Time goes back and brings Song Xuanhe back to the rainy night that seemed to have changed everything.
In the garage, the man in front of him also looked at him with such eyes. His face, still full of youthfulness, was tense and he tried his best to pretend to be calm, but the uneasiness and love in his eyes were difficult to conceal.
He has an overly beautiful face and a pair of beautiful eyes that are naturally sentimental but always hide all his emotions. People with such a face will always make it easier for others to accept the bad things they do and their imperfections. Xiao Yuanmu also has this ability, and because his face is more perfect than that of ordinary people, he is more likely to gain other people's understanding.
This is the root of human inferiority, the inability to reject beauty.
For a designer who has always been pursuing beauty, Song Xuanhe, whose personality is not perfect, is even more irresistible.
As early as the moment he spoke, Song Xuanhe forgave him in his heart, but at that time, he couldn't speak for reasons.
But this time, it's really different.
Song Xuanhe closed the door and walked slowly and firmly to Xiao Yuanmu's side. He gently placed his hand on his face, stroking the corner of his eye with his index finger, and whispered, "I'm the same as you."
"You won't make me sad by doing anything except leaving me."
Song Xuanhe stared into Xiao Yuanmu's eyes, trying to find the answer from these beautiful and thrilling eyes: "Are you ready to leave me?"
Xiao Yuanmu and Song Xuanhe looked at each other, his dim eyes sparkling with light. He raised the corners of his mouth slightly, grabbed his hand and said, "I will never leave you on my own initiative."
Song Xuanhe blinked, and a sour feeling rushed to the tip of his nose, then went up the bridge of his nose and flooded his eye sockets.
"Xiao Yuanmu, what happened to you?"
Xiao Yuanmu did not give Song Xuanhe an answer, but the system gave it to him.
[Xiao Yuanmu's internal organs are failing.] 】
Song Xuanhe was startled and asked: [What do you mean? 】
[That is his heart, liver, spleen, lungs, kidneys, stomach...]
"I know what internal organ failure means!" Song Xuanhe said, "I'm asking about the cause."
[After your mission is completed, my system has returned to its most original state. Many things cannot be completed quickly. I am analyzing the cause of his physical failure, but it may take some time...]
"how long?"
[I'm not sure, but a conservative estimate is around fifty hours. 】
"Xuanhe."
"Can it be faster?" Song Xuanhe said with a tense face: "Can you find a treatment plan?"
[If the cause can be found, then the possibility of finding a treatment will be much higher, but I am not sure whether the technology on this planet is capable of treating Xiao Yuanmu. 】
"Find out the reason as soon as possible." Song Xuanhe said softly, "Thank you."
The system paused, then said: [Don't thank me, and never apologize to me. I should do anything for you. 】
Song Xuanhe was stunned. Just as he was about to speak, he heard Xiao Yuanmu ask, "Who are you talking to?"
"Wait until the right time." Song Xuanhe looked at Xiao Yuanmu: "You said that you would tell me your secret when the time is right."
Xiao Yuanmu looked into his eyes, nodded slightly, and then suddenly smiled.
"You are not Song Xuanhe." He said confidently with a smile in his eyes.
Song Xuanhe: "I am Song Xuanhe."
"It's not the Song Xuanhe I know." Xiao Yuanmu shook his head, took his hand and sat down. He didn't ask more questions, but said, "Before, I always thought this was a parallel world."
Song Xuanhe turned to look at Xiao Yuanmu, without much surprise in his eyes.
Xiao Yuanmu didn't notice, but raised his hand and said, "A few days ago, I found that my hand suddenly became difficult to control."
Song Xuanhe's eyes fell on Xiao Yuanmu's hand. His hand was very beautiful, slender and white with distinct knuckles, and his nails were neatly trimmed and clean, without any imperfections. However, if you look closely, you can see that it is trembling slightly.
Xiao Yuanmu pursed his lips slightly: "This is the result of my trying my best to control it."
"A few days ago, I went to Country F for Professor Gao Sen. He has his own laboratory there, and I went there for a physical examination." Xiao Yuanmu said, "When I found something wrong with my body, I was looking forward to the future the most. I ignored the condition of my body, and when I had to pay attention to it, I didn't dare to tell you."
"At that time, I could feel that something made you sad and troubled." Xiao Yuanmu raised his eyes and looked at Song Xuanhe: "I don't want to make you worry before things are confirmed."
Song Xuanhe lowered his eyes, not looking into Xiao Yuanmu's eyes, but the knuckles of his hands on the bed had turned white.
"My symptoms were quite severe at the time, and I had a lot of work to do at the company, so I spent more time at the company. Later, I made an appointment with Dr. Gao Sen and went to Country F."
Song Xuanhe raised his eyes and looked at Xiao Yuanmu, and said word by word: "After you came back, you asked your lawyer, doctor and fund manager to meet with me one by one, and signed the property transfer contract. Is this the result of your examination?"
Xiao Yuanmu grabbed Song Xuanhe's hand on the bed. His trembling fingertips were a little cold, and Song Xuanhe's body trembled due to the cold.
"I thought about letting you leave before." Xiao Yuanmu held Song Xuanhe's hand tightly, a dark color flashed in his eyes: "I can't do it."
He looked at Song Xuanhe, his eyes full of apology and deep affection: "I'm sorry."
Song Xuanhe: "Remember the seafood porridge."
Xiao Yuanmu paused, a smile in his eyes: "Okay."
However, in just a moment, the smile in his eyes disappeared, and countless repressed emotions surged up, but were suppressed by him again.
"Do you believe that people can come back to life after the dead?" Xiao Yuanmu didn't look at Song Xuanhe, but looked at a point in the void and said lightly.
Song Xuanhe: "I believe it."
Xiao Yuanmu's eyelashes drooped slightly: "I have died and resurrected twice."
Song Xuanhe's eyelashes trembled, and she suddenly turned to look at Xiao Yuanmu.
Seeing the shock in Song Xuan's eyes, Xiao Yuanmu pulled the corner of his lip in self-mockery.
"Feeling scared?"
【twice? Song Xuanhe asked in his mind: Xiao Yuanmu was reborn twice? 】
[Xiao Yuanmu was reborn twice? 】
Judging from the tone, the system was more surprised than Song Xuanhe.
For some reason, with an even more surprising existence as a backdrop, Song Xuanhe was not that shocked. He calmed down and saw Xiao Yuanmu's gray eyes.
"You said before that you thought you were in a parallel world. What does that mean?"
"Before my first rebirth, I also met you." Xiao Yuanmu said indifferently: "That was not you, but another Song Xuanhe. He was the culprit for my rebirth. When I was just reborn, I hated him very much, but later there were too many things that consumed my energy, and he became an insignificant part of my memory. Until he died, I never saw him again."
"I thought the second rebirth would be the same." Xiao Yuanmu raised his eyes and looked at Song Xuanhe: "But it's not the same."
"You are not him. I just suspected it at first, but later I was sure of it. But this is a good thing for me because it makes it easier for me to accept the fact that I fell in love with you." Xiao Yuanmu said, "So I regarded this place as another world parallel to my world, but seeing what you just said to yourself, it seems that it is not what I imagined."
"You were reborn the first time because of me, what about the second time?" Song Xuanhe asked, "Why did you die?"
"Car accident." Xiao Yuanmu curled his lips: "In the previous life, Xiao Bocong's legs were also disabled, but only one leg, so he still did not give up the Xiao family's assets, and created a car accident through Zhang Siwei's cousin and Bai Mo."
Song Xuanhe pursed his lips and asked, "Why did you fall for it?"
Xiao Yuanmu lowered his eyes and smiled, he said: "Because you didn't exist in the last life."
Song Xuanhe didn't know what other unspeakable stories were hidden in Xiao Yuanmu's words besides the literal meaning, because the superficial meaning of this sentence alone was enough to make his heart ache unbearably.
"You have me in this life, so you will definitely survive." Song Xuanhe said.
Xiao Yuanmu curled his lips and shook his head: "Before I met you, I always thought that it was because I did too many wrong things in my previous lives that I was tortured by God, but after meeting you, I knew the meaning of my rebirth."
"Yang Jie and Louis will both help you. The fund manager you met before has..."
Song Xuanhe blocked Xiao Yuanmu's next words. He bit his lower lip and instantly squeezed his tongue between his teeth, rushing around in his mouth passionately and angrily, forcing Xiao Yuanmu to take back the initiative in order to control the situation that was about to get out of control.
When the two separated, their breathing was a little disordered.
"Xiao Yuanmu." Song Xuanhe said, "You told me your secret, and I will tell you mine."
Xiao Yuanmu raised his eyes and looked at Song Xuanhe.
Song Xuanhe curled his lips and said, "I am indeed not the original Song Xuanhe, but this is not a parallel world either. I come from another world."
"That world is similar to this world in many ways, including geography, history, and many other things. If we want to count it as a parallel world, this world also has many things that that world doesn't have. And the reason I came to this world is entirely because of you."
Song Xuanhe lowered his eyes and looked at Xiao Yuanmu and said, "In my mind, there is a system from a high-tech dimension. It brought me from my world to your world. You know, I have actually completed my mission. If I want, I can leave this world in three days and return to my original world."
Xiao Yuanmu's grip on Song Xuanhe's hand tightened instantly, and Song Xuanhe shook his hand back and continued, "In my world, everything belongs to me, whether it's family, friends, or teachers. You must have wondered why I suddenly became a fashion designer, or you must have been sure that I'm not the original Song Xuanhe for this reason. Now I can tell you that in my world, I am a fashion designer, and my teacher is a well-known master in the design world. He is very picky about everyone and everything, but he is willing to accept all forms of beauty."
"He could accept it no matter it was incomplete or imperfect." Song Xuanhe smiled: "He taught me so many things. After my parents and friends left me, he was my only living concern in that world."
Seeing Song Xuan's nostalgic look, Xiao Yuanmu's jaw tightened.
He had thought about many questions about Song Xuanhe before, from his drastic changes from his previous life to every little detail that made his heart beat. He carefully observed this Song Xuanhe who was different from the one he knew, and then his curiosity and interest turned into liking for him. With the things they experienced together later, his feelings for Song Xuanhe turned from liking to love.
He listens to people talking, likes to be possessive, and loves to be restrained.
But he exhausted all his self-control and was unable to control his possessiveness of Song Xuanhe. He wanted to see him all the time and possess him every minute and every second. He even selfishly thought that if Song Xuanhe also fell in love with him, could he take advantage of his softness and tie him to his side so that he could never leave his sight again.
Yes, Xiao Yuanmu knew how soft Song Xuanhe's heart was beneath his seemingly careless appearance.
He always tries to ignore everything around him, trying to make himself look indifferent in his own way, but as a truly indifferent person, his disguise can be seen through at a glance.
We can also unravel his memories from his disguise and know how much warmth he has gained after meeting Song Xuanhe in this life.
He was very greedy for this warmth, and it was precisely because of this warmth that made him certain that the Song Xuanhe in this life was not the Song Xuanhe he had met in his previous life and the life before that.
But this warmth was too ethereal, making him feel insecure. He always felt that Song Xuanhe would leave him one day. This premonition came out of nowhere, but he couldn't get rid of it.
Therefore, he tried to find out the reason why Song Xuanhe was different from his previous two lives. Because he was reborn twice, his guess about Song Xuanhe was much bolder than what ordinary people could imagine. However, at most, he could only think of the parallel world.
Unexpectedly, Song Xuanhe's answer was far more unimaginable than he had imagined.
This answer is better than any future he has carefully considered for Song Xuanhe. When he leaves, Song Xuanhe can return to his own world and return to his true track. He will still have a wonderful life, with teachers who care about him, his career and friends, and he can avoid the disputes in this world caused by his departure.
No matter how you look at it, it's the best option.
But Xiao Yuanmu couldn't let go. Dr. Gao Sen told him that he might only have half a month left to live. He planned everything he would do with Song Xuanhe in that half month. He convinced himself to accept the fact that he had to leave. He deceived himself that he would not have any regrets.
Now, the best option broke his plan and compressed fifteen days into three days.
He spent only three days with Song Xuanhe.
Three days later, Song Xuanhe will go to a world he has never been to and does not understand. He will wait until his organs completely fail and then pass away. From then on, Song Xuanhe's world and his world will never overlap again.
"Xiao Yuanmu." Song Xuanhe's voice seemed to pull Xiao Yuanmu back. He said, "I have been hesitating whether to return to my world or stay. I always thought that I had no reason to stay, but just a few days ago, I found my reason to stay and the meaning of my coming to this world."
"You are the meaning of coming to this world and the reason for staying."
"I hope you go back." Xiao Yuanmu raised his eyes and said calmly: "Three days later, you go back to your own world."
"Your body can still be saved." Song Xuanhe said: "My system has the most advanced technology..."
"Do you know what Xiao Lin asked me the day he came?" Xiao Yuanmu interrupted Song Xuanhe and said, "He asked me how I could be sure whether you loved me or not."
Song Xuanhe's eyes trembled and he looked at Xiao Yuanmu.
"I once heard a saying that it's easy to die for someone, but it's hard to live for someone." Xiao Yuanmu looked at Song Xuanhe and said, "I hope you can return to your own world for me."
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