I stayed up too late last night, and when I woke up, I had two big dark circles under my eyes, which scared Zhou Zhi.
Shi Mu went to wash up dazedly. Zhou Zhi, who had already packed up, was waiting for them at the door. "When did you come back yesterday? There was no sound at all."
Shi Mu was dizzy from not sleeping well. He lowered his head and splashed two handfuls of cool water on his face. His mind gradually became clear. He wiped the water drops on his face and randomly applied some Dabao on his face.
Xia Hangyi also packed up his things and looked at Shi Mu, wanting to say something but stopping himself.
"Shi Mu, are you going to practice again?"
"Yeah."
Xia Hang looked worried: "Then you have to be careful, don't, don't hurt yourself."
Shi Mu:?
Without waiting for Shi Mu to ask more, the boy lowered his head and hurriedly left the dormitory.
Lao Huang did not show up in the gym today. Teacher Liu told her that Lao Huang had asked for leave for something and would not be back until the next day or the day after tomorrow, so they had to arrange their own training time.
It was obvious that he had come to look for Ning Feng.
After finishing the evening class, Bei Ling and Shi Mu came to the gym to train for half an hour. The people from 415 had nothing to do, so they came to join in the fun.
Facing the music, Shi Mu was training absent-mindedly.
She had not been with Lao Huang for a long time, but she knew that he was a stubborn man, simple-minded and innocent. Lao Huang had not shown up yet, so he might not know about Ning Feng's death. It took him so long to get over the breakup, and he must be crying somewhere now.
Shi Mu felt upset and turned on the music. "I have to go out for something. If the teacher comes to check on us, you guys keep it a secret for me."
After that, she took her schoolbag and rushed out of the gym.
Zhou Zhi was about to catch up, but Fu Yunshen grabbed him and said, "Let her go."
She blinked blankly and watched Shi Mu disappear from her sight from afar.
The school wall was very high and she couldn't climb out from the front. She went to the backyard again, climbed over the weeds, and looked around for a dog hole. That's what they said on TV and in novels.
"Don't look for it. There's no dog hole."
She stumbled because her footing was unstable and she almost slipped.
Fu Yunshen stood behind him with his arms around his chest, raised his eyes slightly and glanced at the wall, then slowly walked to Shi Mu, "Are you going to skip class?"
Shi Mu brushed off the dead tree branch on his shoulder, "I'll be back before 10 p.m."
"Looking for Lao Huang." Fu Yunshen's eyes were clear, and he understood everything.
Shi Mu pursed his lips and said nothing.
"Come up." He half squatted and patted her shoulder.
Shi Mu was stunned: "Ah?"
The boy said unhappily: "What? Come up."
Is he sending her out?
Shi Mu's eyes lit up, and he punched his chest with a half-clenched fist, "You are worthy of being my brother, you are so loyal."
Fu Yunshen sneered, "Who is your brother, are you going to go up or not, if not, I will leave?"
"Yes, yes, yes, I will go."
Shi Mu was afraid of missing this opportunity, so he held the wall with one hand and stepped on his shoulder with one foot. Fu Yunshen protected Shi Mu's legs and slowly stood up. His shoulders could not bear the weight of a person, Fu Yunshen frowned and held his breath, gradually becoming more and more tired. Shi
Mu, who was standing on top, was not feeling well either, the foothold was too small, and he was afraid of hurting him, so he was always very cautious in his movements.
"Can you go up?" Fu Yunshen held her legs tightly, his lower body was unstable, and he was shaking slightly.
Shi Mu tried to bend upwards, and a thin layer of sweat was oozing out of the tip of his nose. He gritted his teeth and said, "You, you don't move first."
Fu Yunshen panted, "You get down first, and start again in another place."
The ground under his feet was not very smooth, and it was somewhat difficult to stand.
Shi Mu was exhausted, and was about to jump down, but suddenly his hand slipped and he fell backwards. Fu Yunshen was quick to protect her, but there was a muffled sound, and Fu Yunshen was dragged to the ground by her.
The boy held the back of her head, like a human cushion to help her absorb all the impact.
Fu Yunshen hummed softly in his throat. Shi Mu was afraid that he might hurt his head, so he used his toes to push himself up in a hurry. But he was probably too anxious, and fell back down with a loud thump. This is fucking
a dog.
Shi Mu's eyes darted around and her heart beat like crazy after kissing Fu Yunshen's nose.
She propped up her arms and stared at the boy under her: "I didn't mean it."
Fu Yunshen's face flushed, his forehead was covered with sweat, and the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, as if he was trying his best to suppress the temper and anger in his heart.
Shi Mu didn't dare to say anything, and reached out and rubbed the boy's handsome nose hard.
"Shi Mu!" Fu Yunshen couldn't help but pushed him away.
Shi Mu looked innocent: "Saliva..."
He had a cold face and took out toilet paper to wipe his face vigorously.
As a straight man, Scorpio with a severe cleanliness obsession, he would never allow any unknown liquid on his face except skin care cream.
"Didn't you bring tissue?"
Fu Yunshen crumpled the paper into a ball and panted slightly: "Can I use it to wipe the shit?"
Shi Mu shook his head: "I think a fairy man like you doesn't poop."
Fu Yunshen didn't say anything for a long time, then turned his head away and smiled. He
laughed out of anger.
He had lived for so long, but he had never seen such a shameless person as Shi Mu.
Shi Mu carefully pulled his sleeve: "Brother Shen, are you still helping me?"
Fu Yunshen didn't say anything, he stood up and touched the back of his head. It seemed that there was a small bump on it, which hurt a lot. She bent down and brushed off the dirt on her body, and caught a glimpse of Shi Mu still sitting on the ground looking at her, his eyes eagerly, like a pug.
Her breath was choked, she felt both amused and helpless, and finally couldn't help it, she rubbed her soft hair with her sweaty palms: "Then get up quickly."
Shi Mu's eyes lit up and he stood up quickly.
The two came to the corner of the wall, Fu Yunshen bent down, his ten fingers gathered into a net, "You step on my hand, and use your other foot to help you get up."
Shi Mu didn't dare to disobey him, she held the wall with both hands and stepped on his hand with one foot. Fu Yun took a deep breath and exerted his strength, and he was still a little away from the highest point, and Fu Yunshen lifted up on Shi Mu's butt.
Her body froze, and before she could come to her senses, she had climbed up the wall.
Fu Yunshen threw his schoolbag out, turned around and left without hesitation, leaving her alone on the wall in a daze.
Looking at the slender back of the boy walking away, Shi Mu touched her butt, a little confused.
No matter what, she still managed to escape from the school successfully.
And Fu Yunshen, who was washing his hands frantically in the bathroom, touched the little gay's butt, and probably would be infected and become gay, no way.
After leaving the school, Shi Mu put on her schoolbag and hurried to the platform. Fortunately, she saw a taxi passing by when she was about to reach the platform. You know, it is extremely difficult to get a taxi in a place like this. She
got in the car and called Lao Huang.
No answer.
She didn't give up. When she called the fourth number, the phone was connected, but there was no sound.
"Teacher Huang, I can help you, but you have to tell me where you are first."
After hanging up the phone, Lao Huang sent her a location.
Shi Mu finally breathed a sigh of relief after getting the location: "Master, go to Lujiang Bay."
An hour later, Shi Mu appeared at the door of Lao Huang and his ex-boyfriend's former residence.
The door was half-open, and she pushed it open. The curtains in the living room were tightly drawn, and it was pitch black. Shi Mu walked lightly, passed the entrance, and came to the sofa. She saw Lao Huang curled up on the ground holding a letter. Lao
Huang no longer looked like a human being.
His clothes were wrinkled, his face was blue and purple, and his eyes were full of red bloodshot. It was estimated that he had been crying for a long time, and his face was full of tear marks. He looked depressed and his expression was very empty.
Shi Mu sat cross-legged on the ground, slowly pulled the letter out of his hand, and scanned it at a glance. She didn't feel the slightest bit of surprise. Everything was just as she had expected, exactly the same.
"Old Huang, have you eaten?" At this moment, she didn't want to call him teacher.
"You stayed here all night without sleeping?"
He still didn't say anything.
Shi Mu sighed, "If you want to see Ning Feng, I can help you, but only if you clean yourself up, take a shower, eat something, and have a good sleep."
Old Huang's eyes moved and he smiled, "Kid, the dead won't come back."
His nostrils trembled, and the next moment, he bent over and lay on the ground crying, and as he cried, he choked.
Old Huang often said that the name Ningfenglai was unlucky, nice to hear but difficult to maintain. Think about it, the wind came, the wind came, and after it came, it would always go away. He was afraid that it would go away, afraid that it would leave. Now it is really like that name, passing through the world and disappearing in the blink of an eye.
Shi Mu's eyelashes trembled; "I can summon spirits, do you believe it?"
Old Huang stood up, holding his abdomen, looking haggard: "Look at how old I am, look at my face, do I look like someone who can be easily deceived?"
Old Huang didn't believe it.
He was deeply hurt.
Shi Mu's eyes flashed, raised her hand, and snapped her fingers. Suddenly, the lights in the living room came on without warning, and Old Huang's eyes were hurt. She clapped her hands expressionlessly, the light was dark, and after her arms were lowered, the curtains were drawn open, and Old Huang was stunned.
People have died in every square inch of this world, and there are countless souls wandering in the world. The spirits that remain here are timid and fragile, and they are afraid of the insects in Shi Mu's body. They dare not resist the orders she issued.
"Ning Fenglai is not dead." Shi Mu pointed at the tattoo on his chest, "He left his soul with you. As long as his spirit is still here, no matter where he is, he will come back. Lao Huang, I will bring people back, you believe me."
Lao Huang's eyes trembled, and he calmed down after a long time. He staggered to his feet and went into the bathroom.
Shi Mu breathed a sigh of relief, took out his mobile phone and ordered a takeaway. Lao Huang had just finished taking a shower and the takeaway was delivered.
"Eat something."
He picked up the chopsticks and stuffed them into his mouth voraciously, a mouthful of vegetables, a mouthful of rice, and then a big bite of chicken leg meat. He ate very fragrantly, but it tasted bitter when he swallowed it. Soon his mouth was full, his cheeks bulging, and he ate without any image. He stopped eating with chopsticks, lowered his head, and his shoulders kept shaking.
Shi Mu thought of the time after his parents left. From the accident of his parents to sending them for cremation, to buying a cemetery to handle the funeral, she did everything herself, and behaved rationally and calmly. The police said she was very brave, and the neighbors said she behaved very well. Some relatives also gossiped behind her, saying that her parents raised her for so many years, but she couldn't shed a single tear after her parents died.
She couldn't cry. It was drizzling when she came back from the cemetery. Shi Mu was very hungry, so she went to a noodle shop. While she was eating, she was suddenly overwhelmed by the indescribable grief and loneliness, like a sudden storm that left her powerless to resist.
Shi Mu understood Lao Huang's state of mind at the moment.
Losing a loved one, not even seeing him for the last time, that kind of grief is enough to defeat a person.
"I'm done." Lao Huang said in a hoarse voice, wiped his mouth randomly, and lay down on the sofa. He didn't dare to enter the bedroom at all, because it was full of memories of Ning Feng.
Lao Huang closed his eyes, and Shi Mu knew he was not asleep.
In addition to the one soul and one spirit in Lao Huang's body, there are two souls and six spirits floating outside. To summon the soul, you need to light a soul-gathering lamp and take a drop of blood from the heart of your beloved. When midnight comes, the soul lamp will guide the dead soul.
0 o'clock arrived.
Shi Mu found an alcohol cup, burned a drop of soul-gathering talisman paper with blood in it, closed her eyes and silently recited the soul-gathering spell, quietly waiting for Ning Feng to gather the soul. Lao Huang sat across the table, and his hands, which were flat on his knees, tightened secretly.
In the silent night, the lights flickered.
Shi Mu slowly opened her eyes, and under the candlelight, a figure slowly emerged behind Lao Huang, and she slowly raised her head and looked over.
The man was very handsome, tall and slender, with handsome eyebrows and eyes. He lowered his eyebrows, and his brown eyes stared at the person beside him quietly
. Ning Fenglai.
Without a soul and a spirit, Ning Fenglai can't even be called a soul. He can only be called a spirit body, and his soul and spirit may be dispersed again at any time. As if he noticed something, Lao Huang turned around carefully, his eyes widened suddenly, and his lips trembled slightly.
He was smiling, his expression was not as cold as before, his eyes were very gentle, like a warm sun that melted the snow in the wilderness.
"Long time no see."
Long time no see.
They parted in June last year, which was not a long time.
"You fucking..."
The excited Lao Huang was about to reach out to grab him, but Shi Mu hurriedly stopped him: "Don't, he is a spirit body, you are a living person with strong yang energy, you may hurt him."
Of course, what Shi Mu said was a lie. Ning Fenglai planted the Life and Death Pig for Lao Huang to ward off evil spirits. At this moment, Ning Fenglai was the evil creature. Once he got close, the Life and Death Pig would immediately scare him to death.
After hearing what Shi Mu said, his raised hand froze in mid-air.
Lao Huang slowly withdrew his hand.
Shi Mu looked at Ning Fenglai and then at Lao Huang. She felt that she should not stay in this situation any longer. It would be a bit awkward.
"Well...you guys chat, I-I-I'll go inside first. Do you mind if I go into your study?"
Ning Fenglai shook his head.
Shi Mu stood up awkwardly, and when he passed Ning Fenglai, he was suddenly attracted by a sweet smell coming from him.
Gurgle.
His stomach rumbled immediately.
All the takeaway food ordered just now was eaten by Lao Huang. He was so sad that he ate even more. He didn't leave a single bite.
Shi Mu couldn't resist the temptation. He knew it was not the right time, but he still——
"Can you... let me have a taste?" Shi Mu asked shamelessly, "Just a small bite, just a small bite, don't eat too much."
Ning Fenglai looked at Lao Huang.
Lao Huang waved his hand: "Whatever."
Shi Mu's eyes lit up and he licked Ning Fenglai's arm, "Mr. Ning, you taste like strawberry!"
"..."
Silence for two seconds.
"Shi Mu, you bastard, why do you eat everything? You eat my man too! My man tastes like pork and pickled vegetables!" Old Huang seemed to have forgotten that Ning Fenglai was dead. He took off his shoe and threw it towards her. The shoe passed through Ning Fenglai's body and fell to the ground. He was stunned for a moment, and his expression became sad again.
Shi Mu Zuo looked around again, secretly pinched a small piece of Ning Feng's spirit body and hid it in his clothes. He quietly slipped into the study room and peeked out from under the door.
The atmosphere in the living room was very silent.
The alcohol lamp was still on, and the dim candlelight reflected a small world.
Ning Fenglai sat opposite him.
"Did you just shave?" Ning Fenglai asked gently about his lover's life as before.
"I shaved and cut my hair. It's not that you don't like me growing a beard and dyeing my hair. By the way, I also washed off the tattoo on my arm." He raised his arm for Ning Feng to see. "Except for patrol days, I go to bed at 10:30 and get up at 5:30 in the morning to exercise. I have three meals a day on time. I cook for myself on my days off. When I have time, I feed the cats and dogs. I helped an old man who fell down that day and was cheated of 200 yuan. It's okay. I earned it back playing cards later."
Old Huang lowered his head and muttered; "I listen to you and don't scold you much. "We are adults now, and I will listen to you. I will not harm girls for the sake of passing on the family line. That is immoral and I would not do it even if you don't tell me. It's just that my mother is annoying and always asks me to go on blind dates. Oh and, that was when I was a student. We met in a gay bar. Don't worry, I just went there to drink and didn't mess around. I haven't been there since school started."
Ning Fenglai listened with a focused expression, his eyes fixed only on him.
Lao Huang looked at Ning Fenglai; "Actually, I'm living a good life, better than when you were here, so...so you can reincarnate well."
Reincarnation?
It's already a luxury.
When he was about to die, Ning Fenglai felt the fear of death. He was afraid that Lao Huang would not live well after he left. He heard Lao Huang say that he always encountered strange things when patrolling at night, so... Ning Fenglai left his soul to Lao Huang.
He stubbornly thought that this way he would be in his life forever.
"Ning Fenglai..."
"Why the hell did you die?" Old Huang choked out, his stomach ached badly, "Why didn't you listen to me? What did I tell you? I told you not to stay up late and eat on time, and not to work so hard, but you just didn't listen. Now, are there maggots in your body? I feel sick and want to vomit when I think of you having maggots, do you know that?"
Ning Fenglai's long eyelashes fluttered, his expression calm: "I was cremated."
"..."
"Fuck you! It's a good thing you died. If you were alive, I would have beaten you to death again!"
Ning Fenglai lowered his head and chuckled.
The alcohol lamp was almost burned to the bottom, and he was going to disperse.
Ning Fenglai's smile faded, and he stood up and took a few steps closer, "I know you hate me, but I still want to hear the question you once asked me." He looked at him, "Can you ask me again in person?"
Lao Huang's Adam's apple rolled, and his voice was already a bit tearful: "If there is another life, will you still be willing to be with me?"
Ning Fenglai's lips curled up, with a look of satisfaction he had never had before. He opened his arms and hugged his lover tightly.
Lao Huang could not feel his embrace, or even a bit of body temperature.
Ning Fenglai closed his eyes as the life and death snake burned his spirit into pieces. Since his death, he thought he would never feel pain again. At this moment, the pain spread, as if he had fallen into a magma hell. The pain was beyond words. He was sad, but it was the most contented moment for him.
"I also told you in person that I am willing."
"Live well, I will wait for you in the next life."
It would be great to see him again, but Ning Fenglai also knew clearly that he would never have a next life.
The snake took effect and completely devoured the fragile soul.
A gust of wind blew, the candles dispersed, and everything was the same as before, as if it was a dream.
Lao Huang blinked, his expression still dazed.
Shi Mu, who was watching the whole process, sighed. He was originally worried about how to settle Ning Fenglai. It was impossible to send him into reincarnation, and it was immoral to force his soul to fly away. He never expected that this affectionate doctor would choose to be with his lover in this way.
Shi Mu opened the door and went out, patting Lao Huang on the shoulder: "Lao Huang, are you okay?"
"I'm fine." Lao Huang cried for half the night yesterday and cried for another day today. His tears had long been exhausted.
He tried hard to hide the feeling of depression in his heart, raised his head and looked at Shi Mu with a smile: "Isn't my man good? I knew he wouldn't dare to betray me. You don't have to be jealous, you won't meet him." Shi
Mu glanced at him up and down: "Have you recovered?"
"It's not a miscarriage or childbirth. What's there to recover or not? Let's go back to school. I'll settle the matter of skipping classes with you tomorrow." ?
No, she was already worried about this matter, how could he skip class?
"Hurry up."
Shi Mu said, and hurried to catch up.
When closing the door, the smile on Lao Huang's face faded. His eyes swept over every corner and every wall in the room, and finally slowly, slowly closed the door and locked it.
Ning Feng came and asked him to take good care of his lover.
He had to obey.
It was almost 2 o'clock when they drove back to the school. The dormitory building had been locked for a long time. Lao Huang took a flashlight and escorted Shi Mu all the way to the boys' dormitory. He opened the door for her and waved at her, "Go in, come to my office tomorrow, I want to hear how you ran out of school."
"...Brother, let's forget about it."
Seeing Shi Mu's miserable expression, Lao Huang smiled and reached out to ruffle his hair, "Silly boy, go back, thank you today."
Shi Mu bit his lower lip and went up to give Lao Huang a big hug. After being stunned for a moment, he hugged him back.
"Brother, you have to take care of yourself." After taking a deep look at Lao Huang, Shi Mu trotted into the dormitory.
The sad rough man's eyes were red again. After forcing back his tears, he locked the door of the dormitory building again.
The moon is beautiful tonight.
Lao Huang didn't have much literary talent, but he still recited to the sky the poem that Ning Fenglai loved most in his life.
Now we can see each other but cannot hear each other, but the moonlight will shine on you...
Live well and see you in the next life.
When Shi Mu sneaked back to the dormitory, her roommates were all asleep.
She got on the bed quietly, and the soft bed made her sigh comfortably.
"Have you taken a shower?"
In the dark night, Fu Yunshen's voice was calm.
Shi Mu was startled and stared at the bed opposite: "You haven't slept yet?"
Fu Yunshen: "I was woken up by you." Shi
Mu blinked and smiled slyly. She got out of bed and knelt beside the bed. She put her hands on the headboard and looked at Fu Yunshen. She lowered her voice and deliberately acted coquettishly and teased: "Brother Yunshen, have you been waiting for me?"
He: "Go away." He
pulled up the quilt to cover his head.
Shi Mu made a face at the boy and climbed back into bed. She
slept very well that night, but she never expected that tonight would be just the calm before the storm.
She was in big trouble.