Prefer and Consciousness
After Zhan Song's repeated calls woke Lu Jinfeng up, he pressed the answer button unhappily and complained, "You'd better have something serious to say."
The voice coming out of his hand was very urgent: "Lu Jinfeng, what is your relationship with the girl you were with yesterday?"
"Why are you asking this?" Lu Jinfeng was almost no longer sleepy.
"You were photographed, yes, and it's trending on the Internet. Yes, it's been on the Internet for over an hour. You'd better explain it to me quickly."
"She is familiar with my mother, but we are not."
"Then I'll say you two are friends... Damn it!"
"What happened again?" Lu Jinfeng almost threw his phone away because of the scream.
"Is Bai Shunan related to that girl?" Zhan Song asked tactfully.
Lu Jinfeng didn't say anything. He swiped his phone and saw the second-ranked entry on the hot search list, "Bai Shunan is being kept", and the first one was "Lu Jinfeng's love affair".
As soon as the search was refreshed, terms like "Lu Jinfeng is so miserable," "Lu Jinfeng was backstabbed," "Protecting Lu Jinfeng," and "Lu Jinfeng was tricked into joining the crew" were trending. The only other term Lu Jinfeng paid special attention to was "Bai Shunan get out of the Light and Shadow crew."
Zhan Song was still chattering away. Lu Jinfeng looked at the picture on his phone of Bai Shunan strolling with his arm around Zhong Mianqing's shoulders. He couldn't hear anything. Filled with inexplicable anger, he interrupted Zhan Song and said, "Go and suppress Bai Shunan's trending searches. I'll pay you for it."
Zhan Song let out a puzzled "Ah!", and the only response he got was the call being hung up screen. "I'm really impressed by this ancestor."
Soon, he fell silent as he looked at Lu Jinfeng's new blog post.
Illustration: Bai Shunan was leaning against the wall, looking obviously asleep and at ease. A white, slender hand was making a "V" sign next to his cheek, with slightly red fingers and a small wrinkled scar on the middle finger (Zhan Song knew at a glance that it was Lu Jinfeng's hand), and the blue veins were clearly visible.
The caption reads: "Help: What should I do if my partner always loves to sleep? [Unfair]"
Zhan Song: "..." Wow~ I'm speechless about Lu Jinfeng again~
He clicked on the comment section and refreshed it, and Lu Jinfeng's reply was pushed to the top.
Netizen: Are you threatened?
Lu Jinfeng: Funny [smiles].
Netizen A: Is this still the Lu Jinfeng I know? Why does he smell like tea? (Attached is a "confused and disgusted" emoji)
Lu Jinfeng: [Goodbye].
Netizen A: Ah! Ah! Ah! Bai Shunan actually looks so cool!!!
Netizen A commented: "Huh? Lu Jinfeng, you're crazy! Why are you praising me? I'm scared [shivering]. (Attached is a "Don't come over here" emoticon)
Netizen A commented again: Ah! Lu Jinfeng, what's wrong with you? You even cancelled the like...
Netizen A posted another post: Ah! Lu Jinfeng, you actually deleted your comments. Luckily I captured them all.
Netizen A used another account to post: "Lu Jinfeng, you are shameless and you even blocked me." [Attached screenshot]
Lu Jinfeng: Come on, Li Suiwen, speak up.
Zhan Song, who had been watching for a long time, was about to send a message to Lu Jinfeng, but unexpectedly, Lu Jinfeng sent a message first - "Why hasn't Bai Shunan's trending search been removed yet?"
Lu Jinfeng stared at the sweet conversation between Bai Shunan and Zhong Mianqing on his phone, and he knew that Zhan Song was not efficient.
A message popped up at the top of the screen: "Oh my god, times have really changed. Lu Jinfeng has started to cheat."
Suddenly startled, Lu Jinfeng calmed down as if he had been hit on the head by a hammer. He retracted his typing hand and asked himself again. He kept swiping the screen of his mobile phone, looking at the picture of Bai Shunan's sleeping face, and was still reluctant to delete the post.
He ran to the window and let the cool air cool down for a while. His mind quieted down, and he stared at the half-smoked cigarette on the windowsill for a moment. Lu Jinfeng walked to the sink, tore open the disposable towel provided by the hotel, and splashed some water on it before returning to the windowsill. He used the towel to slowly push the cigarette and ash into the trash can. He folded the towel and wiped the clean windowsill.
Looking at the sky turning blue, Lu Jinfeng, who had been thinking for a long time, finally thought it through. He realized that he was too kind. Although he hated Bai Shunan, he could not take revenge on Bai Shunan, so he could only stay away from him.
Thinking of this, my heart is shaking.
Echoes of vibrations continued to be heard from the empty space.
Lu Jinfeng thought effortlessly that he was probably regretting that he could not take revenge.
At this time, he became angry with himself.
Lu Jinfeng arrived at the crew early, where he saw Ahua.
Ah Hua looked up at him and then looked away. When she broke away from her relationship with Li Xuanyue, the time for healing the past rifts had just arrived at the starting point of the journey. Her initial concern for Lu Jinfeng turned into a kind of twisted and awkward feeling that was difficult to get along with after she learned about his relationship with Li Xuanyue.
Especially when Li Xuanyue appeared, her heart impulsively produced a strong sense of nostalgia, which catalyzed the continuous spread and intensification of emotions. When the discomfort deliberately induced by Ah Hua trapped her every move, she raised her head and saw Lu Jinfeng again. Well, it was really heartbreaking. At this time, she really regretted choosing Lu Jinfeng.
As soon as Bai Shunan arrived at the set, he saw Lu Jinfeng standing in a vent waiting for his turn. Bai Shunan hesitated, but he had already walked over. When the past was completely torn apart and the disaster he had expected did not come, he felt more like a carefree indulgence than relief.
It's like this anyway.
The depression between his brows dissipated, and what emerged was his inner heart. He always wanted to get closer to him, closer. Bai Shunan watched Lu Jinfeng turn another page of the script.
Without looking at Bai Shunan, Lu Jinfeng said, "You're here."
Bai Shunan nodded and stayed beside him waiting for him to say something.
Lu Jinfeng's voice was different from before. It seemed to have lost some of its bright and lively tone and gained a mellow and steady tone. When he spoke again, he didn't use the familiar fast tone, and lost the intimacy. "Did you know that yesterday was my birthday?"
Bai Shunan couldn't tell what had changed. He looked at Lu Jinfeng's tired face and suddenly smiled, a distant and polite smile.
Bai Shunan noticed this strange sense of familiarity. His clear eyes remained gentle as usual, and he smiled and said, "I know."
Lu Jinfeng was stunned for a moment, but his indifference remained. When he lowered his eyes in thought, the inquiring look disappeared. The corner of his clothes was lifted by the wind and then fell down. He spoke slowly, disrupting the wind: "Really?"
"I thought this year would be a little different," he chuckled, his eyes as quiet as still water. Suddenly, he smiled, his face still revealing a dull tiredness, and the corners of his clothes were blown by the wind again. "Well, it is a little special."
Bai Shunan raised his hand and touched Lu Jinfeng's forehead. Lu Jinfeng wanted to retreat but couldn't.
"It's cold here. Do you want to rest somewhere else?"
The two stood there as if motionless, a cold wind wrapped in drizzle blew over, and in a blink of an eye, Lu Jinfeng looked at Bai Shunan. He saw that Bai Shunan's black jade eyes showed growing concern, and the rain fell on his face, condensing into water droplets that fell like tears. Lu Jinfeng did not reach out to wipe away the water droplets on the face of the person in front of him. Gradually, he could not tell whether it was rain or tears.
The rain changed direction and his heart wanted to come to terms with the past.
When the rain fell in his eyes, the momentary darkness that greeted him when he closed his eyes had already prepared a place for him to snuggle up to. Lu Jinfeng lowered his head and leaned on Bai Shunan's shoulder.
His voice, accompanied by the sounds of rain and wind, sank deep into the swaying sea of his heart. At the end of the dark and empty darkness, a touch of light was awakened. A leaf boat slowly floated to the surface of the sea, following the waves in search of a place to dock. It was a confession from the depths of the past.
"I still hate you."
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