After all...the type of person she had always liked was Lu Huan.
He's right, no one is perfect.
In fact, she never blamed him for killing her with an arrow. She only blamed fate for being unfair.
That time in Zhiyi City, he plotted against her in order to anger Yan Xuanye, and later pushed her to Yan Xuanye's side.
Despite all these things, she never blamed him.
If it was just that one hurt, she could try to forget it, or accept the good things about him.
However, from the moment she was pushed to Yan Xuanye's side, the fate of the three of them had changed.
Life is so unpredictable. Who could have thought that she and Lu Huan would end up like this?
At the beginning, the system told her to approach Lu Huan and help him, but he was the one who pushed her away.
…
As soon as these words were spoken, Lu Huan understood.
There is no possibility for him and Su Qian anymore.
Maybe it was possible before, because the lover Su Qian originally imagined was the type of Lu Huan.
But Lu Huan is not like that. He is not as gentle as he looks on the surface. He is a black-hearted man with a dark side.
As for Yan Xuanye, he didn't understand the truth about her.
But it is also a fact that Yan Xuanye tried hard to understand her, respect her and love her.
It was an established fact that he was good to her, which was a rare thing.
She had a hard life in the first half of her life, and she had always hoped that there would be someone in her future who would treat her well, love her and cherish her.
But she is an extremely contradictory person. She both hopes for it and doesn't believe she can really get it.
She is just an ordinary person, with no family background, no money or power, and no idea how to love. Why would anyone love her and treat her well?
Her life was not worth it. It would be enough for her to live well and be herself. How could she dare to expect anything more?
But after coming here, until today, she truly understood that happiness and love are not easy to come by.
As Lu Huan said, no one is perfect, and perhaps she shouldn't ask for more.
Even though she had suffered all kinds of hardships in the world, it was rare for her to receive such pure love. Perhaps God had already taken care of her by letting her travel here.
It's not that she has to compromise herself, but that she has to learn to be content and satisfied.
…
Su Qian didn't look back, but took firm steps towards Yan Xuanye.
The hand that was originally holding her robe was forced to slowly drop down, and Lu Huan felt as if she was falling into an icy cave...
He stood quietly, his dark eyes fixed on her without blinking, watching her leaving.
The dense pain in the chest gradually spread to the surrounding area, and the watery mist covered the entire eye socket.
He tried hard to hold back the tears, but reality was not as he wished, and tears began to fall.
Love is silent, and so are tears.
The people around seemed to have understood the game. Without Lu Huan's obstruction, they slowly dispersed, allowing Su Qian to help Yan Xuanye up and then take him away.
Lu Huan tried hard to smile, forcing out a bitter smile. Sadly, tears started to flow from his smile, and his face was covered with mottled tears...
Su Qian supported Yan Xuanye, and the backs of the two of them looked like a perfect couple supporting each other.
Su Qian felt a little blocked in his heart. After walking about ten steps, he heard a sudden cry of pain coming from behind him.
There was a painful growl in his voice, mixed with hoarseness and whimpering, making him sound crazy and desperate.
Yan Xuanye paused, looked at her profile, and asked her, "Do you regret it?"
He wanted to ask her if she had ever thought about going back, if she had softened her heart, but he was afraid she would regret it and rush back to him.
Su Qian didn't answer and picked up her pace again.
Lu Huan, I'm sorry.
If there is an afterlife, I will compensate you then.
By then, I hope we can meet sooner, and I hope you won’t push me to others anymore.
In this life, we are finally not destined to be together.
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