"You don't deserve it."
He also remembered that his eyes were red, and in the narrow and dark room, he grabbed the collar of the man opposite him and punched him with all his strength.
The madman opposite took a step back, covered his face and laughed loudly, his face was blue and purple, his mouth was full of blood, but his voice was as cold as a venomous snake: "The Song family will not let me go, they will come looking for me soon. But I don't care anymore, I have nothing now anyway. Hahahahahahaha, let's die together, Song Yu, no one will have an easy life. If I don't have an easy life, you won't have an easy life, and Xie Sui won't have an easy life either."
"madman."
My head hurts, and my vision slowly becomes blurry.
He took a step back and stepped on the syringe used to inject alcohol.
It was stormy outside.
He stumbled out of the warehouse, not knowing where he was.
There is a highway next to it, with cars speeding past one after another, sirens blaring in this rainy night.
A phone call came.
He gritted his teeth and pressed the answer button with trembling fingers.
"Song Yu, where are you now?"
On the other end of the phone was a man asking anxiously, completely losing his usual calm and composure, his clear and cold voice trembling.
His heart suddenly tightened and he half squatted down in pain, unable to utter a word.
The words broke in his throat and only his gasps and inhalations mixed in with the rain. His mind was cloudy and he wanted to say something, but in the end he couldn't even hold the phone and everything in front of him fell into complete darkness.
It was not a very long dream, and he was awakened by crying.
"Yu Yu, Yu Yu." It was his mother's sob.
There was also a sister who was crying and cursing: "Why did my brother pick on you! Why did he pick on you! It turns out that there is no good person in the Xie family! If anything happens to my brother, I will not let you go!" There were all kinds of noisy voices, doctors', police's, and everyone's talking.
Finally, he heard a familiar voice, as if all his pride had been shattered, and it said very softly, "I'm sorry."
His sister finally burst into tears.
The crying sound reached his ears, making every nerve sore and painful.
But he was in a black box, closing off the world and unable to comfort anyone.
"Host, host."
008 finally realized that something was wrong and suddenly emerged from his consciousness.
Shouting loudly and anxiously.
"Host! Host!"
Song Yu's black hair was wet with sweat, and his body felt as uncomfortable as a dehydrated fish. He raised his head from his arms, his face was pale and transparent, and his light-colored eyes were blank. Next to him was a dark auditorium. It was freezing cold inside in winter, but he felt as if his whole body was on fire. His head was dizzy and his throat was dry.
008 finally breathed a sigh of relief when he saw him wake up.
It wanted to use the same trick again, intending to inject a little blue light into Song Yu's forehead to clear his memory.
But Song Yu stopped her, his voice cold: "It's useless for you to keep erasing my memory. I will remember it sooner or later. If you do this, it will make me more and more interested in my previous life."
008's outstretched hand froze in mid-air, with a complex expression on his face, seemingly sad and collapsed: "But what's the point of you remembering it."
Song Yu was a little delirious due to the fever, but his heart was cold. The two extremes of ice and fire tortured his soul. He said in a hoarse voice: "The plot of "Gentle Control" is all fake, right? Even in the last life, it didn't follow the plot completely."
008: "..." It didn't know what to say anymore, and said depressedly: "Because it was you both times."
008 said: "The plot of "Gentle Control" is the original direction of this world. Xie Sui and Zhao Ziyu are both the soul figures of the world. They should have missed each other, misunderstood each other, and then fell in love again, and reached a happy ending. Who knew that you would show up halfway... Alas."
Song Yu gripped the edge of the table with his fingers and laughed: "You guys are so funny."
008 probably gave up on himself and sat quietly beside him: "It's not for me to decide." 008 tilted his head: "Didn't you finish reading the original book of Wenrou Control? You only saw Xie Sui trapped on the island?"
Song Yu stared at it steadily: "Yes."
008 began to tell him the rest of the story, "Xie Sui was imprisoned on an isolated island, but Zhao Ziyu did not do anything to him. He just chatted with him every day and even secretly helped him solve the Xie family's problems."
"Zhao Ziyu is not a scumbag, right? He and Xie Sui were business rivals in the past. His personality is just arrogant and his words are a bit harsh, but he is gentle and affectionate in his bones. Even after he and Qin and Sun trapped Xie Sui here because they couldn't get what they wanted, he directly used means to put Qin and Sun in jail. In fact, he has never hurt Xie Sui."
"The breakthrough point of their relationship was during a rainstorm. The Xie family was cornered and came to the island, wanting to kill Xie Sui, but Zhao Ziyu blocked a bullet for him. Zhao Ziyu was lying in the hospital ward, on the verge of life and death. Xie Sui returned to City A and received the news of your death. You were an old friend from his childhood. He came to your tombstone and recalled the words you said to him when you were alive. He pondered for a long time and finally decided to let go of the past and cherish the present. He returned to Zhao Ziyu's bedside. That's how they began to fall in love."
Song Yu laughed non-stop, mockingly and jokingly: "You are dreaming."
008 took a deep breath and said inexplicably: "Yes, we are dreaming. Do you know what the final ending of the previous life was?"
It said to itself: "Since you returned to City A for Song Wanying's wedding, the plot has been going crazy. The Lord God used his power to forcibly put the plot back, put you in the hospital, and let Xie Sui go to the island, but it still collapsed completely..."
008's tone was as if he was shaking with anger and as if he was too frightened to speak: "In the end - Xie Sui shot Zhao Ziyu!"
Hear this.
Song Yu wanted to laugh, but he felt so uncomfortable, his chest was sore and painful.
008 took another deep breath and said, "I don't want to talk about the rest."
The Lord God wiped out all people's memories, and the world entered a new cycle.
Originally, the Lord God wanted to directly wipe out the character of Song Yu, but the rules did not allow it, and Xie Sui's consciousness did not allow it either.
It cannot be erased, only his life trajectory can be changed. The years of childhood sweethearts were the key to Xie Sui's later relief, and they cannot be omitted. The only thing that can be changed is Song Wanying's wedding. Originally, the wedding was scheduled to be held abroad in this life, so Song Yu wouldn't have to return home.
But you don’t even have to go that far.
When Song Yu was six years old, a crazy rainstorm on the same island reminded him of the cause and effect of his previous life.
The Lord God was afraid of causing greater changes, so he sent Song Yu's soul to another world, allowing it to enter Song Yu's body and complete the rest of the story on his behalf.
In order to avoid arousing suspicion from others, it even keeps silent and isolates itself.
But who knows, Song Yu is back again.
Song Yu couldn't laugh at all afterwards. He had a fever and lay on the table, muttering, "So what was the relationship between Xie Sui and I in the last life?"
He recalled the fragments of his dream, the childhood sweetheart, the fleeting glimpse at the banquet, the reunion in the foreign ward, and the phone call on the rainy night that he dreamed of today.
There seems to be a long section missing in the middle.
Was it that night that I forgot?
008 didn't dare to talk about their relationship in the previous life, he just said vaguely: "To him, you should be a friend who never forgets you."
"Friends?" Song Yu was a little confused and repeated the word.
008 said stubbornly, "Yes, childhood friendship is always precious. Xie Sui cares about you a lot."
Song Yu: "Oh."
008 said bewitchingly: "In fact, the world inside and outside the book is the real world. Who knows that the world we are in is not a book in another world? The same love and hate may also happen, and there may be the same child of destiny that you don't know about. Song Yu, think clearly, this world is just a memory of your previous life, and you just came here because of an error."
"Your previous life is all in the past, there's no need to dwell on it. Your roots in this life are not here. Do you still remember Song Lan? That's your real home in this life."
Song Yu pursed her lips.
008 hardened his heart and brainwashed him, saying, "You will leave sooner or later."
Song Yu: "Really?"
008: "We will send you away soon. It doesn't matter how the plot goes now. As long as Xie Sui and Zhao Ziyu love each other, it's fine. Since you have to leave sooner or later, you should be careful. Besides, Xie Sui is destined to fall in love with Zhao Ziyu. They are born with the power to attract each other, just like Qin Mo can't help but like Xie Sui. When Zhao Ziyu appears, Xie Sui will also fall in love with him. They are both born with the same talent, outstanding and smart. They are mortal enemies, but also people who love each other deeply and spend their lives together in the end."
Song Yu's internal organs were in great pain. He chuckled in a low voice, "Do you love each other so much that you want to shoot each other first?"
008: "..." He was always so angry with Song Yu that he became autistic.
008 was furious: "It was an accident in the previous life. Xie Sui is the kind of person who would only fall in love after spending a long time together. There was not enough time for them to get to know each other. But it is undeniable that they are destined to be soul mates."
The word "soulmate" was extremely harsh to Song Yu's ears.
He was so feverish that he was confused, but he still sneered lazily: "Come on, if their love is so unstoppable, why do you keep emphasizing that I should not be with Xie Sui?"
008: "..."
008 said stiffly, "Because I'm afraid you'll be too sad when you leave. It's only for your own good."
How could Song Yu possibly believe him? He weakly curled the corners of his lips, lay on the table with a pale face, and murmured, "I'm sorry." In his dream, Xie Sui's "I'm sorry" was like a thorny vine, wrapping around his heart, making him feel painful and sad.
He half-opened his light brown eyes and was sweating from the pain all over his body.
Confused but calm, she said word by word: "I think I have fallen in love with him."
008: “???!!!”
Ahhhhh! 008 is so angry!
Its eyes widened, and it almost lost its soul.
The dark blue light of the virtual body suddenly became brighter, illuminating the entire auditorium for a moment, so dazzling that Song Yu closed his eyes tiredly.
I could hear 008 saying in shock, frustration, and anger: "You fell in love with him?!"
“Do you know what you are doing?!——” It was so anxious that it turned around and around: “Ahhh, I want to go find the Lord God!”
Song Yu closed his eyes, and they felt so heavy that he couldn't open them again. All the strength in his body was like peeling silk from a cocoon.
Xie Sui went home and helped Grandma Chen deal with a bunch of people who left.
Facing the lawyer and a bunch of bodyguards, the young man's cold eyes showed no sign of panic, and he said calmly: "No need to go to so much trouble, just ask Xie Sinian to come see me directly."
The lawyer was stunned for a moment, bowed, held a document, and said something else before leaving.
Grandma Chen sat quietly on the sofa, the dim light shone on every strand of silver hair, leaving a gentle lingering sound. She looked at Xie Sui for a long time, sighed inaudibly, and whispered softly: "A Sui, no matter what decision you make, grandma will support you."
Xie Sui smiled gently: "Grandma, you should go to bed first. I have to go back to school later."
Grandma Chen rubbed her eyes and nodded. Her feet were a little lame.
Xie Sui walked over and tried to support her, but Grandma Chen gently held his hand. Her old eyes looked at him clearly and compassionately, and she shook her head and said faintly, "When your mother first came here, I also tried to persuade her, but she wouldn't listen and kept going down a dead end. You, please don't repeat her mistakes."
Xie Sui was stunned for a moment, his eyes smiling under his long eyelashes: "I won't."
Grandma Chen sighed with pity again: "When a person dies, dust returns to dust. She left you, so don't miss her. There is no fate, and we are separated in the blink of an eye. This is how things are in the world."
There is no fate that separates us in the blink of an eye, I come and go naked without any worries.
He walked out of the dilapidated old building and onto the street holding an umbrella. The sky was filled with black rain, damp and cold.
He suddenly wanted to see Song Yu.
He took out his cell phone and entered the string of numbers that he knew by heart.
I just called, but for the first time, the call couldn't be connected.
Xie Sui stood in the rain, his expression gradually turning cold.
Song Yu had already called the Meng family on Friday and decided not to go back.
He rushed back to the school apartment. He had always had the key to Song Yu's house, which Song Yu had given him after she felt guilty about sleeping in his bed that time.
But when I opened the door, it was dark and quiet inside.
He has always hated rainy days. I hate it from the bottom of my heart, especially in this kind of rainy weather.
Contact everyone who was with him this afternoon, including the teacher, and piece together the clues bit by bit.
Xie Sui's eyes were cold, and the violent emotions that had been suppressed in his heart since his rebirth were growing wildly.
"Haven't you gone home yet? I called Song Yu last time. Ah, maybe he was locked in the auditorium. Didn't the students check the door first? I'm not in school now, but there is a spare key in the security room."
"Thank you, teacher."
In his previous life, Xie Sui had never even looked at Qin Mo. Even though he knelt on the ground and begged humbly like the dust under his feet, to him, he was just a clown performing a boring comedy.
In this life... Qin Mo has made progress.
He finally caught his attention.
As soon as I entered the auditorium, all signals were cut off.
Opening the heavy door, Xie Sui could see the young man sleeping in the first row.
The air was cold and damp, and darkness seeped into the world.
Xie Sui walked over slowly, and his gloomy and cold mood calmed down a little.
He half-knelt down and put his hand on the boy's cheek. The skin fell into the palm of my hand, and it was so hot that it seemed to burn the blood.
The barely perceptible panic finally dissipated.
Xie Sui half-lowered his eyes, leaned close to his ear, and whispered softly, "Yu Yu, wake up."
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