Yan Xuanye looked into her eyes stubbornly, as if he was disappointed in her, and tried to correct her mistake.
These principles were told to him by his father. He said that only because of him would his mother be willing to stay.
If it weren't for him, I'm afraid his mother wouldn't be willing to stay with his father for a moment.
"Aye, love is not about threatening children."
"Even without children, I would still love you."
She felt an indescribable helplessness and fatigue surge in her heart. Su Qian knew that the biggest problem between her and Yan Xuanye was their different ideas.
She was from the 21st century, possessing modern thinking, while he was an ancient man from a thousand years ago.
A thousand-year gap is not just about time.
In an era where men are superior to women, it seems that the only things women should do are to follow men's ideas, give birth to children, raise children, and be filial to their parents-in-law.
Just like he loved her, he required her to accept his love, to have children with him, and so on...
But there are not so many shoulds in the world.
She is a living person and has the right to express her own thoughts and opinions.
"It's not that I don't want to have a child, it's just... I don't know how to be a good mother. Similarly... I believe you don't know how to be a father either. Aye, we are all the same, why bother with this issue?"
"Have you ever received complete love from both your father and mother? Do you understand what a normal family of origin is like? Are you sure you can give your children enough love and support?"
"If we can't do all these, let's not have children for the time being. Okay?" she begged.
He stared at her again and again with paranoid eyes, and finally Yan Xuanye closed his eyes and shook his head silently, "I don't understand."
"Qianqian, I don't understand."
"Why don't you want to have a child? What are you thinking about? What else do you want to do?"
"Is it because you still can't let go of Lu Huan?"
These consecutive questions startled Su Qian. She looked up, but only saw the restlessness and hostility in his eyes.
"What? Did I come true?" Because of her surprise and astonishment at that moment, Yan Xuanye suddenly became full of anger.
"Yes, why else could it be except him? You really put a lot of effort into him." He suddenly laughed softly, which seemed particularly dangerous and weird at night.
I was able to use contraception for so long right under his nose.
His masculine aura surrounded Su Qian, making her feel like she couldn't escape even with wings. Su Qian trembled unconsciously, "Aye..."
She knew it would be difficult for him to accept such an idea, but she didn't expect that he would think that she "still" loved Lu Huan.
"I've never loved Lu Huan, really! Really never."
"Perhaps, we should all calm down. We can talk slowly about whether to have children or not. Don't be impulsive."
She was willing to tell Yan Xuanye about the difficulties she had faced since childhood, to let him know her past and to let him understand her own embarrassment and predicament.
She, Su Qian, has no father or mother and was raised by her mother-in-law. When she grew older, she lost her only relative and was forced to become a child bride in someone else's family.
She had never seen true fatherly and motherly love, and didn't understand how to love a child. She was afraid that she would not be a good mother.
It will make your child have a miserable childhood like yourself, so that she will live in fear with such memories for the rest of her life.
Cowardly is cowardly.
In the past, because of his expectations and the goddess in his heart, she had more or less deliberately played the role of "goddess".
Beautiful, intelligent, sensible, dignified and steady. She tried her best to be like the good ones.
But is she really like this? Is she so perfect?
No.
Lu Huan understood her dark side, not only because of their similar personalities, but also because he knew her past.
But if she laid everything out and told Yan Xuanye, would he understand?
I understand why she doesn't want kids.
Will he understand?
Can you understand her?
Will you respect her ideas?
She had the urge to speak out, to tell him everything about herself.
Being a parent is a responsibility, not a momentary throbbing pleasure.
…
But Yan Xuanye seemed to have been blinded by his mind, and believed that she continued to stay with him because she had ulterior motives. He believed that Su Qian still "loved" Lu Huan, so she was unwilling to have children with him.
Yan Xuanye's eyes were bloodshot. He clasped her hands tightly with one big hand and began to take off her skirt with the other hand.
In the past, at this time on the couch, his eyes were filled with uncontrollable throbbing, but at this moment, his eyes were filled with chilling ferocity.
The second after her dress shredded, she heard Yan Xuanye's gnashing teeth, "There won't be a next time."
No next time?
Su Qian was powerless to resist and could only endure the thunder and rainstorm he brought.
But she knew there would be a next time, definitely.
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