She just hoped that he could recover as soon as possible, so as to ease her guilt.
But he was just fine. As soon as his injuries healed, he started to torment her and prove to her that he was fine.
"I'll carry you to clean up."
Su Qian refused as usual, "You go first, I'll go later."
Yan Xuanye didn't understand why she did this at first, but he got used to it in the past few days and thought to himself that maybe she was shy and didn't want to bathe with him.
He leaned over and kissed the corner of Su Qian's lips, "Okay." Then he stood up and walked towards the purification room.
Su Qian listened quietly for a while until the sound of water came from the bathroom. She then stood up and walked to the round wooden table and slowly poured out a bowl of contraceptive medicine.
The medicine was warmed in advance. Because Yan Xuanye was injured these days, decoctions were often prepared in the tent. The taste was strong and the two could not be distinguished when mixed together.
Another reason was that her relationship with Yan Xuanye had warmed up recently, and Yan Xuanye no longer sent anyone to follow her every day, so she wanted to secretly prepare some contraceptive medicine and no one found out.
This medicine was the prescription she had begged Doctor Li to give her when she was in Zhiyi City. It was both safe and effective.
Su Qian glanced in the direction of the purification room and drank it quickly. In order to destroy the evidence, she even rinsed the bowl with tea.
After doing all this, Su Qian looked in the direction of Yan Xuanye with some guilt.
It’s not that she doesn’t love Yan Xuanye, but from a modern perspective, she is still young, only 18 years old, and is not yet at the stage of wanting to have a human baby.
It’s like when two people have just started dating and fallen in love. Now is the time for them to be affectionate with each other, but having a child is also a burden.
Maybe she was selfish and she wasn't ready to be a mother.
She has never experienced how to get along with her biological mother, has never felt maternal love, and therefore does not know how to love her own children.
So, at the moment, she only knows how to escape.
"What is Qianqian thinking about? She's so absorbed."
Su Qian was startled and turned around quickly to look.
Yan Xuanye stood two or three steps away from her, water still dripping from the ends of his hair. His outer robe was open, not dressed properly, revealing his muscular upper body. His entire gaze was fixed on her figure.
"What's wrong? You seem to be startled."
He walked to Su Qian's side and asked, "What were you thinking about just now?"
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