Song Sichen looked at Jiang Sui's figure with her back to him.
Thousands of words came to my lips, but in the end I didn't say them.
He frowned in silence, and after a long time he spoke slowly.
"Okay, as long as you don't get divorced, you can do whatever you want then..."
Song Sichen has lowered his thoughts to such a humble level.
But Jiang Sui never paid any attention to his words.
Now my mind is full of the baby in my belly and the path I will take in the future.
To be honest, these are variables that Jiang Sui had never thought of.
After all, some plots are still proceeding according to the development of the novel.
So she didn't realize there was anything wrong.
But now, from Lin Wanyu at the beginning to the child who suddenly appeared now.
Everything is telling Jiang Sui that things are always changing.
But no matter what, I am now connected to the baby in my belly by blood.
Jiang Sui had a lot of thoughts in her mind, but suddenly she thought of something.
Her parents in this world have become Lin Wanyu's family.
If I really divorce Song Sichen at that time.
To be honest, she doesn't have any relatives in this world.
But if I really have these two children, I will at least have two more relatives.
No matter what happens in the future, or how difficult the road ahead is, at least I know that there are people I care about waiting for me.
Jiang Sui would feel extremely at ease, and this was also the only reason that made her hesitate.
As for the rest, we can only take it one step at a time.
Jiang Sui really couldn't guess how the plot would develop next.
But if the plot is forcibly corrected and everything returns to normal, will it hurt the children?
Everything is unknown to Jiang Sui.
And it’s the scariest place.
Thinking of this, Jiang Sui couldn't help but sigh, filled with emotion.
Thinking back to when I hadn’t yet transmigrated into the book.
I have also witnessed many unexpected things in the hospital.
Especially when working in obstetrics, I have seen too many poor women in labor.
Those with big bellies, in order to ensure a smooth delivery of their babies, insisted on walking slowly in the corridor even though they were sweating profusely from the pain.
There are also those mothers who have had a close call with death.
After the child is born, everyone only cares about the child.
She didn't even look at her husband, she only cared about her children.
There are too many people like this.
Men are simply unreliable.
When a woman is pregnant for ten months, her most trusted husband may even cheat on her and find another woman.
It’s ridiculous to think about it.
When Jiang Sui was lost in thought, an incident that she had witnessed in the hospital at that time unconsciously emerged in her mind.
Even now, thinking about it still has a huge impact on Jiang Sui.
That was a woman who was having a difficult labor.
She had just had a difficult labor, but suddenly found out that her husband had cheated on her in the hospital ward.
She was in pain, and her life was at stake, but she saw her husband rolling around with another woman with her own eyes.
One can imagine how much of a blow this was to the woman who had just given birth.
The woman who had just given birth was so shocked that she chose to commit suicide on the rooftop.
Jiang Sui was the attending physician this time, so she was one of the people who went up to persuade the patients.
Everyone was trying to persuade the woman to survive.
Everyone also said a lot of words of comfort.
But the woman was determined not to live any longer.
At first Jiang Sui didn’t quite understand.
It’s just that my husband cheated on me. At worst, the mother will have to raise the child alone in the future.
But when the woman in labor really told him about the grievances she had suffered, Jiang Sui couldn't help but feel heartbroken.
The woman in labor cried and said that her life was too hard.
Her helpless hands were shaking, but she was still shouting at the top of her lungs that she couldn't live any longer.
My husband, who I have been in love with for seven years and married to for three years, can treat me like this.
Even if she survives, the mother will not be able to trust anyone in the future.
Her worldview had collapsed and she had no will to continue living.
Even if he is really rescued this time, he will still live like a walking corpse in the future.
Jiang Sui couldn't bear the words of the woman who had just given birth.
So the moment the firefighters rushed forward, Jiang Sui also rushed forward regardless of everything.
However, the woman in labor turned around resolutely and jumped down.
Jiang Sui barely managed to grab the woman's wrist, and his whole body was falling uncontrollably.
The woman in labor cried and looked at Jiang Sui with gratitude.
Jiang Sui could not forget the woman in labor who spoke with sobs and helplessness.
"Thank you, doctor, please let me go."
She had made up her mind and had no intention of living anymore.
As soon as she finished speaking, without waiting for the firefighters to perform another rescue operation, the woman in labor pushed Jiang Sui's hand away.
Then he turned around and jumped down without hesitation.
Seeing the woman falling in labor with her own eyes had a great impact on Jiang Sui.
It has been such a long time since Jiang Sui came across the book, but she hasn't thought about this matter for a long time.
But now that I suddenly think about it, what Jiang Sui finds most difficult to let go is the reaction of the woman’s husband and in-laws at that time.
When Jiang Sui turned around, unable to focus, she clearly saw the husband of the woman in labor beside her breathe a sigh of relief.
The people from the mother-in-law's family even rushed over, shook the doctor's hand, and asked the mother whether the aborted baby was a girl.
The implication seemed to be that if it was a girl, it wouldn't matter, she would be welcome to die.
The body of the woman who had just given birth was still downstairs, but no one even asked a question.
There was no sign of anxiety at all, as if the woman was a reproductive machine and he did not treat her as a human being at all.
It's really scary.
The society at that time still thought in that way.
This shows how scary deep-rooted ideas are.
Jiang Sui has seen too many misfortunes. It is because she works in a hospital that she can see the so-called human sufferings.
Everyone has their own difficulties and disappointments.
But this incident left the most profound impression on Jiang Sui.
Thinking about it now, Jiang Sui still feels a little breathless. The depressed emotion reminds her of the look in the mother's eyes before she jumped off the building.
Her determined and self-deprecating gaze made Jiang Sui's heart tremble.
Jiang Sui frowned, and forced herself to come back to her senses from her thoughts.
She secretly touched her belly. Things had come to this point, since the child was already there.
All I can do is take one step at a time.
Now, not only do I have to live well, I also have to give birth to the child.
No matter what Song Sichen will do in the future.
Or how the plot will develop.
I want my children to live well.
At least there are still two relatives belonging to Jiang Sui in this world.
This was something she could continue to hold on to.
As Jiang Sui thought about it, a look of determination appeared on his brows.
Baby, mom will never give up on you.
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