Gu Mingjing used little strength and was very careful, as if he was afraid of hurting Jianshu.
Initially, Jian Shu didn't want to cry, but she couldn't help it. If no one noticed, she would be able to control herself quickly after a little venting.
Just like a child who falls down, if there are no adults around, the child will just pat his bottom and get up on his own, not caring at all. But if an adult is around and even runs up to show some concern, the child will cry and fuss as if he has suffered a great injustice.
At this moment, Jianshu is like a child. If no one cares about him, all the sadness can only be kept in his heart.
However, Gu Mingjing's action immediately made her unable to control the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time. Tears burst out, and then she couldn't help but throw herself into his arms, crying loudly, completely forgetting the surrounding environment.
Gu Mingjing felt the wetness on his shoulder, listened to Jian Shu's soft sobs, and hugged her tightly to tell her that he was still there.
Fortunately, at this moment, the people around them were also immersed in the sadness of parting and had no time to pay attention to others. There were also many people who hugged each other tightly like them, unwilling to separate, making the two of them seem less conspicuous.
And even if someone noticed, it wouldn't be a problem. After all, this is a train station and they wouldn't be that harsh.
Gu Mingjing placed one hand on the back of Jianshu's head and soothed her back with the other hand to help her calm down.
Cry, it's okay to cry. Sometimes people need to vent their emotions. If you keep holding them in, the emotions will accumulate more and more, which is not good for your health.
With this thought in mind, Gu Mingjing did not stop Jianshu from crying, nor did he say any words of comfort. He just silently accompanied her, hugged her, and made her feel at ease.
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After a long time, Jianshu finally stopped crying after venting her emotions. Thinking about where she was, she quickly wiped her tears and pushed away Gu Mingjing's arms.
The warmth in his arms disappeared, and Gu Mingjing felt a little empty, but fortunately he also knew that he couldn't go too far, so he didn't force it.
Jian Shu looked up and saw the tear marks on Gu Mingjing's shoulder. The large, dark marks were very conspicuous.
Ah, this!
Thinking about how she had just cried so hard, Jian Shu knew who the culprit was. In an instant, her face turned red.
She actually messed up someone's clothes like this. Anyone who saw it would be able to guess what happened! Thinking that many people would see it and maybe even make fun of it, Jianshu felt so embarrassed.
But no matter how embarrassed she felt, it was already a fact. With so many people around and too many eyes to see, it was inconvenient, and she couldn't even ask him to change.
In this case, Jianshu can only pretend that it didn't notice.
It was getting late, and Jianshu didn't want to waste the last time they had together on these things.
Taking a few deep breaths and suppressing the chaotic thoughts in his mind, Jianshu raised his head, a bright smile on his face and said: "You have to take good care of yourself, be careful, and don't let yourself get hurt again, otherwise I will worry. I will check when you come back next time. If I find that you are injured, don't blame me for being rude to you." After saying this, he raised his fist threateningly.
"Oh~ How could Shushu be so rude to me?" Gu Mingjing asked with the same smile. He didn't respond to Jianshu's previous words. He wouldn't agree to anything he couldn't guarantee.
Jian Shu acted as if he hadn't noticed, and continued with a smile, "It's nothing. If you're injured, you should take good care of yourself, right? And you shouldn't do things that are close and easily cause your blood to surge, right?"
Her tone was so gentle and her voice so light, but the words she spoke were completely the opposite.
Gu Mingjing: !!! No, he won’t accept it.
"You have to accept it whether you like it or not. It's settled on this. If you get another scar on your body, just control yourself." Jian Shu said mercilessly.
It turned out that Gu Mingjing had unknowingly expressed his inner thoughts.
At this moment, he only felt a bitter taste in his mouth. Is this something he can control? If he could, who would want to get hurt? He is not a masochist.
He wanted to explain, but Jian Shu interrupted him. What a joke! Whether she was hurt or not was beyond Gu Mingjing's control. She said this just to make him worry more.
"When you arrive at the army, write to me to let me know you're safe, okay?" Jianshu changed the subject.
Gu Mingjing nodded and agreed: "Okay, I will write to you when I arrive, and I will send you letters every week from now on." Except when he is on a mission and not in the army, he will be there regardless of weather conditions.
"Just work hard in the army. Don't worry about me. I will take good care of myself." Jian Shu continued.
These days, Gu Mingjing treated her like a child. He always felt that after he left, she would not be able to take care of herself and her life would be a mess.
She didn't want this to happen. His job was very dangerous and required his full attention. She didn't want him to be thinking about her and worrying about her from afar. It would be easy for something to go wrong.
"I know." Gu Mingjing said with a smile.
At this moment, the conductor's voice came from afar. The train that Gu Mingjing was riding was about to start, and he had to get on.
So Jianshu didn't waste any more time and handed him the thing in his hand while quickly explaining it.
"This bag contains your food for the next two days. I've packed it according to the portion size for each meal. Just take it out and eat it when you're ready. The buns are on top. Eat them first, then the steamed buns."
"I packed a lot of meat and dried fruits in your bag. You train a lot, so you can eat some to replenish your energy. The meat sauce doesn't last long, so don't be stingy. Share it with your comrades when you get back to avoid wasting it. When you finish the honey, write to me and I'll make more and send it to you."
Finally, Jianshu lowered his voice and whispered, "I will miss you."
As soon as these words came out, Gu Mingjing couldn't help himself and hugged her tightly in his arms.
How could there be such a lovely little girl? He wished he could shrink her and put her in his pocket and take her away with him.
The sudden pull made Jianshu's heart jump, but he immediately reacted and his hand gradually climbed up her back. The two of them hugged each other tightly in the crowded train station.
Until the train whistle sounded and the conductor's urging voice was heard again.
Jian Shu sniffed the familiar scent of soapberry and said, "Let me go. It's time to go. It would be bad if we missed the bus."
There aren't many trains these days. If you miss this one, you never know when the next one will come. If that happens, Gu Mingjing will definitely not be able to make it back.
After hearing this, Gu Mingjing reluctantly let go of her hand and looked at her deeply, as if he wanted to engrave her appearance in his heart. Then he left two words, picked up the luggage bag at his feet and turned to leave.
He moved quickly, afraid that if he took one more look, he would be reluctant to leave.
"wait for me."
Only these two words echoed in Jianshu's ears.
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