Suddenly
"By the way, let me ask first."
"What?"
"Are you married? Do you have a lover?"
"No."
"Um."
Yun Cen slowed down his movements. He looked at Qi Ci, whom he had known for less than a month. "If I do have it, what's wrong?"
"Stop." Li Xuanyue suddenly stopped, looking at the two people in front of her, "Lu Jinfeng, when you look at Qi Ci at this moment, your eyes should be more dramatic, with a bit of embarrassment and tentativeness. Afterwards, because of your nervousness, you should give some more subtle reactions, such as imitating some of Qi Ci's movements. Don't be so flat. After you get back..."
Li Xuanyue thought for a while, then pursed her lips and said, "Act according to your own understanding first."
"I see."
Li Xuanyue had already sensed Lu Jinfeng's abnormal behavior today. "You two should take a break first and adjust your condition. We'll shoot this segment again in ten minutes."
Lu Jinfeng's mind relentlessly pondered Bai Shunan's move, which had just been completed yesterday. Every time he recalled it, an inexhaustible fury seized him. His expression darkened as he read the script. Beneath his surface of composure, a shuddering sensation flashed through his mind, like the thought of washing a knife with water, the constant stream of unexpected thoughts as one's hand glides across the cold blade. When coexisting with danger, fear seemed especially striking.
Lu Jinfeng pinched the scar on his finger, which felt different from the other parts of his finger.
Ten minutes passed quickly.
…
"If I have, what's wrong?"
Qi Ci glanced at him sideways, his interest fading. "I won't get entangled with people like that."
Yun Cen felt relieved. He looked at Qi Ci and his face relaxed a little. Fortunately, he was alone and did not make Qi Ci angry. He looked at Qi Ci's always cold expression. Yun Cen could not tell when Qi Ci was in a good mood or a bad mood. He was worried that he would not be able to see when Qi Ci was angry, and that he would not understand Qi Ci and be despised by Qi Ci.
Before Yun Cen could figure out what Qi Ci was thinking, a secret thought arose in his mind. Thinking about what he might do later, he fell into his own imagination. Fearing that Qi Ci would be disappointed, Yun Cen became nervous again.
Yun Cen sat on the bed with one hand on his leg, pretending to be relaxed and natural, while the other hand hidden behind his back was tightly pinching the bed sheet, and the wrinkles there were getting deeper and deeper.
Suddenly, the bed sheet unfurled along its natural lines. Qi Ci leaned forward, placed his hand on Yun Cen's hidden hand, and slowly grasped it.
Yun Cen rarely looked up at someone this high, thinking it would be uncomfortable, but it wasn't. He looked at Qi Ci in front of him, his heart remaining unbalanced. He even found a corner to secretly feel a sense of pride. Yun Cen pursed his lips slightly and swallowed.
The light was on behind Qi Ci. He tried hard to look at Qi Ci, but there was always something blurry. So he kept staring at Qi Ci's eyes, just to see that part clearly.
…
Li Xuanyue had just felt that Lu Jinfeng's performance in the previous scene was adequate when something went wrong in this one. She called for a stop again. As Ah Hua left, her patience, which she had so desperately restrained, began to wear thin with each "stop" call. Finally, the pressure of many days combined with her current anger, and she found a way out.
"What's going on? What's going on?" She stood up and walked quickly to the camera, looking at Lu Jinfeng, who was lying on the bed, not knowing what was going on. "What's wrong with you today? You look so bad."
"Really?" Lu Jinfeng closed his eyes. "Maybe it's because the illness hasn't healed yet."
Looking at Lu Jinfeng's attitude, Li Xuanyue really wanted to hit him, so she did it, but her palm landed on the back of Bai Shunan's hand, not because she favored Lu Jinfeng.
When his hand was about to fall, Bai Shunan reached out to protect Lu Jinfeng and stopped there precisely.
There was a "pop" sound, right beside his ear. Lu Jinfeng could even feel the heat coming from Bai Shunan's palm. Just as the itch was about to set in, a breeze blew across his face. Bai Shunan withdrew his hand, and a gust of cool air took away the heat.
He instinctively wanted to ask for more, leaning forward, and Bai Shunan was close again.
As expected, Lu Jinfeng met Bai Shunan's gaze without showing any emotion, with a look of cold scrutiny, like the cold light flashing from the handcuffs that trapped a prisoner, or the inherent deterrent power of a pistol when interrogating a prisoner.
Bai Shunan looked away, and made a similar move again. Lu Jinfeng suddenly wanted to look at the hand that Bai Shunan was hit, but the stubbornness in his heart suppressed his thoughts.
"Well, this angle is good, let's shoot it like this..."
While Li Xuanyue was speaking, Lu Jinfeng lowered his eyes and glanced at her quickly.
He looked up at Bai Shunan. For some reason, he couldn't put himself in Yun Cen's shoes in this scene as he had before.
Lu Jinfeng indulged his thoughts, thinking of the first time he broke a porcelain bowl, how he'd hastily cut the pieces, slicing his finger and leaving a scar that would haunt him for the rest of his life. Suddenly, a thread of thought slipped through his mind: Bai Shunan had only truly moved out after he'd truly recovered. Perhaps Bai Shunan liked him, but perhaps he was also genuinely afraid of him.
But how could Bai Shunan be afraid of him?
He rejected it in his heart, but was relieved by the hope that suddenly rose in vain. He raised his head and tucked some of Shunan's hair behind his ears so that he could see him more clearly.
Lu Jinfeng fixed his gaze on Bai Shunan's lips, his eyes moving, and he looked into Bai Shunan's eyes again.
"Don't be afraid." Lu Jinfeng spoke softly, releasing the anger that was weighing on him.
Lu Jinfeng kissed Bai Shunan, a deep kiss with some pity, exploring that place, kissing deeply and slowly.
The bedding continued to transmit heat, and the breath moved between the two of them. Lu Jinfeng was intoxicated in a daze.
He slowly opened his eyes, wanting to remember this moment, and then he saw Bai Shunan, who had his eyes closed and looked even more confused than him.
Is he Qi Ci at this moment, or is he himself like him?
Lu Jinfeng subtly withdrew the kiss, the warmth dissipating slightly. He watched Bai Shunan open his eyes, a faint, moist light in them, like countless rain-soaked memories. A misty rain began to fall in Lu Jinfeng's heart, the damp mist blowing against his face, penetrating his burning body, gently and continuously soothing him from within, and the remaining anger was completely extinguished.
Lu Jinfeng had already anticipated that he would remember this scene for a long time, and immediately felt that those explorations were meaningless.
He sank deeper, resting his head on the edge of the pillow, looking up at Bai Shunan. It was a strenuous position, but he never tired of it. He hadn't yet realized that his eyes were filled with countless emotions, as if expressing a moving love. Ignoring the discomfort, Lu Jinfeng stubbornly looked up, as if asking for a kiss, his desire growing but his pride lingering, as if he had already imagined the person kissing him.
The next second, Bai Shunan kissed him.
At this moment, Lu Jinfeng had no time to be proud. His eyebrows just raised slightly, showing a satisfied and complacent look, but a desire suddenly arose in his heart, disrupting the growth of pride. He allowed this raging and upside-down feeling to develop, but in return he was displaced and wandering.
At this time, the real feeling of being left behind came.
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