Chapter 34 Awakening
My emotions gradually calmed down. Facing the quiet room and the blank wall, my restless heart slowly calmed down, and the words Yan Mo said when he left flashed through my mind.
"Take a good look at why you keep making mistakes during training. What is the reason?"
After calming down, Shuxin recalled his training performance during this period. He was distracted frequently during confrontation training, and his shooting performance did not improve at all...
When did the string in her heart loosen?
It was the long period of safe and comfortable life after the apocalypse that made her gradually forget the cruelty of the apocalypse, and it was the victory after the last gang fight that made her complacent and think that she already had the ability to protect herself.
But is this really the case?
not really.
Those people were just ordinary people. The victory was not entirely her credit. If you think about it carefully, there was nothing to be proud of.
The enemies she will face in the future are not these ordinary people with weak fighting power, but zombies who do not know fatigue or pain, zombies that can keep fighting as long as their heads are not damaged, and those who have superpowers but have bad intentions.
Awakening superpowers is equivalent to a reorganization of the human body's genes. All basic qualities of the body will be strengthened. The difference lies in that some people have strong awakened superpowers and some have weak awakened superpowers, and the degree of strengthening of the body is different.
It also determines the strength of a psychic and their potential for future development.
"Shuxin" is just a cannon fodder in the original book. Shuxin cannot guarantee whether her arrival will change the fact that her original body has no superpowers.
If she hadn't awakened any special powers, with her current strength, there would be no difference between going out to fight and going out to deliver takeout to zombies.
Even if she is lucky enough to awaken her superpowers, she will still not be able to cope with the bizarre and unimaginable superpowers and the mutated plants and animals that are hard to guard against in the apocalypse if she does not have sufficient strength.
Thinking back on all the stupid things he had done during training, Shu Xin wanted to find a hole in the ground to crawl into immediately. It was truly too embarrassing.
Shu Xin figured it all out and understood the reason why Yan Mo asked her to reflect on herself. She obediently accepted the one-hour punishment of standing in military posture that Yan Mo gave her. As soon as it was over, she happily ran to find her husband to apologize.
“Crack—”
Not finding her dear husband in the living room or anywhere else, Shu Xin pushed open the door of Yan Mo's bedroom. The dog poked its round head in to observe the situation inside the bedroom.
Yan Mo sat behind the desk, taking in all the little movements of his wife, and a smile couldn't help but appear in his eyes. Seeing Shu Xin's head was about to turn around, he immediately returned to his expressionless look, lowered his head and pretended to read the book in his hand, waiting for the little thing to come over by itself.
Catching sight of Yan Mo's figure, Shu Xin quickly slipped into the room and closed the door behind her. Seeing Yan Mo looking up at her, she immediately put on a flattering smile on her face, walked to his side as if nothing had happened, and held his arm.
“Hehehe~~~”
"What? Have you reflected on yourself?"
"Yes, yes, yes. I have reflected on it. After an hour of deep reflection, I have clearly realized the mistakes in my mentality during this period. I will definitely learn from them and never make the same mistake again!"
Shu Xin's tone was so sincere when she spoke that she almost patted her chest to make a promise to Yan Mo. Seeing Shu Xin like this, Yan Mo couldn't pretend any longer. He sighed, followed his heart and pulled her onto his lap.
"Xinbao, you must be aware of the cruelty of the end of the world. I will do my best to stay by your side and protect you, but this is only the most ideal state we can think of. Everything in the end of the world is unknown. Even if there is a one in ten thousand chance that we accidentally get separated, I hope you can have the absolute ability to protect yourself and hold on until I come to find you."