But this time, facing this young boy, Ning Zhihuan felt for the first time what it felt like to feel heartache and sadness.
Her heart felt like it was being squeezed tightly by an invisible hand, making it difficult for her to breathe.
Fortunately, the boy had his back to Ning Zhihuan and didn't know what she was thinking at the moment, otherwise Ning Zhihuan would have been so embarrassed.
She tried her best to calm herself down and make her voice sound as gentle as possible.
"Don't worry about the cost. My family can afford it."
A young man who longed to run freely under the sun was trapped in a wheelchair for many years. When he heard that he might be cured, his first reaction was not happiness, excitement, or nervousness.
But I am concerned about whether the family has enough money.
Ning Zhihuan had no doubt that if she said no, Ning Zhigan would definitely give up this opportunity.
Even if this might be the only chance in his life to stand up.
How can one not feel sorry for such a sensible boy?
Ning Zhikun didn't say anything, his expression was a little complicated, just like his heart at the moment, a mess.
He didn't know what to say, let alone what he should do at this moment.
To be honest, he was a little resistant.
One reason is that he doesn't want his family to bear this huge amount of money because of him. There is no doubt that the money must be a lot.
Secondly, he had seen too many doctors shake their heads at him, with regretful and apologetic eyes, and say to him, "Little boy, your leg can't be operated on. Rehabilitation training is all you can do. Even if you have surgery, you'll end up limping. I don't recommend you spend the money and go through this pain."
He also remembered that when his mother anxiously pulled the doctor's hand and asked what level of recovery she could achieve through rehabilitation training, the doctor said that she would have to use crutches for the rest of her life.
At that time, Li Xueyan felt dizzy and she took a step back, but she knew that her child was behind her and she could not fall down in front of him.
So she straightened up and stood up straight.
Seeing the doctor's pleading eyes, she knelt down in front of the doctor and begged him to save her child.
She was also forced into a desperate situation. This was the best hospital in town and this was the best doctor in town.
If he said that, then...
Li Xueyan was not ignorant of the truth. She was not an ordinary rural woman who would throw a tantrum and make trouble. She naturally knew that the doctor's words could not be changed by praying.
But at this moment, she was willing to do anything just for her child.
That was the first time Ning Zhikun saw his mother crying so miserably, with tears and snot all over her face.
Ever since I was old enough to understand, my mother has always been a woman with a strong scholarly air, and her words and actions always reveal a sense of reading.
That was the first time she was so unreasonable, for her own sake...
Back to the present, he was also afraid of hearing the same strange apology again.
He was afraid that he could not bear the blow.
Now he can still deceive himself that everything will be fine in the future, everything will definitely be fine.
But if you let those people diagnose yourself, it will be equivalent to the final pass.
Then there would be no hope for him in this life, and he would never be able to stand up again.
Ning Zhihuan also understood his hesitation and wavering. This was a knot in his heart, a knot that had been there since his leg injury.
Even now it has never been solved.
But now she has to help him untie the knot in his heart, as his mental state will affect his subsequent rehabilitation training to a certain extent.
Only when you believe that you can stand up can you stand up.
How many people with cancer have frightened themselves to death? And how many have recovered without treatment simply by relaxing their minds?
This is the role of mentality.
If Ning Zhikun doesn't resolve this knot in his heart, he won't be able to stand up even if his legs heal.
"Third brother, what are you thinking about?"
Ning Zhihuan squatted beside him at some point and asked this.
Ning Zhikun forced a pale smile and tried to brush it off as usual, just like he did with everyone else.
Ning Zhihuan spoke first, "You're thinking about what to do if it doesn't work this time, right?"
Ning Zhikun's pupils trembled, his body stiffened, and he turned his head to look at Ning Zhihuan meaningfully.
I didn't expect that she could see through it so easily, and even speak out her thoughts so bluntly.
For a moment he didn't know how to react.
Should I admit it openly or just avoid it?
Ning Zhihuan knew that this was a strong medicine, but she had to do it as the surgery was imminent.
We can't let him go into rehabilitation with a knot in his heart.
She believed that Ning Zhikun could get over it.
"Actually, you don't have to worry. You have to learn to open your heart and trust others, right? You can't just fight alone forever."
Ning Zhihuan pointed out the problem, Ning Zhikun is too independent now.
Not trusting anyone may be related to the fact that Li Xueyan did not believe that it was Ning Hong who did it before.
In short, he has now built a high wall for himself, neither going out himself nor allowing others to go in.
"It's better to see it than not to see it. Even if the situation is serious and cannot be cured, at least I can stop using a wheelchair, right? At the very least, I have tried hard for this thing, right?"
When Ning Zhihuan spoke, he sounded like an old man.
It's not a profound truth, but it makes sense.
It makes people unconsciously convinced.
Yes, at least you have to try hard for this matter. You can't regret it when you are old and sitting in a wheelchair.
At that time, I thought, why didn’t I give it a try?
Maybe the result will be different.
However, Ning Zhihuan knew that the result of failure was still too cruel for a fifteen-year-old boy.
So she sincerely hoped that Ning Zhikun's leg could heal.
But this feeling of powerlessness is even more terrifying. It really doesn't feel good to have to rely on others.
But there was no other way now, both she and Ning Zhikun had no choice but to believe it.
The two chatted outside for a while before returning home.
The family members, especially Li Xueyan, were very happy to see this and said that the brother and sister had a good relationship.
Ning Zhihuan smiled and said nothing. After pushing Ning Zhikun back into the house, he pulled Li Xueyan aside.
"Second Aunt, there's a medical team coming tomorrow. They're experts in leg treatment. I'd like to take Third Brother to see them tomorrow. Do you agree?"
Li Xueyan was a little bit unbelievable at first, then tears welled up in her eyes and she held Ning Zhihuan's hand tightly and refused to let go.
"Huanbao, Huanbao..."
She was so excited at this moment that she couldn't speak, and tears just kept flowing out.
"Second aunt, do you agree?"
Li Xueyan nodded, still speechless.
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