“The second thing is that I want to do something…”
Lu Xia was puzzled after hearing this.
Then I heard Jiang Junmo say:
“In fact, I have been thinking recently about what I really want.
When I was very young, I wanted to go out and play happily every day like my cousin, but later I found that my body did not allow it, so I wanted to get in better shape.
When I grew up a little bit, I realized that my health might be really bad, so I just wanted to grow up healthy.
Gradually, I thought about living longer...
After marrying you, I want to live a stable and happy life.
But after returning to the city and seeing how hard you worked to make money, I suddenly realized that I should do something too.
To be honest, my original goal was to stay on in school as a teacher after graduation. Not only would the work be easy, but I would also get to spend more time with you and Kang Kang.
...
...
But after this period of time, I found that my classmates, teachers, and family members all thought I was very good, and were even proud of me, believing that I would have a bright future.
Every time this happens I feel ashamed of my composure.
It seems that my goal of studying has never been for everyone, but for my own family. ..
I know that you and your family will always respect my choice.
I also know that you will respect me even if I do nothing in the future.
But at this moment, I suddenly remembered my previous ideals.
When I was very young, I wanted to be a soldier when I grew up. Maybe it was because I was born in a military family and both my parents were soldiers, so I have a natural liking for soldiers.
Later, when I realized that my body would never be able to achieve this ideal, I gave up.
At this time, I heard my neighbors who had returned from studying abroad talk about the prosperity and development of foreign countries. I learned that it was a society that was very advanced in both science and technology and humanities, and there was a clear gap between them and China.
So my ideal changed.
I aspired to go abroad to learn advanced technology when I grew up and come back to save this backward country, so I studied English very hard.
But later I found that I couldn’t go abroad for various reasons, so I chose to go to the countryside…
Although my two ideals seemed far away, it is undeniable that I always regarded serving the country as my responsibility.
I don’t know when I forgot my original intention. ”
Lu Xia felt uncomfortable when she heard the regret in his tone when he said this.
"Is it because of me?"
"How could that be?" Jiang Junmo shook his head and said solemnly: "I am very happy to have met you. It can be said that you saved me. Because of you, I now have the opportunity to choose my ideal again, so of course it is not because of you!"
At this point, Jiang Jun sighed, "Maybe it's because I've become addicted to this rare peaceful life, forgetting that I'm still living in a country that is constrained in every way and needs talent and development."
Lu Xia felt a little distressed when she heard him say that.
"Don't say that. National development needs to be done step by step. It is not the responsibility of one person. You don't need to bear it."
"I know," Jiang Junmo smiled at her, "but I also want to do something."
Lu Xia sighed, "So you decided to transfer to the Department of Architecture?"
"Yeah." Jiang Junmo nodded. "I asked the teacher, and he was very supportive. Besides, the Department of Architecture requires drawing, and I have a natural advantage in this area. He thought I could give it a try."
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