150. Good Time (End)
Liang Shenyu traveled day and night on the march, and when he ate the meal prepared by Rong Se, he finished a bowl of hot soup dumplings in no time. Even though he ate quickly, he ate very well. Even on the march, Liang Shenyu's behavior was a role model for the descendants of a famous family.
On the way back to the bedroom, the two talked about their respective situations after their separation. Rong Se was naturally in great danger in the capital, but when he heard Liang Shenyu lightly mention the battle, he still felt nervous and held Liang Shenyu's hand tightly all the way.
"Just get home safely." Rong Se was still a little nervous, and worried about another possible outcome for Liang Shenyu. She asked anxiously, "Now that the Xiongnu King has come to Beijing to surrender, will everything be fine in the future?"
Liang Shenyu nodded gently: "The Xiongnu have lost several generals in succession, and the Xiongnu king has also been captured. I think they will not be able to fight again in the next ten years."
"That's good." Rong Se breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good..."
The bedroom was heated by a floor heating system and was as warm as a spring day. Liang Shenyu closed the door and turned around to see Rong Se still standing beside him, following him closely. He felt amused and distressed at the same time. He held his face and gently kissed the corner of his lips, whispering, "I'm sorry for worrying you."
Rong Se shook her head, raised her face, and gently rubbed her nose against his, revealing a smile, "Fortunately, we have both achieved what we wished for. The border has won, the capital is stable, and the world is at peace. My Sanlang does not have to risk his life anymore. In the future, we will appreciate the flowers in spring and the snow in winter, and we will never be separated again."
Morning and night, never to be separated.
Liang Shenyu let him go, and then he noticed that there was no oil lamp in the room, only a paper lantern emitting a soft light. He raised his eyebrows slightly, "Didn't the prince forbid me to put it out?"
Rongse's ears were a little hot, but he was not reluctant to be honest with Liang Shenyu about his love and longing for him. He lowered his eyes and said softly: "But you are not here, so I can only use this to remind you of me."
Liang Shenyu's heart softened at his words. He used himself to block the paper lantern, rubbed Rong Se's cheek with his curled fingers, and said slowly: "Then your Highness, you don't have to look at it now. I'm right in front of you."
Rong Se looked at him and smiled, "Only you."
Rong Se knew that Liang Shenyu was tired from the journey, so she urged him to go to sleep and she also snuggled up to him. During the time when Liang Shenyu was not in Beijing, Rong Se first fell into continuous dreams, and because of her worries, she was not relaxed until this moment. Not long after Liang Shenyu's breathing became stable, she also fell asleep.
Rong Se woke up in a daze in the middle of the night, feeling hot all over. He hummed a hoarse sound in unbearable pain, and suddenly felt a rough touch on his waist. He woke up suddenly, reached out and clasped his hands. His ears were warm and wet, and he called softly.
"My Lord..."
It was Liang Shenyu.
Rong Se was completely sober.
Liang Shenyu was holding him in his arms, leaning over his ear and kissing him gently, gently and lingeringly. It was clearly just a light touch, but it was ambiguous and charming to the extreme. Rongse's ears were filled with his moist and hot breath, which was like a silk net, entangling him tightly.
"You..." Rong Se loosened his grip a little, and then felt that he was being dishonest again. He bit his lip and lowered his voice, as if he was holding back something. "Are you ready to rest now?"
Liang Shenyu became more unscrupulous when he saw this. He kissed him tenderly on the side of his neck, bit it lightly, and hummed a low voice in response.
He was always cunning in love affairs. He would always seduce Rong Se to the point where her heart was distracted and she could not control herself, and then coax her into having sex with him, leaving Rong Se no chance to refuse.
Rongse was a little hesitant.
At this hour, if we really wait for him to finish his torture, it would probably be almost dawn.
Seeing that he was somewhat reluctant, Liang Shenyu narrowed his eyes slightly, and a drizzle of kisses fell on the corners of Rong Se's eyes, forcing him to close his eyes. He whispered softly with tenderness and longing, and every word was lingering: "I miss you so much... I think about you every day, and hope to come back soon... When I see you, I can hardly bear it."
Rong Se closed her eyes, and could only hear his gentle whispers and breathing, which I tacitly agreed to.
...How could he not be deeply in love with her?
The sadness of separation and the joy of reunion all turned into desire flowing through each other's bodies, coming like a violent storm.
Rong Se was about to agree to it when he heard the man call out softly in his ear, "Brother, is this okay?"
This intimate whisper made Rong Se shudder suddenly, and she suddenly felt an unknown hidden excitement, accompanied by shame, as if she had really been molested by the young man, and her originally flushed cheeks suddenly became hot.
Rong Se narrowed her eyes, found Liang Shenyu's lips and bit them, and said fiercely with shyness and ferocity: "What are you shouting about?"
Liang Shenyu looked back at him innocently, and took the initiative to invite him to kiss deeply, kissing him until he was panting, then he licked the corner of Rong Se's lips as if he had succeeded, but with a hint of pity, he whispered: "What's wrong? Isn't this what you want?"
Rong Se slowly recalled that he seemed to have said something like this as a joke.
...So I regretted my decision.
But the current situation did not allow him to make the decision, let alone think too much, so he was dragged by Liang Shenyu into the tide of love.
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Just as Rongse thought, Liang Shenyu was not a normal man on the couch to begin with, and he became even crazier after holding it in for too long. He was released in a daze until it was time to get up and attend court.
It was still dark outside. Rong Se was lying lazily on the couch, watching Liang Shenyu getting dressed. She still looked tired but also satisfied. It was not until Liang Shenyu had almost finished putting on his court clothes that Rong Se struggled to sit up.
Liang Shenyu hesitated, "Is the prince going to court?"
Rong Se glanced at him indifferently, but there was no intimidation in her glance. Instead, it was the unique charm after love affair that made Liang Shenyu's heart move slightly.
"I haven't been to court for a long time. If you want to go today, I'll go with you."
Ever since the new emperor ascended the throne, Rong Se has become completely idle, studying recipes and seasonings all day long, and even sleeping until he wakes up naturally during the day.
It had been a long time since he had been so tired that his whole body ached just by moving.
Rong Se glared at Liang Shenyu again in annoyance.
Liang Shenyu knew that he intended to give power to the new emperor, so he took the court robe and stepped forward, saying gently: "It's my fault, how about punishing me by helping the prince change his clothes?"
"Is this considered a punishment?" Rong Se snorted, stretched out his hand obediently, and waited to be served.
This was the first time since the new emperor ascended the throne that the ministers saw the Regent Prince attend court, and he came with the Marquis of Dingbei, and they all looked at him in awe.
The Qilin throne of the Regent King had been removed. Rong Zhan wanted to offer it to Rong Se, but Rong Se declined.
The future master of Xuanzheng Hall is Rong Zhan, so it's okay for him to be rude to Rong Jing, but he has to give the new emperor some face so that he can maintain his dignity in front of the ministers.
So he stood next to Liang Shenyu.
Rong Se was in low spirits, and almost fell asleep while listening to Rong Zhan and the ministers discussing matters. It was not until the King of the Xiongnu came to the palace to present the letter of surrender that Rong Se took a glance at it, and suddenly woke up, his expression frozen for a moment.
It's him!
Rong Se would not mistake that face, he had seen it in his dream. It was the Hun who set fire to the northern Jin Dynasty in the original plot!
"It's actually him." Rong Se murmured in a low voice with an unpleasant look on his face.
Liang Shenyu heard it, and walked over and asked in a low voice: "Prince, what's wrong?"
Rong Se shook his head slightly, but his eyes were fixed on the Xiongnu King, and he asked in a low voice: "Is this the Xiongnu King?"
"Yes, Xiongnu King Suolan, the second son of the previous Xiongnu King." Liang Shenyu explained, "His father, brother, and teacher all died in my hands, yet he can still talk and laugh with me. Now he has surrendered despite the humiliation and even dared to come to the capital in person. This man should not be underestimated in terms of both character and courage."
Liang Shenyu was able to win this time because Solan underestimated him. The last battlefield between the two was at Guzhuling behind Qiangzhou.
Liang Shenyu deliberately lured the enemy deep into his territory and forced them between Qiangzhou and Yizhou, while Suolan fled to Guzhuling with the intention of destroying him. Unexpectedly, Liang Shenyu was not affected and remained as calm as before.
Liang Shenyu is no longer the young man who cried in the snow.
Rong Se didn't say much, just nodded and fell silent.
After that, naturally, rewards were given according to merit. Except for Que Liang Shenyu, all the generals in Yizhou were rewarded. After the morning court session, Rong Se remained silent until he got into the carriage, and his face did not look very good.
"Your Majesty." Seeing his expression, Liang Shenyu knew that something serious must have happened, and his tone became much more serious. "What happened? You have always had this expression since you met the Queen of the Xiongnu."
Rong Se thought that was a big deal. He saw this man kill Liang Shenyu twice in his dream.
Seeing that he remained silent, Liang Shenyu's eyes darkened slightly, and he said softly, "The prince has seen him."
Rong Se raised his eyes, was silent for a moment, and said, "I shouldn't have met him."
The Regent who had never been to Qiangzhou should not have met the Xiongnu King who was far away in Xiongnu.
Liang Shenyu sighed, "But you know him. You looked different when you saw him. Until now, Prince, what's going on?"
"I have met him." Rong Se admitted, his expression rare and serious. "Sanlang, you know my origins... It's a little different. My arrival changed some things, including... what should have happened. In the original world... without me, this Solan would not be captured, let alone surrender."
After Rong Se finished speaking, he looked at Liang Shenyu nervously. He knew that what he said sounded like nonsense.
...But the fact that he is sitting here now is something very mysterious.
Liang Shenyu did not show any doubt, but gave him a soothing smile and asked softly: "What would he do originally?"
Rong Se took a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "...He will destroy Dajin."
There is no need to explain what this means.
But Liang Shenyu remained calm. After a moment's hesitation, he said, "He has the ability, but lacks luck. Given the current situation, this is not possible."
After saying this, he held Rongse in his arms and said with a smile, "So your Majesty, don't worry. He can't go back to the Xiongnu."
Rong Se was slightly startled, "What?"
Liang Shenyu lowered his head and kissed Rong Se's forehead, his tone calm and reassuring.
“他已經進了晉京，新帝不會放任他活着回去，新帝在儋州能将南海諸國鎮壓得風平浪靜，自然也知道如何處置歸降的匈奴。匈奴需要一個老實聽話的匈奴王，索蘭一定會死在這兒。所以……”
“王爺，別擔心。”
最後一句，殺氣淡去，重新溫和下來。
容瑟松了口氣，歪在梁慎予懷裏輕輕點頭：“那就好。”
“不過。”梁慎予話鋒一轉。
容瑟擡頭看他。
梁慎予回以一笑，“依王爺所說，若沒有王爺，是不是我此刻也無法在這兒了？”
“……大概，是吧。”
容瑟遲疑不定。
畢竟那是書裏的內容，而眼前卻是活生生的人。
片刻後，容瑟認認真真地說：“抉擇會改變因果，而人本就有無限可能，哪怕沒有我，或許你也會贏。”
梁慎予笑着吻了吻他，沒再提起此事。
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春梅初綻時，晉京諸事徹底塵埃落定，逆賊九族盡誅，新帝地位穩固，攝政王潇灑放權，而新帝也并未多做為難，倒是入京來降的匈奴王因病暴斃，新帝準其屍骨還鄉。
入春後，長公主府修繕完畢，容瑟親自送容知許去新府邸，還将藍莺留給了她。
藍莺瞪大眼睛，難以置信地問：“主子，您就……不要我啦？”
“小丫頭總不能一直賴在王府。”容瑟笑着用折扇拍了拍她的腦袋，對容知許輕聲道：“瑄和，這丫頭留給你，日後要彼此照應。”
容知許俏臉微紅，忽地俯身對容瑟行了個規矩的晚輩禮。
“瑄和多謝皇叔。”
“诶。”容瑟扶起她，“這是幹什麽？”
容知許神情微動，想起舊事，諸多感懷，輕嘆道：“幸有皇叔，瑄和才有今日，我……”
“好了。”容瑟對她一笑，從容地轉身往門外走去，手捏着扇子對身後擺了擺，朗聲道：“過去的事不必提，好生活吧。”
藍莺湊上前，對容知許輕輕眨眼，嬌俏中妩然暗存，笑意明媚。
“公主，日後我就住這兒啦，昨日玲珑坊又出了新的胭脂色，我買了！你試一試，我覺得你用好看……”
藍莺拉着容知許去尋鏡子，容瑟聽着身後漸遠的聲音，始終不曾頓住腳步，他的馬車就在外面，駕車的是梁慎予，身着月白箭袖袍，戴着護腕，向他招手。
“王爺，走了。”
天光晴好，他的心上人雲衫無塵，容瑟冁然，登上馬車。
京都東市，流落在此之人大多窮困潦倒，角落處蜷縮着骨瘦如柴的乞丐，渾身灰撲撲的，衣着寒酸褴褛。
“又換皇帝咯，聽說新陛下去年還在桐縣救過人呢！要是個好皇帝，今年日子也能好過點。”
“是啊是啊，不過我覺得還是攝政王好，唉。”
行人漸行漸遠，交談聲也遠去。縮着的乞丐指尖動了動，他已經不知多久沒吃過東西，連睜眼都沒力氣，最後聽見的便是那樣一段話。
不甘，怨恨，種種情緒交雜，可容靖已經連聲音都聽不真切，只覺得疲憊昏沉，意識徹底散去之前，他還在想着若能醒來，這荒唐的一切會不會都是一場夢？他還是錦衣玉食的天子。
城門看守發現死了個乞丐時，罵了句“晦氣”，便随意将屍體丢到城外亂葬崗，沒人知道他曾經也萬人之上過。
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攝政王府，雲稚和蕭慕楓匆匆而來，只見着等在府中的雲初。
蕭慕楓手裏攥着聖旨，神色莫名，說道：“我們來見王爺，新帝賜我承襲爵位，回元洲去，雲稚也……”
“我知道。”
雲初手裏也拿着聖旨，他舉起來示意，“這是新帝給王爺的，封他為賢王，并未賜封地。蕭世子有功，可破例世襲郡公，至于雲稚。”
他瞧向蹙着眉頭的雲稚，笑了笑說：“随你去元洲，也好。這是王爺安排的，總不能讓你們一個在元洲，一個在京都。何況禁軍是天子親衛，新帝怎會放心雲稚。”
蕭慕楓愣住了。
雲稚抿了抿唇，沉聲道：“你都知道？王爺呢？”
“走了。”雲初坦然，“王爺走之前與我說了，雲稚，去元洲吧。別辜負王爺的苦心。”
兄弟倆容貌分明一模一樣，但雲初時常笑面，雲稚不茍言笑，但此刻雲稚也忍不住露出愕然神色，又緩緩收斂。
“我明白了。”雲稚輕嘆，又問：“那你呢？”
雲初笑說：“我自然要留在這兒，王爺留下的産業總需要有人經營。”
兄弟倆各自做出選擇，誰也沒再勸誰。
雲初很快要随新主去元洲，雲初和藍莺送他們到城外時，藍莺還嘀嘀咕咕地抱怨：“王爺真是的，那天是在告別，也不明說，我都不知道他走了……雲稚也要走啦，改日我去元洲看你！”
雲稚無奈，拍了拍藍莺的腦袋，想說什麽，最終卻沒說話。
他大概明白為何王爺不願道別，着實難以出口。
“行了，走吧。”雲初伸手輕拍弟弟的肩膀，此刻笑意也有所收斂，又瞧了瞧蕭慕楓，對二人輕聲說：“珍重。”
雲稚低聲：“你也是。”
雲稚只帶走了禁軍中的幾個心腹，人也不少，一整個車隊，他與蕭慕楓輕裝騎馬走在前頭。
“舍不得晉京啊？”蕭慕楓嘴裏叼着跟路上摘的草葉。
雲稚沉默片刻，搖了搖頭，說：“我本以為此生都會追随王爺，早做好了不得善終的打算，沒想到還能有今日。”
蕭慕楓歪頭，笑說：“別想那些了，睡了你屋子這麽久，禮尚往來，帶你回元洲，也睡睡我的。”
雲稚：“……”
他還是第一次聽說這麽禮尚往來的。
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晉京不聲不響地改朝換代，傳到宜州時唐景紹驚愕了好一陣子，他還以為京中若是有變故，登基的一定是攝政王，結果寧郡王成了新帝不說，梁慎予還将攝政王給拐走了。
初見容瑟，唐景紹也不得不承認這男人生得當真是好看。
再瞧見他與梁慎予何等親昵，唐景紹覺得這裏頭問題很大，差點驚掉下巴。
但人家你情我願，唐景紹也算不得梁慎予的長輩，對此說不得什麽，但終究心裏犯嘀咕。
但很快他改變了想法。
梁慎予和容瑟在宜州留了兩日，容瑟親自下廚，做了滿桌子菜，唐景紹吃過後看梁慎予的眼神從複雜到豔羨，轉變極快。
但梁慎予還是堅定地婉拒了唐景紹多留幾日的邀請。
從晉京往西北，二人同騎，走得很慢，一路上連游玩帶賞景，容瑟也同梁慎予說了許多自已的過往，他曾經生活的世界，梁慎予聽得認真，試圖從描述中，窺探到另一個世界時的他。
等出宜州時，已經是晚春時節，途經山路，兩側杏花錦簇，花影妖嬈，春風拂過，便作雪落鋪滿路。
“這是孤竺嶺。”梁慎予望着滿路的花輕輕說。
容瑟一愣。
“我曾不敢涉足此地。”梁慎予神色如常，“直至今日，我才發現，孤竺嶺的大雪早已融化了。那日.你說，即便沒有你，或許我也會贏，但是……即使贏了，我走的那條路，也絕對沒有花，只有風霜雪刃。”
容瑟輕輕握住了梁慎予攥缰繩的手。
梁慎予笑了一聲，低下頭與他對視，輕輕吻在容瑟眼角的淚痣上。
“但如今這條路上，不僅有花，最要緊的是還有你。”
容瑟緩緩睜開眼，眸中盛着他的影。
“剛來這兒的時候，我以為是老天給我重活一次的機會。”容瑟輕撫着梁慎予的臉頰，“但現在我想，我是為你而來的，因為你，我也得以重生。”
否則即便他們都抱着原有的願望活下去，也注定是兩條永不相交的平行線，各自孤獨一生。
馬蹄踐起春花紛飛，舊事如天遠。
錦瑟華年，願與君度。
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1.現代除夕篇：幸逢君
正是深夜，城市霓虹閃爍，梁慎予沉默地站在窗前，看着窗外鱗次栉比的高樓大廈、規矩整齊的道路、以及不時疾馳而過的車輛，陷入良久的沉默。
他身上還穿着黛色的長袍，長發用纓帶束着，他都不用照鏡子，就知道自已和這裏格格不入。
如果他沒記錯的，他該睡在羌州的侯府，睡前他懷裏還抱着容瑟，而今年也是他與容瑟離宮後的第五年。
總之無論如何，他也不該醒來就出現在這個陌生的房子裏。
梁慎予又開始打量這間屋子。
空間不大，東西也不多，但很規整，規整到沒什麽煙火氣。
這些東西雖然陌生，可梁慎予性子被磨得沉穩，何況早從容瑟口中聽說過許多他那個世界的陳設，如此一來，便不難推測，他或許……是來到了容瑟的世界？
摸黑挨個屋子走過一遍後，梁慎予駐足在卧室中。
窗簾将月光與霓虹擋得嚴嚴實實，但床頭亮着一盞燈光昏暗的小燈，躺在床上的容瑟仍舊容貌秀豔，但比起梁慎予初見他時，還要稚嫩許多，此刻睡着也皺着眉，整個人好似繃緊的弓弦。
梁慎予從未見過他這幅模樣，如今也只覺得他惹人憐愛，猶豫半晌，還是走上前去，伸手輕輕撫上熟悉卻年輕的眉眼，睡夢中的容瑟全然沒有抵抗，竟然就這麽放松下來，沉沉睡去。
梁慎予松了口氣。
雖然不知怎麽稀裏糊塗地到了這兒，又不知該如何回去，可見着容瑟後便安心許多，甚至有些期待他醒來後的反應。
一夜過，曦光自窗簾縫隙透入屋內。
容瑟昏沉沉地醒來，前半夜他睡得不怎麽好，亂夢紛然，後半夜倒是安穩了許多。醒了醒神，才緩緩睜開眼。神情倏爾凝滞。
正好瞧見坐在他床邊的人，長發過腰，一身古代服飾。
三秒後，容瑟猛地彈起，下意識揮出一拳。
管他是人是鬼，先揍再說！
容瑟下手黑，這一拳沖着眼睛揮過去，只是還沒近那人面前，便被一只手牢牢擒住，力道之大讓他半點動彈不得。
“我并無惡意。”
梁慎予沒料到更年輕些的容瑟是這麽個性格，簡直像是一頭受驚的幼狼。
容瑟眼神兇狠防備，但人卻安靜下來了。
梁慎予一時好笑。
得，這識相的慫樣倒是眼熟得很。
不等他接着說，安靜下來的容瑟倏爾暴起，那眼神梁慎予太熟悉了——魚死網破、同歸于盡的決然。
就像曾年少的他。
梁慎予怕傷着他，連忙擒住他另一只手，整個将人壓在床上，将容瑟并不安分的腿一并禁锢，這才哭笑不得地說：“我當真沒有惡意，容瑟，就不能好好聽我說？”
容瑟有生以來就沒被一個男人用這麽暧昧的姿勢壓住過，當即火冒三丈，他生得秀豔，生起氣來一雙眼瞪圓，像只炸了毛的小兔。
“你是誰？想幹什麽？”
他語氣冷硬。
雖然怕，但不肯示弱，渾身繃緊好似随時會斷開。
“梁慎予。”
那陌生人開口，眼神莫名地溫和下來，還帶着容瑟看不懂的情緒。
“我的名字，謹慎的慎，給予的予。”
容瑟也不知為何，在梁慎予的注視下不自覺地漸漸放松下來，但語氣仍舊沒什麽起伏，“那你放開我。”
“好。”
容瑟有些意外。
但他的确是被放開了，于是立刻坐起身，将自已純色的睡衣整理好，給這個私闖民宅的不速之客一個“請開始你的表演”的眼色。
梁慎予也很識趣而，斟酌後開口：“我與你是……夫妻。”
話音落，容瑟的表情僵住了。
“是真的。”梁慎予誠懇道，“你現在多大？”
“18。”容瑟木然。
梁慎予愣了須臾，才說：“十二年……”
容瑟閉了閉眼，讓自已冷靜下來，問：“你說我和你是……”他卡殼了一瞬，才艱難無比地吐出那兩個字：“夫妻？”
“是，我們在一起五年了。”梁慎予習慣性伸手去摸他臉。
容瑟卻猛地往後一縮。
梁慎予這才發現自已的唐突，無奈收回手，便聽容瑟問道：“你從哪來？“
“從一個在此時此地不曾有過的時空。“梁慎予用容瑟曾經告訴他的話來回答，他刻意避開了容瑟墜入那個世界的原因，大致說了自已一覺醒來便出現在這兒的事。
容瑟聽完沉默良久。
梁慎予試探問道：“怎麽不說話？”
容瑟勉強理解了這過于玄學的一切，被震撼得啞然無語，良久良久，才輕聲說：“如果是平行時空的話……你出現在這，他身邊不就沒有你了。”
梁慎予怔住。
容瑟卻不再說話，像是默許梁慎予的存在似的，自顧自地起床去做自已的事。
他剛上大一，遠離了那個人渣爹，自已租了個小居室的房子，很是簡陋，今天正好是除夕，本打算一個人過，結果家裏莫名其妙多了個古代人，他腦子都快亂成一團了。
站在鏡子前洗漱時，他聽見身後動靜，回頭一看，果然是梁慎予站在門口。
容瑟看一眼就收回視線，眼皮卻在瞧見鏡子時狠狠一跳。
鏡子裏只有他自已。
門口的位置空空蕩蕩。
他猛地回頭，梁慎予還站在那。
來來回回看了好幾次，連梁慎予都發現了，語氣平靜地說：“別看了，鏡子裏沒有我。”
兩人無言地對視片刻。
容瑟這時候做飯已經很熟練，雖然不知道這古代人現在到底是人是鬼，用不用吃飯，但還是做了兩人份，饅頭片裹蛋液煎得兩面焦黃，中間塗醬料，夾上菜和煎蛋，又煎了兩根熱狗，熱好牛奶，極其簡單且方便的一頓飯端上餐桌。
鏡子照不着梁慎予，可他還能碰着東西，也就能吃飯。
吃過飯後，容瑟給自已裹上羽絨服，他這會兒很削瘦，外套一穿，襯得更加弱不禁風了。
“我去買菜，你在家呆着。”容瑟說完就匆匆出門。
他需要自已靜一靜，來消化這一早上被重塑的世界觀。
容瑟生活的城市在北方，三九天随處可見積雪，路邊的綠化帶中都有喜慶裝飾，年味很重，但他向來不在意這些，自已坐公交去超市，一路上都有些心不在焉。
直到拎着大包小包從超市出來，正往公交車站走時，路過小巷子，被三個人擋了路。
三個都是年輕男孩，頭發燙染過，嘴裏還叼着煙，中間那個将煙随手扔下，踩了兩腳，才說道：“容瑟啊，真巧。”
容瑟神情有些陰沉。
那人的眼神粘膩陰冷，像一條毒蛇，對他露出了個充滿惡意的笑：“就一個人啊，上回說的事，考慮的怎麽樣了？我耐性不怎麽好。”
身邊的兩個小跟班也随着附和，說的話卻不怎麽幹淨。
“是啊，想跟咱們謝哥的可多了去了，知道咱們系那校花嗎？上趕着約謝哥呢。”
“容瑟，別不識擡舉啊。”
容瑟也不是第一次遇見這種事，他這個長相的确算得上不錯，比起一般男孩而言更加豔麗秀美，但這次比較棘手，對面是個大少爺。
不過容瑟也沒覺得如何。
他這條命要不要都無所謂了，又還能有什麽可害怕的，大不了破釜沉舟，大家都不要快活。
“讓開。”
容瑟情緒沒有絲毫波瀾。
對面的少爺笑了笑：“今天日子不錯，跟我走吧。”
說完，他的兩個小弟已經撸袖子要圍上來。
容瑟淡然如初，将手裏的大包小包放在一邊，剛想要撸袖子，便感覺一陣風從身邊刮過，還沒等他看清，圍過來的兩人已經慘叫着倒飛了出去。
容瑟一看，是衣着單薄的梁慎予正負手站在巷子裏。
那三人看不見梁慎予，被突如其來的變故都吓懵了，尤其是剛才還嚣張得不可一世的大少爺，他眼睜睜看着兩人還沒靠近容瑟，就倒飛出去，滿口血漬地躺在地上，頓時驚恐萬分地後退，“有……有鬼？？！”
容瑟也懵了，直愣愣地看着梁慎予神兵天降。
“你怎麽在這兒？”
“回去再說。”梁慎予對他搖了搖頭，說：“你先走，這交給我。”
“可是……”容瑟猶豫了一下。
心裏總有些奇怪，某種情緒洶湧澎湃，酸酸澀澀的。
已經很久沒人為他做過什麽了。
“這種東西不配你多看這幾眼，先出去吧。”梁慎予笑容堪稱和煦，“他們看不見我，等我收拾了這幾個廢物，就去找你。”
容瑟猶豫了下，輕輕點頭，這才拎起自已的大包小包轉身走出小巷。
等他走後，梁慎予的笑瞬間消散，眼神兇芒畢露。
很快巷子裏就傳出驚天動地的慘叫聲。
等梁慎予閑庭信步走出巷子時，容瑟正靠在電線杆下面，一只手拎着菜，另一只手插在兜裏，低着頭不知在想什麽。
容瑟問：“你怎麽會在這裏？”
他擡起頭看向梁慎予。
出門的時候這人還好好在家，一路上容瑟也都沒發現有人跟着，他是坐公交過來的，但梁慎予可沒在車上。
“跟着你來的。”梁慎予也不遮掩，“你上車以後，我在車頂上。雖無人能見我，但我想你孤身出門，應當是不願我随行，便不曾現身。”
容瑟：“……”
好一個有能耐的古代人。
“你知不知道在車頂上有多危險？”容瑟腦子嗡嗡的，“不是，你怎麽上去的，你就是爬上去我也能看見啊。”
梁慎予想了想，說：“稍稍蓄力便能上去了，此物雖奇，但速度尚可，還算穩當，不妨事的。”
容瑟扶額，無奈道：“你為什麽跟上來？”
梁慎予笑道：“這何須緣由，我想跟上你。僅此而已。”
容瑟着實不習慣這個來自未來的男朋友，張了張嘴，又說不出話，最後幹巴巴地問：“那他們呢？你沒把他們怎麽樣吧？“
“我知道分寸，只是稍加教訓而已，他們還當我是鬼，不會想到你身上。”梁慎予一雙眼中的和煦風流都淡下去，絲絲冷意蔓延，“他們該當慶幸，此地并非大晉，否則……”
話到末尾只剩一聲冷哼。
"But don't worry." Liang Shenyu twirled his fingertips and resisted the urge to pinch his young lover, "Since they thought I was a ghost, I followed suit. They were all scared out of their wits today, and in less than two months... If you don't have the right to do anything, you should pay the price for speaking harshly to you."
Rong Se wanted to say something, but this time he was completely speechless.
Rongse was so helpless when he was young. Late every night he hoped that God would come down from the sky and save him from the sea of suffering. But in the end, no miracle happened. Fantasy is always fantasy, and people can only rely on themselves to struggle out of the quagmire.
But this man who claimed to be his lover broke into his life so suddenly and unexpectedly, and then wantonly stirred up a turbulent wave. Rongse knew what kind of person he was. He could only accept the suffering and live a mediocre life. The past and the future were unchanging to him.
But now he is actually looking forward to the future.
Rong Se stood up slowly, holding the vegetables and said, "Let's go home."
The daylight is just right.
Rongse's family naturally wouldn't give him any money. Normally he could only go to school and work at the same time. He lived in a poor place and didn't eat very well, so there was no need to have a New Year's Eve dinner. But today there was an extra mouth to feed at home, so he spent money for once. However, there were only four dishes on the table at noon, and three of them were vegetarian dishes.
After lunch, the sound of firecrackers rang out outside. Liang Shenyu stood at the window and looked down, his brows slightly wrinkled.
He felt strange and out of place standing here. Some things can only be said to be experienced personally by those who experience them.
So would Rong Se, who saw the palace banquet at that time, also be frightened?
Now, I have come here for no apparent reason. What should Rong Se do who is left in Dajin?
"What are you doing?"
Rong Seqing's cold voice came from behind.
Liang Shenyu turned around and said, "No, I was just wondering why I came here suddenly."
Rong Se sat on the sofa in the small living room, sitting upright, with a serious expression, and said: "Then he... that is, how could my future self end up at your place?"
Liang Shenyu was silent for a moment, and then said, "There is also a Rong Se in my world, and you have become him."
He did not mention Jonser's death.
Rong Se also nodded, and after careful analysis, he said: "But you are different. No one can see you here except me, so you probably won't live here. You will return to your original world."
Liang Shenyu then realized that Rong Se seemed to be comforting him, and couldn't help but smile, "I think so."
Rong Se pursed his lips and asked softly, "Can you tell me what happened afterwards?"
Liang Shenyu thought about the first meeting, and couldn't help laughing, and said slowly: "You think the dishes at the palace banquet are unpalatable, so you asked for the bowl of soup in front of me."
Rong Se: “…”
"Palace banquet?"
Liang Shenyu nodded: "Yes, the emperor's palace banquet."
Rong Se gasped.
Liang Shenyu continued, "You don't even take the emperor seriously, and he still has to respect you."
Rong Se's expression was a little blank: "Really?"
Liang Shenyu suppressed his laughter: "Really."
Rong Se couldn't believe that he would be so tied to someone, but Liang Shenyu's appearance was an impossible thing. He leaned against the narrow sofa and said softly: "If it's true, it's also good. I also..."
The voice faded away.
For the entire afternoon, Liang Shenyu was telling Rongse their story, mostly about the days after he and Rongse left Beijing. Most of the time it was dull and boring, but Rongse listened very carefully.
I also began to have extravagant hopes and looked forward to the future that Liang Shenyu talked about.
It seemed like life was about to end, but suddenly other possibilities appeared.
When night fell, outside the window was the world of thousands of lights, the light of fireworks splendid in the night sky, and Rong Se had already fallen asleep on the single bed in the bedroom.
Under the dim night light, the small red mole at the corner of his eye was clearly visible. The overly young wolf put away his claws and was extremely well behaved at this moment.
Liang Shenyu silently reached out his hand, wanting to cover him with the quilt, but his hand touched nothing.
Since nightfall, he has been unable to come into contact with anything from this world. He knows that perhaps this is a sign of leaving this world soon.
Liang Shenyu withdrew his hand, his voice soft and slow.
"I'll wait for you in the future."
Outside the window, fireworks were falling like stars. After the mottled light and shadows, the figure in front of the bed had disappeared without a trace.
Rong Se opened his eyes as if he had sensed something. He seemed to have had a big dream, and when he woke up, the dream was like quicksand, without any trace, and everything became blurred.
.
Mobei border, Qiangzhou city.
Liang Shenyu woke up from his dream and found himself surrounded by familiar surroundings. Rong Se was sleeping on the inner side of the couch. Even though their appearance was almost the same, this was the Rong Se who had walked out of Jinjing with him.
Rong Se also opened his eyes and woke up, looking a little confused, with a tear at the corner of his eye.
"Sanlang." Rong Se said softly, smiled and said, "I had a very strange dream. I seemed to have dreamed of you."
Liang Shenyu kissed him on the forehead, held him in his arms and asked, "What was your dream?"
"It happened a long time ago." Rong Se recalled, "That day was New Year's Eve. Before I became a food blogger, I didn't celebrate holidays. I don't know why I cooked a meal for myself that day. Later, I couldn't remember what happened that day, and I didn't pay much attention to it afterwards. But just now..."
"You cooked four dishes that day." Liang Shenyu continued softly, "Really?"
Rong Se was silent for a moment, then clenched Liang Shenyu's fingertips, his voice trembling: "You..."
"It's me." Liang Shenyu hugged him tightly and whispered, "That's me."
Rong Se was silent for a long while, with red eyes. After a long while, he said, "I've seen you so early, it's great."
"Oh, right." Liang Shenyu suddenly remembered and asked, "What happened to those bastards who bullied you that day?"
Rong Se laughed, "As you said, he never came back to attend classes and later transferred to another school."
"Hmm." Liang Shenyu snorted unhappily, "They got it for free."
Rong Se smiled and rested his forehead on Liang Shenyu's strong shoulder. This was the best gift God had given him.
I am fortunate to meet you in this life.