Chapter 196 If you can’t change the environment, change yourself
“Ahem…”
Lin Yiyi coughed lightly again, and nodded randomly without hearing what the man said clearly.
The two were soaked all over and had been struggling for several hours, exhausted. Lin Yiyi gnashed her teeth in anger when she thought of the scene she had just seen. This was the life she had lived.
The life of the original owner is completely different from the new century and the old era.
All the necessary changes have been made, and no matter how hard she struggles, she really can't go back.
Even if I go back, I will be heavily in debt again?
A bunch of bad love affairs?
Still can't graduate.
At the same time, with five boyfriends so close to each other, she is really not afraid of anything happening.
Lin Yiyi looked sideways at the reeds where she was, then turned back to look at the man. She thought over and over again in her mind and finally made a decision.
"Zhao Sheng, do you still want to take me home?"
After she figured it out, she never dragged her feet in doing things.
The man hummed softly and said in a steady tone: "Let's go home. I'll take you back now."
Zhao Sheng picked up Lin Yiyi and walked back. He glanced at the river behind him and felt thankful.
Fortunately, it was not the flood season, otherwise when the river got deeper, it would be too late for him.
The man carried Lin Yiyi back to Lao Zhao's house and chose a route away from people for fear of bad gossip.
Zhao Sheng took out his old clothes and asked Lin Yiyi to change into them. He quickly changed into clean coarse clothes and went to the kitchen to boil water and cook.
Fortunately, it is July now and the weather is getting warmer, so it doesn’t feel cold.
He went to the corner as if he knew the place well, took out the key to the cupboard that his mother had hidden, and took out flour, two eggs and brown sugar.
Although it was called cooking, Zhao Sheng’s cooking skills were just so-so, and what he actually made was just a thick noodle dumpling soup.
Lin Yiyi was fixing her hair in the house, making plans for her future life and having a rough plan for her future life.
The house had not been occupied for a long time and there was no dust, which showed that someone had cleaned it.
It must be my sister-in-law, Ma Dongmei.
After a while, the man prepared the meal and brought it back to the house.
He ate dumpling soup and Lin Yiyi ate soft-boiled eggs.
With the comfort of food, people feel more energetic.
The two of them finished their meal in silence. Zhao Sheng cleaned up the dishes and walked back to the room. He stood in front of Lin Yiyi, with a serious face, and asked the confused question in his heart, "Why did you do such a stupid thing?
If I am late or fail to find a car in time, have you thought about the consequences?"
He had anticipated all possible situations, but he never expected that Lin Yiyi would jump into the river and commit suicide.
Did she hate him so much that she would rather die than be with him?
Thinking of how she had just collapsed on the ground, the suffocating pain surged into my heart again.
Facing the height oppression and torture of the man in front of me,
She couldn't tell him the real reason.
Lin Yiyi chose to change the subject. She took the man's hand and asked him to sit next to her. She thought about the wording of the sentence and then said softly, "I didn't do anything stupid. I just let God make the decision for me."
If she goes back, it will be a real goodbye.
If you don't go back and never wake up again, that's the end.
"Fate has made the choice for me. I can neither resist nor suffer myself, so... let's give it a try."
“…”
The emotions fluctuated so much within one day that Zhao Sheng wondered if he had heard it wrong.
Why did Lin Yiyi suddenly change? Did she really figure it out?
Or do you want to deceive him again?
He couldn't bear her to do this again.
He thought it was a trap, but he couldn't resist the temptation in her words.
Zhao Sheng wanted to confirm her words, his eyes were firm, and he said solemnly: "Lin Yiyi, are you serious? Are you kidding me or lying to me again?"
He didn't dare to believe her words at all now. Lin Yiyi was just a nobody.
A soft-boiled egg liar who specializes in deceiving him without blinking an eye.
Seeing that he didn't believe her, Lin Yiyi spoke again, "I am serious and I am not lying to you. It's up to you whether you want to be with me or not. Answer me with three numbers."
"We're always going to be together."
Zhao Sheng quickly grabbed the woman's wrist and pulled her closer, his tone fierce, hating himself for not living up to his expectations, and gritted his teeth and said, "You are not allowed to regret what you said, this is your last chance.
If you've played tricks on me and lied to me again.
We can either be husband and wife in this life or in the next life. I mean what I say."
No matter how serious and bad the man's tone was, he was just trying to save his dignity.
The person who leaves when she wants to and abandons him when she wants to has always been the bad woman in front of him.
She said nice things to him and made him make the decision. He compromised every time and was coaxed into a state of confusion by her few words. What did he decide?
Apart from making louder noises, he couldn't do anything to Lin Yiyi.
Seeing that he had a gloomy face and started to threaten people again, Lin Yiyi muttered unhappily, "Why are you always so fierce and deliberately speak to scare people?"
In order to make things clear, Lin Yiyi held the man's cheeks with both hands and looked into his eyes, making sure he could see and understand.
"What you said must have a prerequisite, you have to love and respect me as you love yourself.
I will also treat you with the same tenderness as I cherish myself.
But if you treat me badly, then we will break up and marry our own wives and have nothing to do with each other."
The first part of the sentence was quite pleasant to hear, but when it came to the second part, Zhao Sheng frowned, looked unhappy and said, "You have already married me, why are you still thinking about marrying someone else? Marriage is for a lifetime.
As long as you live a normal life with me and only think of me in your heart, I will treat you well for the rest of your life. "
He didn't say the rest of the sentence. He only had her in his mind, and only her.
He was afraid that Lin Yiyi would laugh at him, afraid that she would think he was a wimp who clung to a woman's skirt.
What kind of understanding ability is this from Zhao Sheng? It completely changes when it comes out of his mouth.
She said that if he treated her badly, she would break up with him and live alone.
The man made it sound as if she was having an affair.
But she understood the general meaning and did not argue with the man about it.
Taking advantage of this, Lin Yiyi picked up the point and said, "Also, I don't want to have children, at least for the next year.
You must promise me this, you can't force me to respect you, we can get a marriage certificate first."
Afraid that the man would not trust her, Lin Yiyi took the initiative to bring it up, which could be regarded as a guarantee to him and that she was responsible for him.
After hearing Lin Yiyi's words, the man's expression became solemn, then even more complicated and entangled, and he didn't answer for a long time.
Lin Yiyi thought he was still obsessed with having a baby, so she pushed him away, glared at the man, and said fiercely, “If it were you who had the baby, I would let you have it now.
It doesn't matter if you give birth to seven or eight black monkeys and bleed a lot, you earn the money and raise them yourself anyway, I won't wash diapers."
Hearing her talking like a child, Zhao Sheng didn't know whether to laugh or cry. How could a man give birth to a child?
Even if he can give birth, can her weak waist handle it?
Zhao Sheng held the woman in his arms, smiling, and coaxed her softly, "What are you thinking about? If you don't want to have a baby for the time being, just put it off for now. You may not know some of the policies, but I know a little bit about them.
Because your household registration is rural, if we get married, the children born in the future can only be registered with the mother, who has a rural household registration.
In terms of policy: the child’s household registration is defined by the mother’s household registration. Household registration is very important. With an urban household registration, the child will receive a monthly food subsidy after birth, can go to school in the city, and will be assigned a job in the future.
But if we get the marriage certificate, we will have to go through a fake divorce before having a child. After the child is born, he will be registered under my household registration, and then we can remarry.
I am thinking about this.”
Having a child is just a means to keep her. Now Lin Yiyi is willing to take the initiative to get a marriage certificate with him.
Children are naturally not an important matter.
He doesn't really like children anyway, so it's okay for him to become a father two years later.
After listening to Zhao Sheng's words, Lin Yiyi's eyes were completely opened.
It turns out that there are so many twists and turns in getting married and having children during this period.
No wonder Zhao Sheng never let her get the certificate before. It’s not that others didn’t know, but that they knew too much.
He was shocked in his heart, he never acted stupidly.
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