Chapter 6 Divorce Ling Xiao
Lin Hua hurried over, leaned over to look at Lin Li's injuries, his eyes full of worry.
"I've recovered," Lin Li said, "You see, I can come and go freely. But you look exhausted. Go lie down for a while."
After saying that, he stood up and without further ado pulled Lin Hua to the bedside.
Press him to sit on the bed.
The brother and sister had never been so close before, and Lin Li once again lamented in her heart that her second brother looked too haggard.
He is a handsome man with great talent and knowledge of music scores, but now he has been tortured into this state.
It hurts.
"Sister... have you really... changed?" Lin Hua finally couldn't help but asked boldly.
"Because I escaped death, I have grown up... In the past, you and big brother spoiled me too much," Lin Li sniffed to stop himself from crying, "You spoiled me so much that I became selfish and didn't think from your perspective... People only know how to change when they encounter setbacks and need to face them on their own..."
Lin Hua saw sparkling tears in Lin Li's beautiful eyes. He was staring at her when the tears just fell.
He subconsciously reached out his hand and stroked Lin Li's cheek with his thumb to wipe away the tears.
He asked cautiously, "When your injury heals, will you return to your previous state?"
"No more..." Lin Li shook his head. "I used to always look down at myself, and never looked up to see you and big brother holding an umbrella for me. Even the heaviest rain never got me wet. But this time, you were busy and didn't have time to protect me, so I got into trouble and almost lost my life. After going to Yanwang Palace and coming back, I saw many things in the past clearly..."
"Alas... My brother and I didn't expect something bad would happen at home. If I had known that Liu Jinpeng and Liu Jinduo would cause trouble for you, I would not have gone to the mountains to herd sheep..." Lin Hua regretted it very much.
"No," Lin Li grabbed Lin Hua's hand and said softly, "You can't protect me for my whole life, nor can you stay with me 24 hours a day. Besides, in the future, no one knows who will die first."
Lin Hua stared at Lin Li and listened to Lin Li talking quietly. He was a little dazed.
Lin Li added, "It is better for me to learn to be independent early than to be helpless in the face of storms in the future. So I have come to terms with it now..."
"Lili...you..." Lin Huajian was stunned.
But he believed what Lin Li said, because his intuition told him that every word Lin Li said came from his heart.
"Second brother," Lin Li's nose was still sore and tears were still flowing out, "I was too bad before, I dare not ask for your forgiveness, but in the future, I will change..."
When Lin Li said the last sentence, Lin Hua couldn't hold back his tears and they flowed like beads from a broken string.
His lips trembled, and his sword-like eyebrows were tightly furrowed: "Li Li..."
I have so many words but don't know how to express them.
But he didn't know that his sister could hear his chaotic thoughts.
He is a very emotional and kind person.
Because of his kindness, he has to bear so much invisibly.
Lin Li tried her best to suppress the sound of her crying, but she couldn't hold back her tears.
She rubbed into her second brother's arms and simply let herself go, letting the tears flow.
Lin Li understood the pain in his second brother's heart.
In fact, in his previous life, Lin Li was a people-pleaser who didn’t know how to refuse.
She also grew up in the countryside in her previous life, and her parents divorced when she was young.
Her father reorganized the family and took her and her older brother with him, and her stepmother also took care of a girl and a boy.
She called the girl "sister" and the boy "brother".
Although my father and stepmother often quarreled, they tried their best to maintain peace in the family.
But our family was too poor.
Humans are social animals. If you don't compare yourself with others, they will compare with you.
You may not care about it once, but over time, poor people will develop an inferiority complex and people-pleasing personality.
So how can you be happy?
Having grown up picking up other people's old clothes and shoes, I think I am not born worthy of owning new things.
I also have absolutely no confidence to pursue happiness.
Later, when I grew up and started to come into contact with the opposite sex, it was always acquaintances who introduced me to their partners.
Later, a sister said something that made Lin Li suddenly realize:
"Don't think that your relatives are looking for poor and miserable partners for you because they want you to have a hard life. Some of them also want you to have a good life."
"But they are used to your poverty. Normally, they give you snacks that they think are not tasty. You are so happy and grateful because you have never seen these snacks since you were a child. Every time at this moment, they feel that you are very pitiful, but they envy you because you are easier to raise than their children."
"Marriage is based on equal status. Adults know that a person with nothing can't possibly be worthy of an excellent person. So I thought, I'll find you a bad person who has been picked by others, so that others won't pick you, and that will give you a sense of security."
The view goes back to the 1980s.
Although Lin Hua's experience is different from that of Lin Lu in his previous life, Lin Lu can empathize with Lin Hua's experience.
Since childhood, Lin Hua has always been strong in front of his family and has never cried. If he wants to cry, he cries behind their backs.
But at this moment, he was disturbed by Lin Li and couldn't hold back his tears at all.
Lin Li couldn't stop crying, but when he accidentally concentrated his mental strength, he heard the disorganized thoughts of Ling Xiao lying on the sickbed.
She suddenly came back to her senses.
Oh, by the way, the special ability she had in her previous life, which allowed her to hear other people's thoughts before she died, still exists.
She broke away from Lin Hua's arms and looked back at Ling Xiao.
It seemed that Ling Xiao's original obsession to die had dissipated a lot, and was replaced by doubt.
Immediately afterwards, Ling Xiao began to work hard to mobilize his nerve cells and get his cerebral cortex moving.
This is a good sign.
In the past, he gave up on himself. Even if there was a chance to save him, he would have destroyed all the chances.
Now that he has the will to move, with the cooperation of medical treatment, there is hope that he will wake up.
"Lili," Lin Hua wiped Lin Li's tears and said softly, "There is something I have always wanted to remind you of, but I didn't dare to say it before..."
"Yeah." Lin Li turned his gaze back and nodded obediently, "Second brother, you go ahead."
"If you really like Xue Qingsong, then divorce Ling Xiao. Live a good life with Xue Qingsong."
"Second brother, what are you talking about?" Lin Li was very surprised.
"Don't worry, even if you and Ling Xiao divorce, I will always take care of him. Take care of him until he wakes up..." Lin Hua's eyes were sincere, "As long as I guarantee it to the organization, they will agree to let you leave Ling Xiao... I don't want to see you so tired anymore. As for the subsidy, we don't want it. You believe in the second brother, the second brother will find a way to make money, even if it won't be much, but it won't let you go hungry..."
"No, second brother, listen to me," Lin Li said anxiously, "I have decided to break up with Xue Qingsong..."
"Lili, you are already twenty years old. A girl's youth cannot be wasted..." Lin Hua grabbed Lin Li's hand again, his eyes full of worry, "What if Ling Xiao never wakes up, I don't want to see you alone in the future. I promise to take care of Ling Xiao for his whole life, and I can also take care of Junrui for your whole life..."
Although Junrui is only one year old, he is very sensible.
But from the time he was born to now when he can walk crookedly, Lin Li has never looked at him straight in the eye.
Sometimes when Junrui tried to get close to Lin Li, Lin Li would get furious.
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