Song Yu was confused by the question.
"Are you afraid that I'll fall in love with him?" Would a normal person ask this? Shouldn’t a normal person be afraid of being cheated by him or bullied by him?
But Xie Sui accidentally asked what he was most worried about. Isn't he worthy of being the protagonist?
As for jealousy, forget it, if Xie Sui really falls in love with Qin Mo. The consequence is definitely not that he is jealous, but that Qin Mo gets stabbed.
Song Yu's mind turned slowly for a moment, and he said in a surprised tone: "Your question is quite interesting."
Xie Sui smiled: "Really?"
Song Yu began his verbal education: "What are you thinking about all day? Didn't you pay any attention to the last psychology lecture? Forget it, class is about to start, stop talking nonsense." He deliberately avoided the topic, took the test paper, and stepped down the stairs.
Xie Sui followed slowly, raising the corners of his lips.
The question that had been lingering in my mind for a long time finally had an answer. As I suddenly realized it, it was like a flower blooming in my heart, full of hot sweetness.
The last class on Wednesday afternoon was music class, and it was a rare occasion that the class was not taken up by other teachers. When the teacher came in, the whole class cheered and applauded. The sports meet is tomorrow, and everyone is very excited. The whole classroom is filled with anticipation and joy. The music teacher just played a few songs and asked them to study on their own.
The sports committee member went up to the podium with a roster and counted the athletes, and also announced the time of each competition.
Song Yu was scheduled for the afternoon of the first day.
"Are you nervous?" Xie Sui suddenly asked.
Song Yu raised an eyebrow: "Why should I be nervous? I'm going there to bring honor to my class."
Xie Sui smiled: "Then I'll wait and see."
Song Yu said, "Wait for me at the finish line. I want some iced tea."
Xie Sui's eyes curved: "Okay."
The bell rings and school is over.
After leaving the teaching building and on the way back, two boys from next door were walking in front of them, discussing the sports meeting.
"My luck is really bad. I drew lots for a long-distance race. Damn it, I'm going to be at the bottom of the special class."
"It doesn't matter. I heard that Song Yu also participated. You won't lose out by embarrassing yourself with the school bully."
"That's right. Being good at fighting doesn't necessarily mean you're good at sports. I don't think Song Yu looks good at sports either - I hope that when the time comes, all the shots will be for him, not for me."
"Hahahaha, you're a wimp."
The person involved was right behind him. Song Yu pricked up his ears to listen, then rolled his eyes and threw the mineral water bottle into the trash can. He turned around and commented on this group of people to Xie Sui in a calm tone: "When we were in Shushan Building, they said I didn't look like someone who was good at fighting. Before the monthly exam, they said I didn't look like someone who had good grades. When will they realize their own problems and get their eyes treated? I'm really tired of being slapped in the face. I thought I was always looking for trouble."
Xie Sui smiled gently.
Song Yu also found it interesting when he thought about it, and tilted his head to say to him: "Blame me for being an all-rounder?"
Xie Sui blinked, and said with a smile, "It's your fault for being too good."
Song Yu was stunned. After realizing that this was a compliment from Xie Sui, the corners of his lips raised, and he couldn't suppress it no matter how hard he tried.
He coughed and nodded: "This classmate, you really have good taste."
The lawn under the teaching building was full of white flowers, which rustled in the autumn wind and fell on the boy's shoulders and passed across his eyebrows. When he smiles, his expression is particularly vivid. Then in an instant the dusk became gentle, and even the dead leaves scattered on the ground came to life.
Xie Sui wondered why he missed such a star in his previous life.
One China Forum.
[I discovered something interesting: Brother Yu is actually afraid of dogs? 】
Main building: A senior student on the sports stand took this photo. The photo may not be very good, please forgive her. After all, the woman was so excited that her hands were shaking at that time.
1l: [Picture]
2l: [Picture]
3l:! What the fuck! Is it so cute when my husband is afraid of dogs?
4l: What kind of cute and adorable girl is hiding behind the school hunk and holding his sleeves tightly? [manual funny]
5l: At the scene, when the dog ran over, the man seemed to be really scared for a second.
6l: Hey, are the students from Class 1 here? I heard that Song Yu participated in long-distance running. Let me teach you a method. Use a loudspeaker to record some dog barking sounds. When others shout "Come on!", you just bark like a dog. It's no problem for you to be the first in the long-distance race.
7l: Hahahahahahahahahaha I know the person above me is a talented person
…
12l: Is it worth it? Why not just thank God at the end? How does that sentence go? It can inspire all my potential to run as hard as I can, even if there is a dog chasing me from behind or you are waiting in front of me.
13l:? ? Smash it and it's a little sweet
14l: Give the sister upstairs a cup of cappuccino [applause] [applause]
Xie Sui didn't sleep the whole night.
He was carefully sorting out his memories of his previous life, trying to find any clues about Song Yu's appearance.
With this expectation, those dark past events are not so overwhelming when recalled. It's like walking in a dark forest full of mud, looking for scattered lights.
Completely different mood.
The node of the previous life is returning to the Xie family.
But before that, he experienced a lot of unpleasant memories.
In fact, for Xie Sui, birthday is not a happy day. Mixed with the rainy night, it becomes a damp, dull and irritable night.
The birthday cake candles have not been blown out yet.
The beautiful and fragile woman could no longer suppress her emotions. She squatted down, hugged him and cried bitterly.
"A Sui, Mommy is sorry for you, sorry, but I really can't stand it anymore, I'm sorry."
Her body was shaking and her breath was hot.
A cheerful birthday song was playing next to them.
There was a moment of confusion on his cold face. He opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but his premature maturity prevented him from saying anything.
That was the most gentle night his mother was to him since she came to Jingcheng. She told him about her childhood bit by bit. Gentle humming song to lull him to sleep.
He ate the sweet cake and was tense all the time, so he fell into a deep sleep immediately.
But in the end, it was the inner uneasiness that struggled and grew, and I woke up in a daze in the middle of the night.
It was raining heavily outside, the lights in the room were off, and his mother was standing on the balcony.
It seemed that she had noticed his movements.
His mother turned her head back, looking panic-stricken. No matter how beautiful something is, before death, it will become gray and ugly.
He felt like he was falling into an ice cellar.
I opened my mouth to scream.
There was just a moment of great pain and I lost my voice.
He stumbled forward in the dark.
But his mother had already closed her eyes, turned around and jumped without hesitation.
He stood barefoot in the living room, staring blankly.
There was no scream, no shouting, no crying, it was like being in a dream, confused and unreal.
Even the screaming and noise, the sirens of police cars, and people pointing and talking in the background were very far away from my ears. Until Grandma Chen held him in her arms and comforted him with sighs in Jingcheng dialect. He seemed to be suddenly awakened, his heart was startled, he looked up anxiously, and opened his mouth to ask "what happened just now", but the words were locked in his throat when he saw the old man's pitying gaze.
I remember when he first came to Jingcheng, his mother locked herself in the room and refused to eat or drink. He huddled alone in a dilapidated residential building. Grandma Chen found out and felt sorry for him, so she would bring them some food every day. Grandma Chen said, "Please persuade your mother. In this world, everything is trivial except life and death. Is there anything that cannot be overcome?"
Later, when he was seven years old, he witnessed his mother jumping off a building and discovered that life and death were actually trivial matters.
What kind of person his mother is.
After a long time, he looked at it calmly.
Beautiful and proud, innocent and romantic. She is a precious flower that the Xu family has cultivated with great care for many years. She is delicate and fragile, but she has never been able to recognize her own position. He was unwilling to accept the arrangement of his family, so he pursued his own love recklessly. It was both fearless and stupid.
She fell in love at first sight with a man she knew nothing about, started dating, fell in love with, decided to spend the rest of her life with him, and even gave birth to him without telling the Xu family.
In the end, the bloody truth was revealed, and she discovered that her pure and innocent love was a joke from beginning to end. After my faith collapsed, I no longer had the desire to live.
She lived in her own fantasy all her life and died in her own fantasy.
Seven, and seventeen.
The same rain, the same wet, cold, and noisy. Perhaps the rumors dulled his edge, or perhaps his mother's death was too much of a blow to him.
Ever since he arrived in Jingcheng, he had been silent and withdrawn, surrounded by malice, and had been living in nightmares for a long time, losing many of his instincts.
Otherwise, how could she be deceived by Qin Mo's gentleness.
He considered him his only friend.
I graduated from high school, was drugged, and trapped in the most disgusting person's apartment.
He took the wine bottle and smashed it directly on Wang Ci's head, blood splashing into his eyes. Amid Wang Ci's screams, he felt everything was boring and ridiculous.
The timeline began to lengthen.
He was also fooled once in college. When he was working in a hotel, he thought he had a gentle boss, but he found out that the boss wanted to support him because of a face similar to the person he liked. Later he found out that the person he liked was his dead mother.
How disgusting and boring.
He refused, and all kinds of retaliation followed, affecting his work, his studies, and his life. It seemed that they would not stop until they forced him to drop out of school and leave him with no other options.
It was at this time that the Xie family came to him.
When he returned to the Xie family, he was faced with a group of brothers and sisters with ulterior motives, Qin Qiuyun who was weird and regarded him as a scourge, and his picky and disgusting grandparents.
The rumors about him in city a at first, the three words "illegitimate child" were like a brand, shame engraved on his body.
Of course, these three words would never appear in his ears again.
One afternoon, Xie Sinian explained to him what happened in the past. The man's voice was calm and distant, but the sadness and regret could not be concealed between the lines.
"I never thought of lying to your mother. Qin Qiuyun and I were just having a marriage to please our family. I wanted to tell her the truth and marry her back to the Xie family after I had dealt with everything. I didn't expect...she didn't live to see that day. Asui, I'll make up for what I owe you. Don't hate your mother."
He lowered his head and thought with a smile, how touching!
He met Qin Mo again later.
At a banquet.
Qin Mo was like a madman, with red eyes, he explained to him persistently and apologized to him.
Xie Sui smiled. There is really no need to apologize. Karma will always come.
The Qin family suffered a severe setback at his hands, and its foundation was almost damaged. The old man of the Qin family looked at him with complicated eyes and sighed.
Qin Mo sent a string of messages, asking him if he was taking revenge on him.
Xie Sui felt that he was a fool for falling into his hands when he was a child.
Even the man who loved his mother was not even qualified to see him afterwards.
Another turning point. His grandfather, who became more and more confused as he got older, and together with his sister, played a trick on him.
He had no feelings for the Xie family in the first place, and he also wanted to completely get rid of this group of people within the Xie family, so he put on a show and left the Xie family.
Unexpectedly, during that period, he met those three people again.
In the eyes of outsiders, he was driven out of the Xie family and fell into the hands of his enemies.
A child of destiny, once he falls from the altar, the more high and mighty he was in the past, the more he is trampled upon now.
The rumors in city A are extremely ambiguous.
He's heard all kinds of disgusting remarks.
It seems that this kind of malice has always been with me since I was born, like a shadow.
The memories that follow accelerate rapidly.
Xie Sinian died and left the entire Xie family to him before his death. Trapped on a deserted island, he shot and jumped into the sea to escape, destroyed three families, and killed his enemies... He also died on a rainy day, on the road, in a car accident.
...Song Yu.
Never showed up.
He felt that there was something wrong with his memory last time, and now he is even more certain.
A dog brought back memories of childhood sweethearts, and they met when he was at his cleanest, before the nightmare began. Romantic and innocent.
He was sure that in his previous life, Song Yu must have been an important person to him.
In my memory, they met again abroad.
But he couldn't remember anything.
...How could he not remember?
——How could I not remember it?
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