Chapter 248 Kill Me
Chen Yu sneered, "How does it feel to be exposed in front of you?"
Jiang Lianzhi gritted his teeth.
Since Chen Yu dared to say it clearly, it showed that she was not afraid at all. She is no longer the same person as before, and Jiang Lianzhi cannot hurt her at all now.
So what if she was reborn? She was not afraid of him at all. The person she should be afraid of was Jiang Lianzhi.
Chen Yu said again: "Let me guess, maybe your childhood sweetheart is not as beautiful as you imagined before, and after your beautiful dream was shattered, you suddenly thought of the woman who died at the bottom of the lake?"
Jiang Lianzhi's face flushed with excitement and embarrassment, and he stared at Chen Yu without saying a word.
"Oh." Chen Yu laughed, "It seems that what I said was right."
"You really are..." Jiang Lianzhi laughed at himself, "You don't even give me the slightest bit of face."
"You are the same." Chen Yu said, "You are mean, greedy, and selfish. That's nothing. People are not perfect. But the self-righteous affection you put on is really disgusting and uncomfortable."
The veins on Jiang Lianzhi's neck bulged.
The two looked at each other in silence, or perhaps it could be said that they were in a silent confrontation.
In the end, it was Jiang Lianzhi who looked away first.
Jiang Lianzhi knew very well in his heart that what Chen Yu said was right. Regardless of whether he saw it clearly or not, the person he rescued would only be Lin Qingli.
It was just like the question she asked, would he be happy if she died?
He was not happy at that time, he just felt sorry for it for a short time, and then felt relieved.
But such ease did not last long. He remarried, the daughter of a colleague in the court. Lin Qingli became his concubine again, but her life gradually got out of his control.
Lin Qingli is jealous and the backyard is in turmoil.
He gradually missed the former tranquility, and only then did he remember the figure standing at the door waiting with the lantern.
Chen Yu supported herself on the wall and jumped up. Jiang Lian instinctively reached out his hand, but then pulled it back.
His touching her should have made her feel sick and uncomfortable.
Chen Yu sat on the city wall and said, "Now that the words have been made clear, it is useless to cover them up.
It's really boring. If you don't want to talk, you can leave now. If you stay, then we can have a good chat."
Jiang Lianzhi moved his feet, but he didn't leave.
Chen Yu asked: "Xuan Ping Hou and Li Yanchang raised private soldiers, why didn't they rebel in the previous life?"
Jiang Lianzhi thought for a moment and said, "Because of Xie Tingzhou, he showed his loyalty to the late emperor. The late emperor used him to kill Li Yanchang, and he was besieged and killed at Chengtian Gate by the late emperor on the grounds of plotting to murder the prince."
In her previous life, Chen Yu lived in seclusion in the backyard. Jiang Lianzhi never mentioned court affairs to her. She only vaguely remembered hearing expressions of regret from the maid.
"Do you regret it?" Jiang Lianzhi asked her, "The people in the royal family are so ruthless. The previous emperor killed Xie Tingzhou and now Li Zhaonian is the same. You helped him to sit in that position, but all you got was a letter of accusation."
Seeing that Chen Yu didn't say anything, Jiang Lianzhi continued, "The culprits of the defeat at Yanliang Pass were Xuanping Hou and Li Yanchang. Who ruined your martial arts? I don't need to say more, right?"
The answer that I once desperately wanted to know, now seems not so important the moment I actually know it.
"How did you die?" Shen Yu asked.
Jiang Lianzhi felt that this conversation tonight made him very tired, so he sat down on the stone steps and said, "Commit suicide."
Chen Yu was stunned for a moment, she never expected this answer.
"Why?"
"The Western Jue and Northern Rong invaded the interior of the country, the Great Zhou was gone, and I committed suicide at home."
Chen Yu nodded, "With your talent, you should be appreciated if you surrender to the enemy, right?"
Jiang Lianzhi was stunned for a moment, "Am I so despicable in your eyes?"
"Isn't it?" Chen Yu asked back.
Jiang Lianzhi pursed his lips into a straight line and said, "You are right. I am actually a mean, greedy and selfish person. This is all me, Jiang Lianzhi. But I have never surrendered to the enemy, otherwise I would not have written to Xie Tingzhou to ask him to go to Yanliang Pass."
"I admit that I once thought about letting history repeat itself and follow the trajectory of my previous life, so that I could marry you like in my previous life, but I still wrote that letter because..."
Jiang Lianzhi lowered his head, "You forgot to say one thing, in addition to those
I am still weak and cannot bear such a heavy burden. "
Jiang Lianzhi decided to throw the jar into chaos and analyze all his shortcomings in front of others.
He was born into a noble family. His grandfather was the chief minister of the cabinet and his father was of mediocre ability. Therefore, he was born with high hopes and the mission of carrying the family.
He has to be perfect, talented, law-abiding, and have to have a thick skin, but he is a person with many flaws.
Jiang Lianzhi lowered his head. Chen Yu couldn't see his expression, but could only hear his voice.
"Whether you believe it or not, I stayed out of this battle for the throne, not because I wanted to sit on the fence and watch the situation change, but because I didn't care. I don't care who will sit on that position in the end."
Jiang Lianzhi finally raised his head, his fatigue made him look a little older.
"I once stood at the highest position of a powerful official, looking down upon all living things. That position was not that good. Looking back, my life was actually unremarkable. My heart was already very old. After waking up again after committing suicide, I thought about what I wanted to do in my life. The only thing I could think of was the regret I left for you. I think I like you."
He was a man who could neither find his way back nor his way to go. Apart from Chen Yu, he could not think of anything else as to the meaning of rebirth to him.
Chen Yu looked at him, "You don't like me. I'm just dissatisfied with my imperfect life. You just regret it."
"Whether I liked you in my previous life or not is hard to tell." Jiang Lianzhi looked straight ahead, "But I am sure that I like you in this life."
Chen Yu frowned, "Don't you think it's inappropriate to say something like this at this time?"
"So what do you want?" Jiang Lianzhi looked up and asked her, "Kill me? Come on, I don't care."
He let out a long breath, supported his hands behind his back, and for the first time let go of the shackles on his body and sat so freely.
Chen Yu suddenly lost the desire to continue chatting. She jumped down from the wall and raised her foot to go downstairs.
Jiang Lian was stunned, "Wait."
Shen Yu didn't stop, so Jiang Lianzhi chased after her, "I'm here right now, do you really not want revenge?"
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