Chapter 57 His Eternal Regret



After getting in the car, Qin Hongyuan did not speak.

Zhou Keqi smiled and put his hand on his shoulder.

I felt the muscles under my hands tense up in an instant.

The smiles on their faces became more obvious.

No matter how he tried to hide it, he couldn't forget the past.

His every move revealed a soldier's demeanor.

"Hongyuan, it's been a year, haven't you let it go yet?" Zhou Keqi sighed.

Qin Hongyuan was stunned for a moment.

Looking at my palms, I still remember the feeling of being soaked in blood.

That was the first time he felt scared.

Although I completed the task, I was filled with regret.

Just because the price he paid was his good brother.

Since joining the army, I have been aspiring to become a high-ranking official with my friends.

He came back alive as he wished and got the opportunity to be promoted.

But the other party can only sleep in the cold underground forever.

He was closest to the bomb when the explosion occurred.

So he should have been the one to die.

It was that fool who pounced on him.

Only then did Qin Hongyuan save his life.

But Qin Hongyuan couldn't save the other person.

I could only watch that person die in my arms.

"How can I let it go?"

Qin Hongyuan hit his leg hard.

This is a regret that he will never let go of in his life.

Zhou Keqi looked at his sad expression.

Since we met, I have never seen each other express emotions so openly.

It seems that this incident has left a deep psychological shadow on him.

Even now, Qin Hongyuan still can't let it go.

"But this matter is not your fault. You are too harsh on yourself."

This is what Zhou Keqi really wanted to tell him.

When sneaking into the bandits' hideout.

They all thought about dying in there.

After all, this mission is extremely dangerous.

That's why it takes two people to cooperate.

But in the end, only one person survived.

It is understandable that this living person is under great psychological pressure.

But Qin Hongyuan shouldn't take all the responsibility on himself.

He is just a man, not God, and does not have the ability to save everyone.

After hearing this, Qin Hongyuan closed his eyes in pain.

I will never forget that day.

They thought they had finally completed their mission.

But the suspicious gang leader still planted a bomb in the house.

The first person to discover the bomb was Qin Hongyuan.

He wanted to rush over and hug the bomb.

This way at least one person can survive.

Pass the message on so that the mission does not fail.

But in the end he was rescued by his good brother Li Tong, who was two years older than him.

"Li Tong died to save me. I saw the bomb first, did you know that?"

Qin Hongyuan's voice became hoarse due to the high pitch.

Seeing him so excited was rare.

Zhou Keqi had no choice but to wave his hands in defeat.

"Okay, but you have to at least consider your aunt and uncle. They miss you very much."

Mentioned his parents who were far away in Kyoto.

Qin Hongyuan's emotions were complicated.

He was too embarrassed to go back and see them.

He didn't even bring back his teammates.

He even dragged down his teammates.

Turns out he was just a cowardly avoider.

Qin Hongyuan blinked sadly.

There seemed to be tears flashing in his eyes.

"I, I won't go back."

His words surprised Zhou Keqi.

I came here to persuade people to return to Beijing.

Since he can't get over it and let it go for the time being.

Zhou Keqi could also understand Qin Hongyuan's feelings.

After all, they are good brothers who grew up together.

Having grown up together in the military compound, she knows Qin Hongyuan's personality very well.

This guy is just a stubborn donkey.

No one can dissuade him from making his decision.

Otherwise, I would not have decided to come to this remote place.

I had thought about asking Aunt Qin to persuade her, or even just letting the mother and son have a phone call.

But judging from Qin Hongyuan's attitude, he is determined not to return to the capital.

Zhou Keqi was silent for a while before saying, "Uncle Qin is in poor health. Aunt Qin misses you so much that her old illness has come back. Don't do anything that will make you regret."

Qin Hongyuan was stunned for a moment after hearing this.

It turned out that he had been away from that place for a year.

But it is absolutely impossible for him to leave now.

I think of Grandma Li and Xiaohu from the Li family.

The old man is old and the child is young.

How could he be so cruel as to abandon this poor and lonely couple?

Thinking of this, Qin Hongyuan hardened his heart.

He looked at Zhou Keqi calmly, and said sincerely, "Keqi, I know you and A Fei have taken great pains. I am relieved to entrust them to you."

Ever since he left the capital, he would receive letters from there from time to time.

Basically, they were sent by these two good friends.

So Qin Hongyuan was very grateful to them.

Zhou Keqi asked in confusion, "Don't you really know that what uncle and aunt want most is for you to come back?"

His silence at this moment is the best answer.

Zhou Keqi hammered the steering wheel and laughed angrily: "You are so good, you are really good. Even if I come in person, I can't invite you back, this big Buddha."

I really don't know what his secret is.

If it's for the Li family.

Their superiors are aware of their situation.

Compensation will definitely be given, at least food and clothing will not be a problem.

House of glory.

In addition to giving them fame and honor, of course, we also have to take good care of their widows.

But Qin Hongyuan was determined to stay.

They believe that this is the only way to atone for their sins.

My dear, there is more to this chapter. Please click on the next page to continue reading. It’s even more exciting later!

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