Chapter 184 Only Ruthless at Night
When Gu Nanyue saw Su Xuejing, she realized that Mr. Su had not lied at all.
Su Xuejing really wanted to die.
The last time I saw her, she was still a bright and beautiful lady. This time, she had lost at least 10 to 20 pounds.
Lying on the hospital bed, without any life at all.
The back of my hand is swollen due to daily infusion.
His face was so thin that his bones were protruding, and it was completely pale.
"Why are you doing this?" Gu Nanyue walked to the bed and looked down at Su Xuejing.
When Su Xuejing saw her, her eyes immediately widened.
"It's you...what are you doing here?"
"So you still have the energy to talk." Gu Nanyue chuckled, "Let me see how miserable your life is as a defeated opponent."
"Get out! Get out!" Su Xuejing's face, which had been numb for many days, showed obvious anger. "Who let you in? Get out now!"
"Why, are you embarrassed to be seen like this?" Gu Nanyue's expression remained unchanged and continued to ridicule, "Since you want to die, why are you afraid of seeing me? If you really died, I would know, right?"
"Gu Nanyue, are you hoping for my death?" Su Xuejing had no strength left in her body due to hunger strike for many days.
She lay on the bed, staring at Gu Nanyue, her eyes almost popping out.
"You are wrong. It is you who wants to die, not me who wants you to die." Gu Nanyue looked innocent.
"Someone, kick her out, kick her out quickly!" Su Xuejing didn't want to see Gu Nanyue for a moment and wanted someone to kick her out.
But no matter how she shouted, no one came in.
"A person who truly wants to die should be completely desperate about this world. No one can shake her heart or stir up her joy, anger, sorrow, or happiness. But you still get angry when you see me, which means you don't really want to die. You just want to escape, to escape from me forever, and to escape from this world." Gu Nanyue analyzed slowly.
"Stop talking nonsense here, Gu Nanyue, who do you think you are? I have never lost to you, so why should I avoid you? In my eyes, you are nothing!" Su Xuejing was so angry that veins on her forehead bulged out.
"At a time like this, stop deceiving yourself. You have an excellent academic background, outstanding work ability, and are beautiful, while I got married and had children at a young age. I have no academic background and not much work experience. You thought you could trample me under your feet, but you didn't expect that after a contest with me, you would become the biggest loser. You can't accept this fact, so you want to escape. I have to say that you are really fragile inside, no wonder you lost to me." Gu Nanyue continued calmly.
"Gu Nanyue, what are you so proud of? Do you think you will always be so lucky?" Su Xuejing attributed Gu Nanyue's victory to luck.
Gu Nanyan couldn't help but laugh and said, "Of course I have to be proud. You won't be able to see whether I will be so lucky in the future. You are the one who lost the most thoroughly among all the opponents I have met in my life.
"You..." Su Xuejing was so angry that she couldn't speak.
Gu Nanyue slowly stopped smiling.
"If I were you, I would definitely not seek death. Since I'm already so outstanding, I would work hard to make myself even better, so that everyone can see how well I live. Only by living a better life will past failures gradually become a trivial matter, a trivial matter that people can gradually forget and ignore. On the contrary, if you live a bad life or die, your past failures will be infinitely magnified and laughed at, and everyone will only remember your failures when they think of you."
Su Xuejing listened to Gu Nanyue's words and clenched her hands little by little.
So, even if you die, people will still laugh at you?
"Oh, by the way, I have one more thing to tell you." Gu Nanyan hesitated for a moment and said, "Your father went to ask my Bo Yan to save you. He was so old, but he actually knelt down to a junior on the spot."
"What did you say?" Su Xuejing's face really changed.
"But even so, Bo Yan will never come to see you. If you still have hope for him, you'd better give up on it as soon as possible."
Gu Nanyan couldn't help but sigh after she finished speaking, "It may not be terrible for a person to fail, but it would be really ridiculous if it also implicated his family and became a joke.
"Gu Nanyan, shut up!" Su Xuejing was furious again: "I have already given up on Shen Boyan."
"Whether you have given up or not, only you know. It's up to you to choose whether you want to be laughed at when you die or to be forgotten when you live." After saying that, Gu Nanyue took out her phone and checked the time. "My time is precious, so I won't say more to you. After all, your life or death has nothing to do with me."
Gu Nanyue threw down the words and turned away.
Just as she was about to reach the door, Su Xuejing called her.
"Gu Nanyan, I won't always lose to you, I won't!"
Gu Nanyue just smiled and left without saying anything.
Only when people have ambition can they have a strong desire to survive.
Su Xuejing is actually a very outstanding person. The reason why she is in this situation is just because she gave her feelings to the wrong person.
If she can figure this out, she will be a good talent in the future.
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Two days later, Su Xuejing was discharged from the hospital.
Shen Boyan only heard her talk about meeting Su Xuejing when she was having dinner with Gu Nanyan.
"So, she was suddenly discharged from the hospital because of you?" Shen Boyan held up his knife and fork, staring straight at Gu Nanyan.
"Maybe." The sun was shining outside. Gu Nanyue and Shen Boyan sat in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window and enjoyed the food. Gu Nanyue felt very comfortable.
She is a doctor. As the saying goes, saving a life is better than building a seven-story pagoda.
She should be considered to have saved another life, right?
"What did you talk to her about?" Shen Boyan was a little curious.
"I didn't say anything. I just analyzed to her what would happen after her death. She probably felt that it would be of no benefit to her, so she didn't want to die." After Gu Nanyue finished speaking, she stuffed another piece of steak into her mouth.
"Analysis...what happens after death?" Shen Boyan was obviously unable to imagine it on his own.
"But, are you really so heartless? Even if she really died, you wouldn't go to take a look?" Feeling a little full, Gu Nanyue put down the cutlery and picked up the lemonade to drink.
Shen Boyan probably didn't expect the topic to suddenly turn to himself.
"No." He answered without much thought.
He is a cold-hearted person with no sympathy.
He doesn't care about the life or death of others.
Gu Nanyan paused holding the water cup. Perhaps she was too full, so she asked, "You won't be so heartless to me one day, will you?"
Shen Boyan's face visibly sank.
He looked around to see if there was anyone around, then he lowered his voice and answered, "If you really think I will be ruthless to you, then I will only be ruthless to you at night."
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