Song Yu was furious: "No, I mean you just now, why..."
My brain is stuck, why? Why stick your tongue in there? grass! How can you ask this question?
He was in the darkness, unable to vent his inner panic. I held my breath and almost got angry to death.
Xie Sui was very close to him and could clearly feel Song Yu's disordered breathing.
The air was slightly warm, and you could tell without having to guess that he was blushing.
The boy's eyes in the darkness were wide and surprisingly bright, filled with regret and anger, which would ignite at the slightest touch and explode at the slightest kiss.
Xie Sui smiled and asked, "Why?"
Song Yu, who usually scolds people countless times, seemed to have a tongue knot at this moment. He stumbled for a long time and couldn't find the words to express his meaning.
Before he depressed himself to death, he smashed the jar, thinking that there was a power outage and no one could see each other, and asked: "No, why, why is your tongue like that..."
In fact, his mind is in a mess now and he doesn't know what he wants to say.
Xie Sui was addicted to teasing him, so he changed the subject and laughed, "Did you eat any mints?"
Song Yu's confused thoughts were interrupted: "Ah?"
Xie Sui said lightly, "It's strangely sweet."
Song Yu: “…”
Oh shit.
He felt that his ears must be red now.
Hold!
"Meow~"
The cat broke free from Ma Xiaoding's hand and jumped onto Song Yu's legs, looking very proud of itself. However, before it could stand firmly, it felt the murderous intent and its body froze.
"That's you, isn't it?"
Song Yu had found a punching bag, gnashing his teeth, grabbing its body and ruthlessly ravaging it.
What a lousy cat!
Running around in the middle of the night for no reason!
"Meow——!!!" The Internet cafe remembered the cat's miserable cry.
At this moment, everyone felt a bright light above their heads.
The Internet cafe called.
"Holy shit! It's fixed already?"
The boss came in cursing, "It's either the construction team's fault or the power outage."
Everyone in the Internet cafe cheered.
"Great! I was just afraid of missing the qualifying time!"
"Hurry up, hurry up!"
In the corner of the Internet cafe, Ma Xiaoding and his group, who were frightened by the cat and staggering in panic, were silent for a moment after the call came.
Everyone looked at each other in bewilderment. Either you were pressing me down or I was hugging you. The chairs turned over and the keyboards fell. The scene was very awkward for a while.
Ma Xiaoding was the main culprit and was soon beaten.
Everyone was typing on their keyboards, angrily: “What the f*ck are you yelling about! You scared me to death!”
Ma Xiaoding held his head, admitting that he was in the wrong, and could only redirect his fire: "Stop hitting, stop hitting, go hit the cat, it deserves to be hit the most."
Everyone just remembered to look for the damn cat. They put the keyboard away angrily and looked around, and noticed Song Yu and Xie Sui.
Then everyone was stunned.
"???"
Are they blind?
The cat was in Brother Yu's hands, being ravaged by his evil claws, screaming in agony. Brother Yu lowered his head, his ears were obviously red, and he looked gritting his teeth.
Everyone was used to seeing his nonchalant, disdainful and arrogant appearance, and they were all stunned when they saw him like this for the first time.
What the hell? What happened to Brother Yu? Are you shy?
Compared to him, Xie Sui was much calmer, with one hand on the table, his eyes curved and a happy smile.
“…”
Everyone felt something was a little strange.
There’s something weird going on between Brother Yu and Xie Shen.
Ma Xiaoding was the first to move forward and squatted in front of Song Yu. He looked up in surprise and said, "Brother Yu, what's wrong with you? Why is your face so red? Hot? Oh my God, Brother Yu, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me. I'm really sick."
Song Yu took the cat in her hand and slapped it directly on his face: "Shut up!"
"Pah, pah, pah."
Ma Xiaoding had his mouth stuffed with cat hair, and then the cat sat directly on the ground, confused and even more bewildered.
Everyone was frightened by Song Yu's angry voice and shut up silently.
After all, the battle for school supremacy in Shushan Building was broadcast live on the entire forum. Dragging Gao Feng and standing on the edge of the top floor, he said, "Brother Yu is a ruthless man. You can't afford to offend him. You can't afford to offend him."
Song Yu put on her headphones and turned up the music to the maximum volume. She didn't want to look at Xie Sui, nor did she want to pay attention to the people around her.
The mouse is clicking around on the computer, opening and closing a software, opening and closing another, without any purpose.
My mind was in a mess, full of what happened in the darkness. The strong hands around his waist, the tongue licking his mouth, the ambiguous breath, the low laugh in his ear.
Song Yu subconsciously took out a mint candy, trying to calm down, but before he could tear open the candy wrapper, he remembered Xie Sui's words "it's strangely sweet".
He cursed and put the candy aside.
This is the first time I’ve been kissed by someone in my life. Song Yu felt that he would need to take a long time to recover. In fact, shame and anger were secondary. What made him depressed was the confusion in his heart.
There was even a moment when he made random assumptions, wondering what if the person he kissed in the dark was not Xie Sui, but someone else by mistake? How would he react - oh, assuming that's not true, that person wouldn't stick out his tongue.
Hold.
Although he was upset inside, his face had regained its composure. His fair face was cold and delicate, and his light-colored pupils hid a beam of fire.
Facing the screen, his expression was so grim, as if he was about to eat the computer live on air in the next second.
A group of people nearby were trembling, "..."
I don't dare to type hard on the keyboard.
Brother Yu is such an amazing person. The monthly exam is a crematorium for trolls. They are the ones who get into trouble if they are shy.
Xie Sui chuckled beside him. If he really wanted to understand a person's mind, it would be very simple.
What's more, Song Yu was the person he liked, and they lived together day and night, so he could be said to know her very well.
There is no choice but to bomb him at this time.
Xie Sui leaned back in his chair, retracted his gaze, and started playing with his phone.
Song Yu had originally kept his eyes straight ahead, forcing himself to treat Xie Sui as air.
He is very angry! How can I not be angry? Day, his first kiss.
He was tense and realized that Xie Sui's gaze, which gave him a sense of oppression, had disappeared.
I breathed a sigh of relief and relaxed completely.
Beep beep.
The QQ message on the computer rang.
Song Yu clicked it, and a familiar conversation window popped up.
【Xie Sui: Are you angry?】 】
Song Yu: "..." He held back, holding his breath and restraining himself from turning his head to look at Xie Sui.
The mouse is placed on the "x" and then stopped.
That's not right. Doesn't his shyness make it seem like he cares too much about this? Like a young boy who has never seen the world, he regards the first kiss as more important than anything else.
Be steady. Brother Yu, who has “seen the world”, responded calmly.
[Your husband, Brother Yu: No, there’s nothing to be angry about.]
Xie Sui curled his lips, but did not expose Song Yu's pretense.
【Xie Sui: Are you curious? 】
[Your husband, Brother Yu:? What are you curious about?
【Xie Sui: Why should I kiss you? 】
[Your husband, Brother Yu: Oh, this is an accident. It’s the cat’s fault. I will take responsibility for it and give it a good beating. 】
【Xie Sui: Do you really believe it was an accident? 】
Song Yu froze, the cold expression he had been trying to maintain shattered, his eyes blank under his long eyelashes.
It was an accident... The kiss by accident was okay, but the actions that followed were not accidents no matter how you think about it.
He is not straight, and such ambiguity should not appear between him and Xie Sui.
He felt that his hands were a little weak when typing and he felt nervous.
[Your husband, Brother Yu: If it’s not an accident, then what is it?]
The two people sat next to each other, but neither of them looked at each other. Communicate in another way.
Xie Sui smiled, a hint of tenderness flashing across his eyes.
【Xie Sui: Instinct.】 】
Song Yu blinked in confusion.
A question mark was typed.
[Your husband, Brother Yu:? 】
【Xie Sui: I want to kiss you】
【Xie Sui: Or rather, I like you】
【Xie Sui: This is instinct.】 】
Boom. Song Yu took off his headphones at once, turned his head suddenly, his eyes widened, and he was so scared that he had forgotten all his emotions.
Xie Sui also slowly put away his phone, raised his head to look at him, smiled and blinked. He was calm and composed, as if he had just told a very small secret.
In the cramped and noisy environment of the internet cafe, Song Yu's mind went blank.
This time I can no longer attribute my “liking” to the kind of liking for a certain weather or a certain smell.
It is filled with desire and physical intimacy, which is the love between lovers.
What was this - was this the first time in his life that someone had confessed to him so seriously? Or it came from Xie Sui—the person he considered his best friend in the world.
Song Yu stared at Xie Sui blankly and opened his lips, wanting to say something.
Xie Sui had already stood up, stretched out his hand and pressed it on the boy's soft lips, a gesture to stop him from speaking. Even though the dark eyes were gentle and smiling, their aura was not diminished in the slightest.
He said in a hoarse voice: "This is just my instinct. You don't need to give an answer."
“——!” What a bullshit logic!
Song Yu wanted to bite his hand.
Backed off a bit. The information he got was so explosive that it overturned his cognition. His brain was in a mess and his eyes were extremely confused and out of focus.
Xie Sui dared to say it so early, so he was not afraid of scaring Song Yu away.
He curled his lips and smiled, a hint of deep meaning flashed across his eyes.
——You know about the future, right?
Because you feel sorry for me, you come to me?
Then...be a little more sympathetic, Yu Yu.
Song Yu was flustered and spoke with difficulty: "No, how can you like me?"
Xie Sui simply said, "Isn't it normal to like someone who treats you well?"
Song Yu: "???!!!"
Fuck!
It was as if I was enlightened in an instant.
Song Yu was speechless and his whole body was stiff.
——Isn’t it normal to like someone who is nice to you?
Yes. How could he have forgotten? Memories of the original work suddenly flooded back.
Isn't it because Qin Mo is good to Xie Sui that he can enter his heart? Give him salvation in the darkness? Become the only light in his chaotic life?
But in the original novel, Xie Sui only treated Qin Mo as a best friend, so how could he love him?
Friendship turns into love.
——Could it be that he was too nice to Xie Sui?
……Hold. The more I think about it, the more likely it becomes.
Song Yu was upset, but she intuitively knew that he definitely didn't like her. After looking at Xie Sui's clear and gentle eyes for a long time, he scratched his head and spoke hesitantly.
"No, think carefully about whether you are mistaken. You don't like someone just because he treats you well. This... this is too hasty. Do you want to go back and think it over? It may be gratitude. Friendship is definitely greater than love."
Xie Sui was stunned for a moment, and a little confusion appeared in his eyes, as if Song Yu had touched on a certain point.
He smiled, "Is that so?"
That's right.
You just had a hard childhood, so you are completely devoted to others just because of the little kindness and care they show you.
Song Yu didn't know how to describe his change of mood, anyway, it was very complicated. I feel like I have led my child astray, and now I am trying hard to correct his thinking.
Because I got to know Xie Sui in the book, I knew that his life before high school was like an abyss. So when I came to him, I had a sense of mission.
It is understandable that Xie Sui would fall in love with someone who treats him well, as he was so nervous and helpless when faced with kindness on first meeting. I was ignorant and just treated him well, so I fell in love with him.
Xie Sui was still very sensible. He planted the seeds in Song Yu's heart and then harvested them. When he pushed her too far, she really left.
He observed Song Yu's expression, and after a pause, he hesitantly smiled and said, "Then I'll think about it."
Song Yu breathed a sigh of relief.
Xie Sui smiled again and said, "If you distance yourself from me because I like you, then I still don't like you anymore."
Song Yu felt relieved.
Oh, it’s so scary. I told you, Xie Sui really can’t tell the difference.
Just this one night, this one kiss, this one word of "I love you", I'm afraid it is destined to make him sleepless for a long time, and even make him feel confused and regretful.
Song Yu added, "Don't say things that could lead to misunderstandings next time." His heartbeat went up and down all night.
Xie Sui said meaningfully: "Okay."
Turning back to the screen, Song Yu was finally able to concentrate on playing a few games.
After he finished the call, he found that Meng Guang's messages were coming to him on his phone.
[You left so suddenly?] ! ! ! 】
What should I say if grandma asks me? 】
[Cousin, you are so unkind! Moreover, you left before the main character even appeared. You will definitely be scolded when you go back. 】
Song Yu thought about how miserable she was when her grandmother scolded her.
Pulled the corner of his lip.
When he went out today, his grandmother thought that he and Qin Mo could be friends because of their similar family backgrounds and ages.
Friends are shit, they are enemies. It’s good enough that I didn’t take a knife to fight at the school gate when school started.
Although it was very unkind, Song Yu still wanted to wait until her grandmother's anger subsided before going back.
After all, it was really rude of me to give Qin Mo face like this.
[It’s okay, just say that I suddenly remembered that I had a test paper that I hadn’t finished yet, so I had to go back to school temporarily. I won’t go home tonight. 】
Learning is the greatest thing.
Meng Guang sent a long string of ellipsis.
【……】
【? ? ? ? ? 】
What’s your excuse? You're just going to leave me alone to face the old man? ! ! 】
Song Yu flattered him guiltily.
[Thank you for your hard work, cousin. Handsome people always have big responsibilities.]
I turned off my phone and glanced at the time in the lower right corner of my computer. It was almost half past eleven. Ma Xiaoding was subjected to a series of life-threatening torture by his father, and he was almost ready to go to the Internet cafe with a knife to look for someone. He lied guiltily and denied it vehemently, saying that he was on his way home, hurriedly turned off the computer, said goodbye to Song Yu, and slipped away. Others also left one after another.
"See you on Monday, Brother Yu!"
Song Yu and Xie Sui were the last to go out together.
Xie Sui stood under the street light and asked, "Are you waiting for someone to pick you up?"
After talking about that incident, he acted nonchalantly, as if nothing had ever happened.
Song Yu secretly despised himself, thinking that he really had never seen the world. He shook his head and said, "No, I'll go back to school and sleep for a night."
Xie Sui nodded.
The two people parted at the crossroads.
Song Yu felt a bit cooler, and the heat dissipated a little.
He took out his cell phone and chose to call Song Wanying. His sister had no idea how many boyfriends she had, and he only dared to ask her about the emotional affairs of the family.
The call was connected quickly.
Song Wanying said in a brisk voice, "Rare guest, rare guest, is there anything good that you called me for? - Your teacher finally realized that he corrected your monthly exam paper incorrectly, and there was an extra zero on your score?"
Song Yu rolled his eyes. He was in no mood to argue with him. He said to the phone, "I want to ask you something."
Song Wanying laughed: "Tsk, you're so young and you're worried? I have to go to bed before twelve o'clock. If you have something to say, you'd better finish it quickly."
Song Yu said solemnly: "Listen to me."
"kindness."
"I have a friend who..."
But before he could finish, Song Wanying couldn't help but burst out laughing.
Song Yu laughed so hard that he became very angry. "Can you please be a little more respectful? I'm telling you about my friend!"
"Okay, okay. I'm very curious about what happened to your friend."
Song Yu said calmly, "He recently encountered a relationship problem and asked me, but I don't really understand it, so I wanted to ask you."
"He felt sorry for a classmate who was always bullied. That classmate was really miserable. He had been alone since he was a child. No one was kind to him. He lived a lonely life. My friend couldn't bear it, so he approached him and treated him very well. Then something happened. That classmate confessed to my friend today and said he liked my friend. But from what he said and how he behaved, it didn't seem like he liked him. My friend felt that he took the favor too seriously and misunderstood the boundary between friendship and love. He was very confused for a while."
Song Wanying listened with a smile on her face: "So what do you want to ask? Ask her whether she likes you or not?"
Song Yu corrected coldly: "My friend."
Song Wanying: "Oh, your friend. Ask her whether she likes your friend or not?"
Song Yu: "No, I want to ask how my friend can help him correct this misconception."
Song Wanying didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "What a crap thing! You're correcting a wrong perception. If your friend doesn't like her, stop hanging around with her and just reject her directly. If we can't be friends, then we can just break up, so she won't get deeper and deeper into trouble."
Song Yu: "...You can't say that, at least have some feelings."
Song Wanying: "Oh, here comes the classic scumbag's speech."
Song Yu pulled the corner of his mouth. He didn't want to be called a scumbag, okay?
And I always feel that Xie Sui's attitude doesn't seem like he would get more dangerous. Just now, he acted naturally as if nothing had happened! It seems like the person who confessed his love in the Internet cafe is a ghost! It was a dream he had!
The more I think about it, the more entangled I become and the deeper I fall into it, isn't it him? :)
Song Wanying: "First of all, I don't have any concept of family background, and I don't reject premature love, but you should be careful when choosing a girlfriend. After all, the threshold of the Song family is still a bit high. I'm afraid that she will feel uncomfortable and you will regret it."
Song Yu: "...What does this have to do with me finding a girlfriend?"
I already said he's my friend!
Song Wanying was too lazy to expose him: "Not a girlfriend? Then a boyfriend? Tsk, that's another difficult thing, you think about how to come out."
Song Yu: "I feel like I can't continue chatting with you today."
Song Wanying laughed non-stop.
Finally, after laughing enough, a gentle and smiling voice came through the phone.
"Her confession upset you to the point of calling me. This shows that you're not very calm either."
"Does friendship and love really matter whether they are out of gratitude? If you like someone, then you like them. If you love each other, then you should be together."
Song Yu: "Actually, my friend's situation is very complicated."
Song Wanying: "I think your friend is a troublemaker."
Song Yu: “…”
It is not easy for both of them to maintain this sister-brother relationship until now.
Song Wanying: "First of all, it's a very strange premise that a person is very kind to her. How good would it be to make someone fall in love with you? What kind of compassion would give birth to such a goodness? To be kind to her in every detail? To be with her day and night? Baby, you are so gentle, how could I not know?"
Song Yu: ...More than that, I was so good to him that I transferred to this school and came to this city for him.
Song Wanying: "Instead of thinking about that classmate's love for her, you should be more grateful. It's better to think about your friends' kindness to her. Are you sympathetic? In fact, it only accounts for a minority."
Sympathy is actually only a minority. He was stunned for a moment, feeling that something he had been reluctant to think about was passing through his mind. As soon as he entered the book, he went straight to Jingcheng. Was he really so obsessed because he had read about Xie Sui's life in the book?
But he didn't know Xie Sui before!
Feeling upset.
Song Yu said seriously to the phone: "Forget it, my friend thinks it's too troublesome, so I don't want to think about it anymore. Goodbye!"
Song Wanying complained: "Not only is your friend a troublemaker, he is also impatient. His classmates are probably after his money."
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