how could she not blush?
"Girl," Lin Hua suddenly said, "He probably doesn't want to pee, so he's not moving."
Lin Li didn't dare to look over here, and just said lightly: "Ling Xiao, my second brother has taken care of you for two years. He doesn't think it's a big deal when he helps you bathe, wipe your body, and clean up your feces. What else do you have to hold back on? He has seen the most embarrassing and desperate state of your life. There is nothing more embarrassing than this."
"In fact, what's the point of simply solving physiological problems like you do?" Lin Li continued to comfort her, "I've also seen decaying bodies with lots of maggots crawling on them... and flesh pits that were gnawed out by maggots and looked like wasp nests. You're a doctor, you must have already overcome these psychological shadows and the fear of death. Although I haven't, I'm learning to face it calmly."
After hearing what Lin Li said, even Lin Hua, who had never been afraid of dirt, fatigue or bad smells, suddenly felt creepy.
He shrank back.
He never expected that these words came from the mouth of Lin Li, who had a strong sense of cleanliness.
And he said it so easily and naturally, as if he was talking about something very ordinary.
Logically speaking, the whole family protected Lin Li very well. It’s impossible for her to see such disgusting things, right?
If this really happened, the psychological shadow it caused would be indelible for the rest of my life...
Lin Lu continued to speak in a calm tone: "In this world, no matter how respectable and neat a person is, when he is tortured by disease, he will completely lose his respectability. Humiliation and dirt are nothing. The most important thing is to survive. Although you are a Chinese medicine practitioner, you have combined Chinese and Western medicine. You must have seen a lot of physical examinations, right? In front of the doctor, what privacy do patients ask for..."
"So you should be more open-minded. Whether it's a small pee or a large poop, relax and try to pee. This way, you won't dirty your clothes and bedding. I don't mind dirtiness, and I'm not annoyed with my second brother because he helps you clean up. I just think... you have to pee even if you try to control yourself. It's going to be like this sooner or later. Why bother to control yourself? It will only make you more embarrassed in the end."
Lin Hua listened for a long time, but did not see Ling Xiao move.
He could only smile bitterly and remind Lin Li: "Lin Li, don't tell him. It's a waste of your time and energy, and he won't understand. It's better to wait until he can get it out, and then I'll clean it up for him. Otherwise, he'll be cold..."
Lin Li said: "Wait a little longer..."
Then he said to Ling Xiao, "Ling Xiao, I'll give you one last chance. If you mind me being here, then I'll leave. Think about it yourself, solving the problem quickly and efficiently is much better than you enduring it until you can't solve it. There are only two choices, you decide."
Then, Lin Li said to Lin Hua, "Second brother, give him three minutes to think. After three minutes, you can help him put on his clothes."
Lin Hua had no choice but to agree.
Of course I won't mind these three minutes.
Lin Li went out.
After a while, I heard a faint rustling sound coming from the house.
Lin Li's face turned red again.
She turned to build up her mentality. Although she did not have the lofty ideal of becoming a doctor, she loved Chinese medicine.
She wanted to use the knowledge she had learned to help Ling Xiao to the best of her ability, so she should help openly and without being pretentious.
Lin Hua helped Ling Xiao put on his clothes and covered him with the quilt, then carried the dirty things out of the door.
Then I found Lin Li was still standing here.
"Sister, you are amazing. You can actually figure this out..." Lin Hua felt a little embarrassed when he said this.
Then he looked down at the excrement in the basin. Even though he had covered the basin with a woven grass lid, it still smelled.
He couldn't say any more and hurried out.
"I'll tell you when I come back..." Lin Hua added after he walked a short distance away.
Lin Li said "hmm", pushed the door and walked into the house.
She suddenly thought of air fresheners in later generations.
I don't know what it is made of.
She took the thermos and poured a cup of hot water, but thought it was too hot, so she poured it into two cups.
While pouring water, she asked Ling Xiao: "Ling Xiao, do you know how to extract the fragrance from flowers or herbs? After extracting it into the bottle and sealing it, the smell should not dissipate..."
As expected, I heard Ling Xiao's thoughts: I don't know how to extract it. But agarwood and sandalwood also have fragrance, and the fragrance can be dispersed by burning them, which is not troublesome.
Lin Li slapped his thigh and said, "Yes, yes, yes. In this case, there is no need to study sealing. Then how are sandalwood and agarwood made?"
As he was talking, Lin Li came to give Ling Xiao some water.
Lin Li thought of the straw again. Should she make a straw for Ling Xiao and teach him how to suck? This way, there would be no need to feed him little by little with a spoon?
Afraid that Ling Xiao would scold him, Lin Li couldn't feed him too fast or increase the amount hastily.
Ling Xiao swallowed very slowly, and thought about the problem very slowly: Sandalwood is "fried", charcoal incense is "roasted", and agarwood needs to be placed in silk and hung up. Soak it in rice water and cook it slowly. When the water is gone, add more water. This will take a whole day. Finally, dry it in the sun...
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