Zhong Cang looked at her with some embarrassment, "Well... I don't know either. Anyway... this is what the master said."
Su Qian didn't give up and continued to ask: "Did you tell him that I came to apologize to him?"
Zhong Cang: “I said…”
Su Qian was stunned for a moment. It seemed that he was really angry. "Okay, I get it."
Su Qian turned and left with her maid, still thinking in her heart what she should do to make him vent his anger.
Lu Huan, who was just across the door, heard her retreating footsteps and his face darkened again...
Zhong Cang pushed open the door and saw his gloomy face. He asked him puzzledly, "Master, since you want the girl to come, why do you refuse her?"
Lu Huan flipped through the book, "Who wants her to come?"
"It's best if she leaves. Seeing her makes me upset." He threw the book away. "You conscienceless woman, leave now."
Zhong Cang: “…”
…
Su Qian returned to the kitchen and prepared a large table of dishes for him. When she sent a maid to invite him to dinner, she heard that he had gone out.
Su Qian set the table and listened to the maid's report. Her movements froze for a moment. "He's out? He's not coming back for dinner?"
The maid said: "I don't know either. I just didn't see the general. I asked the cleaning boy in the corridor and found out that the general had gone out."
Su Qian: "Okay."
She couldn't finish the whole meal by herself, so she shared it with the servants and maids.
When Lu Huan came back, the news he heard was that Miss Su had prepared a table full of food while he was away and distributed it to the servants and maids.
Lu Huan's face turned pale after hearing this. The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, but there was nothing he could do about her.
Su Qian was like holding a blunt knife, slowly cutting into his heart, bit by bit.
In this way, for many days, Lu Huan was angry and kept avoiding Su Qian.
For some reason, Su Qian dreamed of Yan Xuanye being injured every night these days.
She always felt uneasy when she woke up during the day. This was very distressing, but she could not find an outlet to vent, and there was no one to talk to, so she could only hold it in and hide it.
I wanted to find Lu Huan during the day and apologize to him, but I couldn't find him.
After several days, she felt her nerves were fragile.
In fact, if it weren't for this so-called mission, she wouldn't have come to Lu Huan and betrayed Yan Xuanye.
Now she dreams of Yan Xuanye being seriously injured every night, and she feels really bad.
In the past, Su Qian's method of obtaining information from the outside world all came from Lu Huan.
Now that he was deliberately avoiding her, Su Qian could no longer get any news from the outside world, such as Gao Jiarong stealing the tiger talisman and Yan Xuanye's attack on Qingzhou.
Time seemed to have stopped for her. Doing the same thing day after day, she began to become numb.
At the same time, Su Qian began to worship Buddha.
She used to scoff at this matter, but since she inexplicably traveled to this era, she has become more wary of such things.
Especially after she dreamed of Yan Xuanye being injured every night, the guilt in her heart became more and more serious. Sometimes she knelt in front of the Buddha, wishing Yan Xuanye good health and that she could return to the modern era as soon as possible.
…
Late at night, Su Qian had already gone to bed, and the maid who served her went to Lu Huan's yard to report to him what Su Qian had done during the day.
Hearing what she said, Lu Huan put down the book he was pretending to hold and raised his head. "Is she praying to Buddha?"
"yes."
"What do you want?"
The maid said, "I don't know what you are asking for, young lady, but seeing your sincerity and focus, I think... it must be something very important."
Lu Huan had no expression, but the light in his eyes was a little shattered. "Alright, you can go down."
What else could it be? Isn't it just about Yan Xuanye?
I'm afraid she must pray to Buddha to keep him healthy and blessed for a hundred years.
The maid replied, "Yes."
…
As night fell, an unusual silence enveloped the entire general's residence.
Lu Huan hid in the darkness and sat beside Su Qian's bed for a long time. "I haven't heard you talking in your sleep today."
"Why, you don't miss him anymore?"
Su Qian, who was sleeping, could not respond to his questions, but he did not care and continued to tell her his true thoughts.
"Su Zhao, I've always been curious, what exactly do you want?"
"Since you've been so sleepy lately, why don't I take this opportunity to ask you something?"
Su Qian: “…”
"Since you don't say anything, I'll take it as your consent."
After a long silence in the air, Lu Huan finally couldn't sit still anymore. He stood up and threw a small piece of incense bait into the incense burner, lit the incense bait in the incense burner, and then returned to sit in front of her couch.
"If I had known you were so concerned, I should have asked you clearly last time, so you wouldn't be suffering so much these days."
He looked at Su Qian with eyes still dark and bright, as if filled with anticipation. "First question, do you love Yan Xuanye?"
Su Qian was affected by the fragrance and couldn't help but frowning. This question gradually merged with the face in her dream.
She seemed to see Yan Xuanye looking at her with those paranoid and crazy eyes, asking her, "Qianqian, do you love me?"
She did her best to avoid the question.
Lu Huan also noticed her resistance and asked again, "Do you love Yan Xuanye?"
A long, long time passed... so long that Lu Huan thought she would not answer again, but she spoke at this moment.
Her answer delighted Lu Huan greatly. It was just two words: "I don't love you."
She really doesn't love him, and she doesn't understand what love is.
In her life, many things come before the word "love". She doesn't care much about the question of love or not.
But besides love, are there any other emotions and feelings?
She thought, maybe she just liked it.
It's hard not to like such a passionate Yan Xuanye and such sincere feelings.
The resentment that had been surrounding Lu Huan these days finally dissipated at this moment. After getting her affirmative answer, he finally stopped worrying about this issue.
"Then where are you from?" he asked again. This was the question he had always wanted to ask.
Su Qian didn't understand why, so she continued, "I came from the modern era..."
"Modern? Where is modern? What country?"
Su Qian: "The modern era is... an era with many countries. I traveled here... from China."
Lu Huan: "Huaguo? Never heard of it."
"What is your purpose here?"
Even in her sleep, Su Qian still felt angry after hearing this. She said with some dissatisfaction, "There is no purpose! I didn't come here voluntarily."
Lu Huan was stunned and asked, "Do you want to go back?"
Su Qian didn't hesitate and answered, "Yes."
Time seemed to stand still at this moment, and Lu Huan could feel her determination.
"What do you need to do to be able to go back?"
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