"Mom, when I was little, you always said that I was good-looking and slow-tempered, and that I would be blessed in the future.
I know that you have always treated me better than your elder sister and two younger sisters.
You paid for me to learn to read and study, hoping that I could bring honor to my family.
But now, I am the one who brings disaster to our Xu family.
Maybe you shouldn't have given birth to me.
It’s hard for you and it’s hard for me too.
When I was a girl, I chose my husband carefully, but I never thought that I would choose someone with a short life.
I am unwilling to accept that those shrews who can't read a single word and curse at people as soon as they open their mouths, who are not as good-looking as me and are inferior to me in every way, can live better than me.
I even feel envious after being jealous, envious of those shrewish women.
I'm only in my twenties, and in the dead of night, I'd still think about fighting again, about trying to change my fate, to become the second daughter you wished for.
Later, I had thoughts that I shouldn't have had, and ended up blindly choosing someone who was irresponsible.
The person I feel most sorry for is you, and the people I feel most ashamed to see are my brothers and sisters from my mother's side.
Because I don't have the ability to see you.
I have Yaya, I have a daughter to raise, brothers and sisters, they have their families, but Yaya only has me.
I'm leaving. Don't look for me. Just pretend that I don't exist in the Xu family.
When I can really live a good life one day and have the ability, I will definitely come back to compensate everyone. At that time, I will apologize to everyone one by one.
If I don’t come back;
If one day I leave this world with uneasiness and guilt;
If there really is an afterlife...
Mother, no matter how much I've wronged you, I don't want to be reborn as a human. Living as a human, repaying debts, is too tiring.
I don't ask for forgiveness from anyone, just because I am also a mother.
The sinful woman, Xu Xiaofeng."
And after listening to the whole letter with a breath held high, Mrs. Xu was more angry at the moment not because her daughter sold the house without paying the fine, not because she should do it, not because she, as a mother, would become a target and be pushed to the front.
My daughter is gone. Where did she go?
She was worried, concerned and angry because he left without saying goodbye.
He couldn't catch his breath and passed away amid the screams of Grandma Xu's daughter.
…
Bi Tielin asked Bi Yue:
"Do you think it's feasible?"
Bi Yue touched her chin, squinted her big eyes and said:
“Why not?
Take raising cattle and sheep as an example. They are not picky about the people who feed them and they are not picky about what they eat. They are much more real than humans.
The meat can be sold after being killed, and even the offal is not wasted.
If they are kept alive, they can produce fresh milk every day. A dairy processing plant can produce a pound of milk every day, which will strengthen the Chinese people.
If you are worried that the products will go bad due to the large quantity and cannot be sold, you can run a popsicle factory to be on the safe side.
There is money to be made from every little bit of money. It all depends on whether my aunt dares to do it.
It's hard in the early stages, but in the later stages, the assembly line production starts and you can make a lot of money! "
Bi Yue also did not forget to talk about her aunt behind her uncle's back.
She was about to leave and had packed her things. She was really afraid that Bi Tielin would follow Bi Jinzhi's advice and stop trying to persuade her.
After all, as a younger brother, it is embarrassing to say too much to her sister, but that is not okay. She is afraid that if she returns home in a year, her aunt will go half crazy:
"My aunt always said, for Juanzi, does she really need to make such sacrifices?
She's too young to understand now, but when she grows up, she'll still say she doesn't feel that warm in a family like that and that it's better to just get a divorce. Why are they fighting all day at home just because of her?!
I'm just assuming, but there are indeed two sides to everything. My aunt thinks too narrowly.
In my opinion, she was really afraid that Juanzi would be shorter than someone else, so it would be better to be practical.
For the sake of her children, a mother must be very capable. Opening a farm is an opportunity. Let's all chip in for her.
Uncle, think about it, no matter what big or small things Fu Juan encounters in the future, my aunt can take on the responsibilities of both her father and her mother. She can just say to Fu Juan: "Don't be afraid, I'm not afraid of anything!"
Listen, this is really powerful.
It's much better than keeping Juanzi's useless father and living a miserable life with tears.
What's wrong with a woman raising a child? What's wrong with children from divorced families? If this is tragic, then all the orphans should just die!
My attitude is that sometimes it’s not about whether or not there are parents at your mother’s side who are supportive, but about having the conditions and the ability to do so at all times, that’s what being supportive means.
Money is something that allows you to move forward confidently and boldly."
Bi Yue, who was expressing her opinions without stopping, had no idea that her mother and her aunt were standing behind her and listening.
Liu Yafang was puzzled. Was she the one who gave birth to this child? She only cared about money, spending money every day. Her daughter was the most wasteful, spending money freely!
Bi Jinzhi stepped forward and said:
“Tielin, I work on that farm!
I don’t want to go to Kyoto either. My brother and sister-in-law are going to Yueyue and the others. Juanzi and I will be a burden to you if we go there. Please listen to me first..."
Bi Jinzhi interrupted Bi Tielin and continued:
"I'll do my best. I'll close the shop, and the bicycles will be worth some money. I'll sell the house, and I'll have over 30,000 yuan. If you lend me 70,000 yuan, I'll write you a receipt. You absolutely have to write a receipt."
…
Bi Tielin took the document and tore it up.
He told Liu Qiangdong that he would stay here for two more days to complete the handover procedures. All other follow-up matters would be left to Bi Jinzhi.
Bi Jinzhi straightened her back and walked out of Zhaojiatun.
She was still the same person, her bangs were blown up again, her waist-length hair was loose, her chin was slightly raised, she was riding a bicycle to the tax, industry and commerce factory, and running around with her brother.
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