Chapter 95 Goodbye Chen Du
Grandma Qin calmly stirred the clean water in the wooden basin and rubbed her silver hair. Her eyes glanced at Song Shuyan, who was standing aside and feeling uncomfortable. Was she worried that lice would jump on him?
Grandma Qin smiled kindly, "Don't worry about me, go quickly."
Song Shuyan said goodbye to Grandma Qin and returned to the Youth League Home. He boiled a large pot of water and washed his hair in the yard for convenience before work ended.
A steady sound of footsteps approached, and she subconsciously looked up, her wet hair dripping onto the ground, splashing small water droplets.
"Shu Yan..."
There seemed to be an unremovable sorrow between Chen Du's brows, and the corners of his eyes were red. His usually sunny and cheerful face now looked sad and lonely.
He stood upright not far away, his tall body like a mountain, quietly blocking the doorway. After calling her, he lowered his head slightly, and the shadow cast by his neat short hair covered his handsome eyebrows and eyes, making him look like a puppy abandoned by its owner.
His hands, with slightly bulging veins, hung tightly against the seams of his trousers, and he spoke slowly with sobs.
"Are you...really going to marry him?"
He asked without waiting for her answer and gave a wry smile.
Their marriage applications had been approved, and he knew that he was asking this question unnecessarily.
only……
He is unwilling to accept this.
Obviously, a few months ago, he and she were in love, frequently exchanging letters, and dreaming of the future in a youthful and sweet way, and he was in her future plans.
In just a month or two, everything has changed.
It was no longer him standing beside her.
He was young and impulsive.
She is my childhood sweetheart.
How could he be willing to give her up?
However, no matter how unwilling he was and how hard he tried to get the opportunity to come here to participate in the competition, he was still one step too late.
He didn't expect that she rejected him so easily, and agreed to marry another man so easily.
Is she...heartless?
Are all women so heartless?
It was clearly not his fault, but she gave up on him so cleanly and didn't even give him a chance to stay.
He blinked, his long eyelashes trembled, and he tried hard to hold back the tears that were about to overflow from his eyes.
"Shendu?"
Why is he here?
Song Shuyan was stunned for a second, and heard the trembling in his voice when asking the question, and guilt filled his heart.
My heart feels heavy and sinks down.
I felt totally embarrassed and at a loss.
Chen Du's deep eyes collided deeply with her wet and panic-stricken eyes. There was guilt and apology in her eyes, but the love she had before was gone.
His handsome big hands hung in the crotch of his pants, and his fingertips trembled unconsciously. He closed his eyes, hiding the deep and surging love in his black eyes.
"I see."
He sneered in his heart at himself, raised his head, and stared blankly at the blue sky and white clouds above. Today he finally realized what it meant to bring humiliation upon himself.
It turns out that people’s affection can really change in an instant.
Chen Du looked at her deeply again, as if he wanted to imprint her whole person vividly in his mind.
After a moment, he turned around decisively and strode away.
Song Shuyan: “…”
Her heart went through several moods in just a few seconds.
Anxious, guilty, sad and confused along with him.
Mixed feelings.
Song Shuyan washed his hair mechanically like a zombie, then sat in the yard and wiped his hair carefully with a towel.
She shook her head as hard as she could, trying to put the sudden figure out of her mind.
She opened her red lips slightly, her lips were rosy and delicate, and she murmured to herself, "What a scumbag..."
She deserves to die.
Thinking of Shen Du's distraught look at that moment, she even wanted to slap herself hard.
What did he do wrong?
It's all her fault.
She was confused and began to wonder if she had done something wrong.
She took over the original owner's body, so how could she hurt the original owner's lover?
Shouldn't she have provoked Zhou Jingshen in the first place?
Should I directly take over the original owner's inheritance?
She pursed her lips, put her arms on her forehead, and stared blankly at the blue sky and white clouds.
At that time, she had no memories of the original owner and was really afraid that people who were familiar with the original owner would discover the differences in her living habits and temperament.
I just want to escape from my previous circle and start a new life.
After going to the countryside, I found that the village environment was dirty and messy, the working days were tiring and hard, and I always took leave during the slack season, which was very noticeable.
Not to mention, everyone says that it will only be more tiring during the busy farming season.
Countless late nights.
She remembered the advice given by Father Song before they left.
What a coincidence, I met my savior in a foreign land.
Zhou Jingshen from the state-owned restaurant took the initiative to strike up a conversation with her and ate at the same table with her without giving her any room to refuse.
She keenly noticed that he treated her differently.
He has a crush on her.
She is content to let things take their own course.
She is obsessed with looks, and both Zhou Jingshen and Shen Du's looks are very stunning to her.
Zhou Jingshen has a rather cold temperament. When he purses his lips and doesn't speak, his brows are cold and he looks unruly. His whole body is filled with an indescribable wildness, full of tension and very attractive.
Chen Du has a handsome and gentle appearance. There is a poem that fits his temperament very well: There is a gentleman who is as gentle as jade.
If she really had to choose, it would be difficult for her to make a decision.
God knows what kind of struggle she went through in her heart when she rejected Chen Du so decisively and firmly.
It was rationality that prompted her to make this decision.
She is a lazy person. She just came here and doesn't want to run around again to live in a new environment.
Besides, she also wanted to save face, and she remembered the humiliation of breaking off the engagement that day.
At first, I was confused and had too many bad things going on. I was numb and didn't feel anything.
Whenever she was free, she would think of the condescending look in Mother Shen's eyes when she came home to break off the engagement, and the oppressive words she used when she said in a roundabout way that she was not worthy of Shen Du, which made her feel very funny.
Every time she thought about it, she would regret why she didn't scold back that day and tell Shen's mother that Shen Du was not the only man in the world.
Even if she couldn't get married, she would never set foot in the Shen family.
When Chen Du came to see her for the first time and handed her the marriage application, her first thought was, this is a slap in the face.
The high and mighty Mrs. Shen.
In that childhood sweetheart relationship, Song Shuyan was never the one who took the initiative.
She refused so decisively, and Mrs. Shen had some credit for that.
Therefore, she really couldn't be blamed for hurting Chen Du.
Song Shuyan is not a person who is entangled and fickle.
Once you make a choice, you stick to it.
She would only leave if Zhou Jingshen disappointed her and accumulated enough disappointment.
Song Shuyan's hair was almost dry before he got up and went to Grandma Qin's house.
As soon as I walked out of the door, I found that Chen Du had not left. He was leaning against the wall of the Youth League Courtyard, and he didn't care that the back of his clean and crisp military uniform was covered with mud and dust.
Seeing her come out, he asked calmly, "Where are you going?"
Song Shuyan couldn't ignore him either, "Let's go to Grandma Qin's house."
"Um."
Chen Du just followed her without saying a word.
Song Shuyan was so hot that sweat broke out on his back.
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