At this moment, Huang Ling finally faced this problem. She really had no choice, but...
"Yiyi, we can't change the past. Mom hopes you can let it go and get along well with your family. Mom will definitely treat you well in the future and take special care of you."
What are you talking about, in the future?
I can't see anything good now, is there any future?
Yiyi had a mocking look on her lips, her eyes still cold, “Second Aunt, I can’t even see you defending me now, don’t you think it’s ridiculous when you tell me about it later?
Let it go, why should I let it go? Why don't you feel my pain for a moment?
The call of "Second Aunt" made Huang Ling even more miserable. "Second Aunt? You don't even want to call me mother? Am I so unbearable to you?"
Yiyi remained indifferent, "It's not that I can't stand it, I just feel it's unnecessary. I don't want to see people I hate hanging around in front of me every day.
I have finally been able to break away from my previous life, why should I make myself unhappy?
Why should I accommodate her?
Second Aunt, you've made your choice, so don't regret it and don't let me look down on you!"
Second aunt: “!!!”
At this moment, Han Linlin on the side finally couldn't help it. She felt that she could no longer stand by and watch Han Yiyi make such mistakes.
"Sister, you can't think like that, Mom really loves you.
She loves you very much and has always cared about you. She really wants to make it up to you.
If there is any mistake, it is my fault. I made you unhappy. If you want to blame someone, blame me, okay?
Can you please stop blaming your mother?"
Han Yiyi looked at Han Linlin coldly, watching her performance quietly without saying a word.
Han Linlin felt a little uneasy. What was wrong with Han Yiyi? Why could she look at her so indifferently, as if she really didn't care about anything?
Han Linlin hated Han Yiyi, especially. How could a stinky girl like her, who knew nothing, be her mother's biological daughter? And her biological mother was such a person?
Why did she have to work so hard to keep everything she has now, but she seemed like she didn't care at all?
She needs to be careful not to get angry with the old woman, but Han Yiyi doesn't have to worry about anything. Is Song Nuannuan blind? If she wants to choose a sister, why not choose the cute self who pays back money? What a lack of vision!
"Sister, why don't you say anything? If you really hate me so much, then I can leave. As long as you are willing to come back to mom, I can do anything for you.
After all the twists and turns over the years, it’s time to get back on track.”
At this point, Han Linlin glanced at Huang Ling sadly and tried to put on a smile. "Mom, don't worry. I can take care of myself no matter where I am. You will always be my beloved mom."
Huang Ling burst into tears instantly. Why did Linlin make her so heartbroken? This child sacrificed herself to fulfill their mother-daughter love. She was so sad and so scared, but still wanted to reunite her with Yiyi and her daughter.
Huang Ling looked at Han Yiyi again. She still had that expressionless look on her face, as if she didn't care about anything at all, not at all about her as a mother, let alone Linlin.
"Sister, look at how well Han Linlin said it, how touching it was, and how much Second Aunt was moved.
Second Aunt must be heartbroken at this moment. She must think that I am too cold-hearted. How can I remain indifferent after seeing them like this?
I didn't do anything, didn't say anything, and yet I'm being blamed. I can't even have my own emotions. Damn it!"
Huang Ling's face looked a little ugly. Yiyi was acting a little weird. What did she want to do?
But it is undeniable that at that moment just now, she did feel a little bit of blame towards Yiyi. "Yiyi, Mommy doesn't mean to blame you."
Han Yiyi didn't care much. She even felt that she was extremely clear-headed at the moment, so clear-headed that she could see many things.
"Everyone has his or her own way of thinking and his or her own view of the world. You have your ideas, and I have mine.
You don't have to explain anything. You love Han Linlin more, trust her more, and feel sorry for her. I can understand that, but it doesn't mean I have to accept it.
I can understand you. You've been together for many years and have a deep relationship. You can't bear to see a little girl get hurt. That's good, I understand. You're very kind."
Huang Ling was stunned for a moment. She always felt that Yi Yi was very far away from her now, even though what she said seemed to be an attempt to understand her.
"But Second Aunt, understanding you is one thing, but what I think is also my business.
I have been telling myself that everyone lives for themselves, and that you should think about yourself first before thinking about others. You are not wrong. You wanted a well-behaved daughter before, but you just couldn't bear to give up the child you raised with your own hands.
I understand you, what about you? Why can't you understand me?
I just don't like Han Linlin. I hate her, despise her, and don't want to see her. Her existence is a constant reminder of what happened in the past. I'm devastated. Every time I get beaten, it's because of her mother.
I don't like her, so why should I force myself to get along with her?
It doesn’t matter if you don’t like me, I don’t like you either, it’s fair.”
Yiyi said this very rationally and calmly, without even a trace of anger, but to Huang Ling it felt like a knife cutting through her heart.
Every word Yiyi said seemed to be understanding, but in fact, every word was full of hatred.
"Yiyi, do you hate me?"
Suddenly, Huang Ling wanted to ask.
Yiyi shook her head, still calm. She looked at her second aunt very seriously.
"I don't hate you, nor do I like you, and I don't want to waste my emotions and time on you.
There are many beautiful things in the world, such as sunrise, sunset, sea and desert. I have never been there and I have never been to school. Why should I hate you for wasting my time?
You and I are just strangers related by blood.
Second Aunt, if I lived with you, the situation just now would happen countless times.
At the beginning, you may feel a little guilty towards me, and slowly you will feel that I am becoming more and more ignorant. You think that I have been bullying Han Linlin. Even if I didn't say a word, your heart has already been biased.
You will feel that I am not good enough, you will feel that I have embarrassed you, and in the end you will blame me and hate me, the daughter who has embarrassed you.
There is no need to do so.
Second Aunt, there is no need for such deep hatred between us.
I am a person who is very good at persuading myself. I reconcile with myself, with the world, and with you. "
From then on, she would no longer be angry with this person, nor would she be sad for this person, nor would she waste her emotions on her. There were so many beautiful things in the world, and she had no time to waste on her second aunt.
"As for me, I still have a lot of important things to do. I need to love myself more and make myself happier. As for other people, what does it have to do with me? Why should I care?"
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