Chapter 194 Breakup
After hearing what the man said, Lin Yiyi did not answer immediately.
I drank a few more sips of brown sugar ginger tea and felt my limbs warm up and my fingers were no longer cold. I stood up, opened the net bag containing the enamel basin, took out the army green enamel pot from it, and rinsed it with hot water.
Then he gave half of the brown sugar ginger tea and pushed it in front of the man, "The temperature is just right, you should drink some too, it will help to remove dampness."
Zhao Sheng didn't wait for her reply, but received her concern. He picked up her army green teacup and took a big sip.
It’s warm and sweet in the throat, warming to the heart, just like her.
The man looked at Lin Yiyi wiping her hair with a burning gaze. How could he let go of her like this?
Lin Yiyi waited until the excess water in her hair was absorbed by the towel, and after she had completely sorted out her thoughts, she finally spoke.
"Close your eyes. You can't open them until I tell you to."
Zhao Sheng didn't understand Lin Yiyi's intention, but he still did as he was told, just like before.
Then he felt Lin Yiyi taking his hand, helping him stand up, and then he took closer steps following her lead.
Where was she taking him?
Lin Yiyi took Zhao Sheng out of the house, passed through the corridor, saw him kick the dustpan in the corner, then took him to the stairs and saw him trip over the steps and staggered two steps.
She didn't say a word the whole time, just watched coldly, letting him encounter obstacles.
but.
This is enough for simulation games.
Lin Yiyi led the man back the same way, returned to the house, and asked him to sit down again.
"Okay, you can open your eyes now."
“…”
Zhao Sheng had no idea what Lin Yiyi meant, but he never let go of her hand.
What did it mean when she took him for a walk with his eyes closed?
Looking at the man's confused expression, Lin Yiyi smiled and did not explain immediately. Instead, she told him what was in her heart.
“You know, whenever I encounter something, the first person I think of is not my parents or my friends.
But you.
Although you are always silent, I am still willing to tell you every little thing in my life.
I want to tell you about my grievances, complaints, happiness, and secret joy. "
Zhao Sheng didn't expect Lin Yiyi to say these words. He rubbed her little finger with his rough fingers. Although he felt that something was wrong, his heart was beating for no reason.
Even though the answer was irrelevant, he didn't want to stop it.
He wanted to hear more.
Sudden.
Lin Yiyi leaned forward, put her hands on Zhao Sheng's shoulders, put her lips to his ear and whispered, "Let me tell you a secret, I actually always believed in you.
You make me feel very reliable, and sometimes even make me feel dependent.
Even if I'm separated from you, it's still the same."
The woman's voice was soft and gentle, her tone full of seriousness.
Hearing what Lin Yiyi said, the corners of Zhao Sheng's lips curled up unconsciously. Feeling her familiar breath, his eyes lit up slightly. Her little mouth has always been so lovable.
Words can sweeten people's hearts.
"Just now I held your hand and let you run into obstacles without making a sound. You subconsciously held my hand tightly."
Having said this, Lin Yiyi suddenly paused and distanced herself from the other person.
Looking at the man's expression, she immediately restrained her emotions, pushed his shoulders away, and said coldly, "Do you think I would be like this? With no one to rely on, do I have to hold on to you tightly?"
The woman's attitude suddenly changed. Listening to her questioning, Zhao Sheng's breath stopped, and there was a hint of fear in his eyes. His hand subconsciously wanted to touch her.
But Lin Yiyi dodged it.
What did she mean by that? What was she going to do?
The two looked at each other, and Lin Yiyi did not stop speaking bluntly, "You want a docile and obedient wife, you only want the final result.
So you ignored my feelings and dealt with it with your usual silence and inaction."
Then watch things develop naturally, within a controllable range, and obtain the ultimate benefit without making any noise.
But she is alone.
She is not an object, nor a thing.
Lin Yiyi broke free from the man's hand, turned her eyes away, no longer looking at him, and her voice was barely audible.
"....Why did you choose to use the most cruel method? Why did you do this..."
The man's pupils shrank and his eyes were filled with fear. In panic, he wanted to touch her, but was afraid that she would struggle and reject him. It was not like him at all to suddenly become timid.
Zhao Sheng hurriedly explained: "No, it's not what you think.
What I want is you, not some so-called wife.
I just want you to see the reality yourself. I don't want to hurt you or see you sad.
Can you look back at me?"
Lin Yiyi remained unmoved and spoke out what was hidden in her heart as if she was talking to herself, "I won't be sad when facing the ridicule, contempt, and malice of others, because I don't care.
But...but...you made me feel bad and stupid and that it's not worth trusting anyone."
"I thought that when I could survive independently and be equal to you, I could try to get along with you. I thought... I didn't think so."
It was all her wishful thinking...
After she finished speaking with a choked voice, the moment Lin Yiyi turned her back completely, the tears in her eyes could no longer be controlled and fell onto the back of her hands.
There are many things that cannot be restrained.
She could only cry silently.
She is always so useless.
After hearing Lin Yiyi's words, Zhao Sheng's breathing stopped, and then a chill ran down his back.
The person who is right in front of me seems so far away.
He didn't want her to be like this.
The man stood up, walked quickly to Lin Yiyi, squatted in front of her, took her hand and touched it to his lips, and coaxed her gently: "Don't cry, okay? I was wrong, it's all my fault, don't cry."
I saw her red eyes, the tear marks on her face, and the way she bit her lips and sobbed.
Zhao Sheng felt a dull pain in his heart, and he raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her cheeks. "Yiyi, tell me what you want me to do. I won't do this again in the future. Don't ignore me.
I will listen to you from now on, okay? Your crying makes me feel so sad, please stop being like this, okay? Can you please say something? "
The man's tone was low and humble and cautious.
A few simple words, repeated over and over again, were not enough to coax her.
Zhao Sheng could no longer restrain himself. He hugged her in his arms and kissed her cheeks and eyes over and over again, trying to take away all her sad tears.
His hands were rough and would hurt her.
After an unknown amount of time, Zhao Sheng's kiss seemed to work.
The fragile woman stopped crying silently, her lips were about to move, she met the man's deep eyes, and said word by word: "Let go... We are not suitable..."
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