There are always times in life when...
When the thing that makes you want to cry the most happens, you hold on and refuse to shed a single tear.
When the person you want to keep the most leaves, you grit your teeth and refuse to say a word to ask him to stay.
Later, I don’t know how many things I have to go through, and I don’t know how long it will take before you will understand that you are pretending to be strong because you are weak.
Chu Yifeng couldn't bear to see Bi Yue turn around and leave, nor could he bear to hear the sound of Bi Yue closing the door without hesitation, so he smashed everything within his reach.
He couldn't be indifferent to the loss and disappointment. He cared so much about how Bi Yue saw him.
In fact, this was completely different from the warmest couple he had imagined.
This was so different from the love he expected, so different that it left him speechless.
He used to think that the most precious thing for men and women was...
Even if a woman loses her youth and looks old, a man can still treat her as a treasure.
They can also talk about their mother to their children and praise her by saying, "When your mother was young, she was so beautiful that no one could compare to her!"
And for a man, it is him at this moment.
He admitted that he was not a hero and was extremely cowardly!
But he wanted to be the hero in Bi Yue's eyes, and only in her eyes.
When a man returns from the outside world like a hero and gets injured, a woman can gently bandage his wounds.
This picture, no! She doesn't understand!
This is the girl he likes and takes seriously, but he doesn't understand or comprehend her.
Chu Yifeng had never been vulnerable before, and today he experienced that feeling.
He even despised himself and smashed everything. Why did he suddenly regret it? He was actually afraid that Bi Yue outside would hear the noise. He didn't feel any pleasure at all and his heart was blocked.
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Bi Yue, who was looking at the Chu family outside the door, heard the sound of something exploding in the ward. Her back stiffened and she felt embarrassed.
As she felt unknown anger and bitterness surging in her heart, the Chu family members outside the door didn't bother to talk to her. One by one, including Chu Ci, pushed the door open and hurried into the house to see what was going on.
She stood there stiffly, allowing everyone who passed by her to touch her, forgetting to avoid them.
Bi Yue stood outside the door and paused for several seconds until she heard the old lady in the ward: "What's wrong? What's wrong?" Then she seemed to react, and left in a hurry with her back straight.
There was a fire in her heart, blocking her chest and making her feel uncomfortable.
With her coat collar turned up and her hands in her pockets, she took every step with great effort. Gnashing her teeth, she thought: What a hypocrite!
A grown man was actually more pretentious than a woman like her. The two most hypocritical words in the world were: "Guess?"
He let her ask and didn't answer, then she left and he smashed things!
Chu Yifeng, do you think I'm so close to you that I can let you bully me? That's too much!
The more she thought about it, the harder Bi Yue walked, until she reached the second floor stairs, facing the gate of the military hospital...
Bi Yue stood on a high place and stopped as she watched the three soldiers walking in from a distance.
A pair of eyes that had just experienced ignorance, anger, depression, and helplessness stared at the green military uniforms of the three men, looking at them seriously.
A pretty girl stared at the military uniform. Although the three soldiers looked straight ahead and walked with their backs straight, they were still a little confused.
Bi Yue turned her head and looked back at the military trousers, jacket, epaulettes, and wide-brimmed hat. She had previously thought these clothes were handsome and cool, especially when she walked past rows of soldiers. But now...
Bi Yue held onto the stairs and walked down the stairs carelessly, thinking: Military uniforms and an industry that she had never seriously understood before had actually appeared in her life.
Standing at the door of the military hospital, I breathed in a breath of cold air.
Alas! Brother Chu, with your attitude... I trusted you so much, so much so that now I really doubt whether I have said anything hurtful to you.
But I clearly remember what was said just now.
In the ward, Chu Yifeng weakly replied to his loud and tearful grandmother, "I was trying to sit up and accidentally knocked it over. I didn't lose my temper."
Not targeting anyone...
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Bi Yue walked towards the food stall with a droopy head, feeling lost and confused, and questioning whether her words really did not follow her brain.
Alas! One by one, they all complained about her harsh words, but she didn't know what she said was wrong, but Xiaoxiao and Brother Chu both turned their faces away!
"Boss, please settle the bill!"
"Hey! Here I come!"
Zhao Dashan, wearing cotton gloves, was holding a burning charcoal brazier. He had just put the barbecue pot on for the customer, and without paying attention to anything else, he hurried to the other side to pay the bill, and had to explain to the customer at the table next to him:
"I'm looking for a place! It's really not the coldest time of the year, and I can't let you eat outside. No matter how warm it is, the wind and snow will chill you to the bone! I'll serve you some bone soup later. I've been cooking it all night, and it's covered in oil. Thank you all for coming. Sorry!"
Bi Yue quickly took Xiaopao into the house to change his coat and put on his old cotton-padded jacket with red flowers. He no longer had any sad feelings about autumn and spring, and ran out of the hut with the account book.
"Brother Dashan? Where's Bicheng? Why are you the only one working?"
Zhao Dashan smiled innocently, his eyes narrowed into slits: "Have you and Xiaoxiao had any problems these past two days? Well, Dachengdu overturned my soup pot..." After thinking for a moment, he ran to the door, stood beside Bi Yue and whispered:
"I saw him looking at his watch so intently, maybe he's got something on his mind. He's already eighteen years old, he can't just sit here all day. He hasn't had a day off in months. I told him to get back to work! Yueyue, don't ask, everyone has some secrets, right?!"
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