That night, Zhao Yilu lay in bed and couldn't fall asleep. He really didn't understand why Fan Xi was so resistant to her brother. In other words, Fan Xi was actually resistant to herself, who was replacing her brother as an educated youth.
Fan Xi remembered what happened that night, but he didn't remember that it was him. He could tell from Fan Xi's reaction when they first met on the train that Fan Xi wasn't pretending, he really didn't recognize him.
Fan Xi said she didn't accept a loveless marriage, but why was she so sure the man she had sex with that night wouldn't develop feelings for her? She even avoided him like the devil.
Zhao Yilu always felt that this matter did not make sense. He put himself in Fan Xi's perspective and imagined that if he were Fan Xi, his first thought after learning that he was He Siyan's younger brother would be to ask him about his brother's residence and ask his brother to be responsible. Even if he was not asked to be responsible, he would not be so opposed to letting his brother know her whereabouts.
No... She was very surprised when she found out that she was Zhao Yilu. At that time, he hadn't said that he was He Siyan's brother!
How did she know her real name? Could it be that she had just let it slip in a dream, as she said?
But why does it feel like she's an outsider who only knows the name and what happened, but can't compare herself to the real person?!
The more Zhao Yilu thought about it, the more annoyed he became. He just couldn't figure this matter out.
Suddenly, he had a bold guess...
Could it be that his technique that night was so poor that it left a severe psychological scar on her, making her never want to do it again? So he avoided the man who had sex with her that night like the plague? To the point of not even giving him a chance to get along!
Zhao Yilu suddenly realized, but also felt completely powerless...
He really wanted to defend himself. He was really drunk that night, and the wine was not right. Something must have been added to it, which aroused the most primitive desire. At that time, his brain could not control his body at all. He just wanted to find an outlet for the heat in his body. He had no intention of paying attention to the feelings of the person under him!
He knew that he was not gentle at the time, and could even be said to be very rude and direct. He also remembered that he made Fan Xi cry, and it must have been a bad experience that he gave her that night.
But...did she really sentence him to death?
He really wanted to prove that if there was a second time, he would be extra, extra gentle and considerate!!!
But now this situation, can it happen again?
Forget it, let's just stay like this for now. After all, they don't know each other well enough. He will wait until he knows Fan Xi's character well enough and can trust her not to tell anyone about him being an educated youth for her elder brother. He will also wait until he finds out why Fan Xi was so resistant to him that night before confessing.
Zhao Yilu turned over in frustration, scratching his buzz cut! He felt like running ten kilometers!
Suddenly, Zhang Weidong, who was in the lower bunk, poked his head out from the side of the bed and said quietly, "Brother Lu, why aren't you asleep yet? I was woken up by the sound of you scratching your head and sighing!"
Zhao Yilu glanced at him in the moonlight and asked casually, "Dongzi, do you have a partner?"
Zhang Weidong scratched the back of his head embarrassedly. "I don't know if that counts. We rarely exchanged a few words in the village. She always kept her head down when she saw me. But when she heard that I was going to join the army, she secretly gave me a pair of shoes. I think she..."
Zhao Yilu suddenly didn't want to listen anymore. He pushed Zhang Weidong's big head down and said coldly, "Go to sleep! Go to sleep! I'm sleepy. I have to get up early for training tomorrow!"
Zhang Weidong was speechless. He had just started talking, but now he had to hold it back. It was quite uncomfortable, but considering the intensity of tomorrow's training, he had to hold back his words.
But he was sure that Lu Ge must have encountered some emotional problems. He was really curious about what kind of girl a handsome and outstanding man like Lu Ge would like?
He will definitely find an opportunity to gossip about it later!
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