Chapter 52 Chapter 52 I was wondering why my mental illness suddenly got better ^…
Lin Jianyuan stumbled out.
Pei Shuo hurriedly caught up: "Brother!"
Lin Jianyuan said, "I have something to do."
His lips were pale and his face looked very ugly.
Pei Shuo tightly grasped his arm, not daring to let go, and anxiously said, "Brother, what happened? Calm down first, don't panic!"
Seeing this, the others gathered around and said with concern, "Yes, Lin Jianyuan, don't worry. Tell us what happened and see if we can help you."
The corner of Lin Jianyuan's mouth twitched, and then he pursed it tightly, his lips stiffening into a straight line.
He said, "It's my own business. I need to go home."
Everyone looked at each other.
In fact, after hearing that phone call, everyone had already guessed what was going on.
But no one knew what to do.
The situation that everyone was most worried about finally happened.
Lin Jianyuan wanted to go out, but Pei Shuo grabbed his arm tightly and blocked him with his body.
Lin Jianyuan frowned and said, "What are you doing? Why are you stopping me?"
Pei Shuo opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say, and he didn't dare to let him go.
Qin Shi and Su Zhiwei also came up.
Qin Shi said, "Lin Jianyuan, you look very bad right now. How can we let you go back alone when you're like this?"
Su Zhiwei also said, "Yes. If you want to go back, let Xiaoshuo accompany you. I'll ask Jiang Chen for leave for you."
Everyone looked at each other and felt that since things had come to this point, this was the only way to go.
Lin Jianyuan said, "I'm fine."
Pei Shuo: "Brother..."
Lin Jianyuan pried his fingers apart one by one and said calmly, "I'm fine. I'll go home and take a look. If there's any problem, I'll go straight to... go to the hospital."
Everyone was silent.
The blow Lin Jianyuan suffered was far greater than they had imagined.
The calmer Lin Jianyuan appeared at this moment, the more worried everyone was about him.
Pei Shuo was about to say something when Lin Jianyuan suddenly lost his patience and roared, "Let go! I just want to go home and take a look! Why are you stopping me? Why won't you let me go home?!"
Pei Shuo was startled by the sudden roar.
Everyone hurried forward, looked at each other, hesitated for a moment, and had no choice but to continue speaking what Lin Jianyuan said.
"Okay, okay, then you go back alone. Be careful on the road."
"Yes, yes, yes. If anything happens, call us immediately. We are all here. Ah."
"Brother Yuan, I still..." Pei Shuo wanted to go forward, but was stopped by Qin Shi.
Pei Shuo turned around in confusion, only to see Qin Shi shaking her head slightly and giving him a look.
Pei Shuo pursed his lips and had to give up.
"...Thank you all for your concern." Lin Jianyuan whispered, "I'll...I'll really go home to take a look. It's nothing serious. If everything is fine, I'll be back soon. Okay. I'll go back and take a look and be back soon."
He spoke as if to comfort himself.
"Lin Jianyuan, I believe you can get through this." Qin Shi suddenly said behind him.
Lin Jianyuan paused.
Unconsciously, a self-deprecating smile appeared at the corner of his lips.
"Um."
He responded without looking back and walked out of the company door.
It was still very hot. At ten o'clock in the morning, the temperature was rising.
Lin Jianyuan walked towards the subway station under the scorching sun, his fingers were shaking and his hands were sweating.
A wet fingerprint cannot unlock the phone.
He entered the password instead.
The phone was unlocked successfully.
Lin Jianyuan's fingers hovered in the air, but he didn't dare to call his roommate.
Lin Jianyuan arrived at the subway station. A cool breeze blew in from the subway entrance, bringing some relief to his brain, which was about to explode.
He stood at the subway entrance, raised his head and took a deep breath.
Take another deep breath.
He was like a man standing on the edge of a cliff about to push a huge rock into the abyss.
At the bottom of the abyss lay himself.
"Lin Jianyuan?" Nienile asked curiously, "What's wrong with you?"
Little Stone was also worried: "Are you feeling unwell?"
Angel Eyeball: "The landlord wants to raise his rent. Lin Jianyuan must be angry."
Mouth of the Abyss: "Not really, how much has it increased? Why are you so angry?"
Lin Jianyuan ignored these voices.
With trembling fingers, he dialed his roommate's WeChat voice message.
The screen changes, and a WeChat voice call waiting interface pops up on the phone.
Lin Jianyuan had never felt that time was so long.
As he walked into the subway station, he subconsciously reached into his trouser pocket to take out a Nie Ni Le.
My fingers touched the familiar texture, soft and elastic.
Voice connected.
"Hello?"
The gentle voice of my roommate came from the other end of the phone.
"What's the matter?"
Rumble——
The subway enters the station.
Like a sledgehammer, it smashes the brain into pieces in one go.
It was as if a window had opened on his head. Lin Jianyuan felt as if he could breathe again.
He stood at the edge of the subway platform and slowly adjusted his breathing.
Then he called out softly.
"Wife."
"Yeah. I heard you. It's so noisy over there." The roommate on the other end of the phone raised his voice slightly, with a familiar smile in his tone, "Why are you calling me suddenly? Do you miss me?"
Lin Jianyuan's Adam's apple bulged.
"I missed you, honey."
Lin Jianyuan's eyes were sore, and he murmured hoarsely: "I miss you so much, my wife."
"But you've only been at work for two hours?" His roommate was amused. "Why do you miss me already? Does your work life feel like a year?"
Lin Jianyuan said: "I'm going home now."
His roommate didn't ask why he wanted to go home instead of attending classes. He just said, "Okay."
There was happiness in his tone.
It seemed like his roommates were also looking forward to his return home.
Lin Jianyuan hung up the call.
He wiped his eyes roughly and then walked into the subway.
sk——
Home.
Xie Yu looked at the man in front of him.
No. Not a human.
This is a worthless person.
"[Delirium]." Xie Yu said coldly, "This is my territory."
The man before him had pale skin and a wandering gaze. His clothes and pants were soaked, and his hair was dripping wet from his forehead.
He smelled of toilet water so strong that it made people dizzy.
This is a sobering potion specially made by the Administration that can inhibit the decrease in san value.
All heretics have a strong aversion to this potion.
But Lin Jianyuan likes it very much.
Faced with Xie Yu's sharp questioning, Delirium remained silent.
He just stood blankly at the door and next to the shoe cabinet, like a guest waiting for the host to bring slippers.
"Don't force me to do it." Xie Yu said in a deep voice, "Get out."
There was an obvious threat in the cold voice.
Yet delirium remained indifferent.
His eyes were blank and empty, his eyeballs were like decorations, and he couldn't see anything at all.
Even so, he was still "watching".
He is "looking" at the house.
From the entrance to the living room, to the bathroom and kitchen.
Like a suspended spherical lamp, he cast his gaze randomly in various places, swaying and floating, but always without focus.
Until his gaze fell on Lin Jianyuan's bedroom and lingered on the slightly open door.
"If you want to die, go somewhere else!"
The evil realm is furious.
The next second, a huge flesh-red wave rolled.
Countless tentacle-like intestines rushed towards Delirium, wrapping around his hands, feet, neck, and torso, and rolling him up like a silkworm cocoon.
Then throw it out.
--etc!
Forgot to open the window!
This is your own home, you can’t destroy it!!!
Trash removal is suspended.
Xieyu carefully softened his tentacles, which had become as hard as steel, to avoid accidentally breaking the window frame.
With a bang, the window was opened.
Only then did he throw the pale big piece of garbage out.
——ip.
Because the time spent on the road was skipped, Lin Jianyuan didn't feel much calmer when he came out of the subway station.
He still couldn't control his anxiety, and as he got closer to home, his anxiety became more and more intense.
Although I made a call, what if that call was also fake?
What if the call records were also an illusion automatically completed by his brain?
What if he comes home and finds out his wife really doesn’t exist?
Hospitalization. What would happen if he was hospitalized? Would hospitalization change his wife back?
Can hospitalization make his wife real?!
...In fact, we should have been alerted earlier.
Because my wife is so special.
Although he had seen many hallucinations since he became ill, only his wife appeared as a monster, and she was a monster from beginning to end.
Unlike the vines growing in his eyes, nor like the Nene Le that could speak human language, he actually knew that those hallucinations were hallucinations.
The only exception is his wife, whom he always considers a human being.
…I should have noticed something was wrong earlier… It was clearly wrong from the very beginning…
For example, my wife never mentioned anything about his school life, nor did she tell me where he was studying or what his major was.
For example, it seems that he is the only one in his wife's life, and nothing else exists. His wife never discusses her life with him.
And the most important point——
The rent of this old and shabby house is so expensive. My wife obviously has no money, so why would she choose such an expensive house?
He once thought it was because of him.
Lin Jianyuan once proudly thought that his wife was willing to spend more money to move in because of him.
But it's obvious that everything is unreasonable!
Everything was just Lin Jianyuan's wishful thinking.
All the unreasonable details would be explained by him using the powerful reason of "I am mentally ill".
It was his wishful thinking that craved companionship.
He longs for someone to soothe his soul.
I long to work hard every day, and when I come home, there will be someone who leaves a light on for me and says to me, "You're back."
Longing for a safe haven.
Longing for a warm home.
He had never known before how strong his longing for home was, but now he knew.
After all, he was already eager to hallucinate.
Lin Jianyuan's eyes were red and he walked quickly towards the old community.
The little hallucinations in my pocket started chattering and hallucinating again.
"Lin Jianyuan, what's wrong with you? You look very abnormal."
"Lin Jianyuan, if you have something that makes you unhappy, can you please tell us first? If you go home like this, your family will kill us!"
"That's right! No, you're not going to cry, are you? Don't cry! Hey, what's wrong with you? Say something!"
"Lin Jianyuan? Hello, hey, hey, can you hear us? Lin Jianyuan!"
“Lin Jianyuan!!!”
Bang!
Something hit the ground hard, kicking up a cloud of dust.
Lin Jianyuan was shocked and took a step back reflexively.
The dissociated soul suddenly returned to its place at this moment.
The dust settled.
Lin Jianyuan saw a man sitting on the ground in a trance.
He was a man with very fair skin. His shirt and trousers were soaked, and his soft, damp hair stuck to his forehead.
He looked like he had just been pulled out of the river, his whole body was wet and still dripping with water.
But the moment he saw Lin Jianyuan, he struggled to get up from the ground.
The trembling eyeballs stabilized again.
His dazed eyes regained their focus.
The pale man stared at him closely.
Her gaze enveloped him like a foot of silky, sticky white silk.
The man staggered to his feet, his lips slightly parted.
A look of joy appeared on his dazed and pale face.
Lin Jianyuan was stunned.
In this moment of shock, the man had already climbed up and stumbled towards him.
His pale and handsome features showed an expression of happiness.
The man's lips moved and his Adam's apple moved.
It's like being immersed in the joy after orgasm.
The man stared at him in a trance and uttered a low, hoarse voice:
"ah……"
Lin Jianyuan: “?”
Why is this guy so weird?
Wait, who is this guy?
She is very white, tall and thin.
And he showed up in our neighborhood at this time...
Could it be that he—
He is——
— Could it be that the shock I received cured my mental illness and now I can see my wife's true appearance?!
Lin Jianyuan's breathing became rapid and his eyes widened.
His heart beat faster as he walked forward, about to ask if the man in front of him was his wife.
Suddenly, I caught a glimpse of a pink shadow out of the corner of my eye.
“…”
The digestive organs floated silently in mid-air.
His eyes met Lin Jianyuan's when he turned around.
Lin Jianyuan: “?”
"Lin Jianyuan." The digestive system's tone was lower than ever before, and the angry voice made Lin Jianyuan feel unfamiliar.
The digestive system almost gnashed its teeth as it spoke word by word, "Lin Jianyuan, what are you doing if you don't go home after work?"
Wife!
It’s my wife!
It’s his wife!!!
My wife is here!
That's okay!
That weird guy is not his wife!
He was saying, how come his mental illness suddenly got better, and his wife no longer looked like his wife to him!
It turns out that it’s not healed yet. I just recognized the wrong person, haha!
Oh no! Look at what this has caused!
It's all because of his mental illness!!!
"Wife!" Lin Jianyuan jumped up and hugged his wife. "How did you know I was back? And you came down to pick me up! It's so hot outside, let's go home!"
Digestive system: “?”
Digestive system: "."
The angry flesh-red shadow disappeared in that instant.
Pink went into the water and was held tightly by humans.
The pancreas, gallbladder, and intestines, which had become swollen due to anger, all softened at this moment.
The evil domain hugged the human with its backhand.
His humanity.
His tone became gentle again.
He lifted a piece of his intestines and wiped the sweat off his human. Then he said, "It's very hot, isn't it? Should we eat lunch outside? We don't have the air conditioner on at home yet."
"Okay, baby, what do you want to eat?" Lin Jianyuan's mouth curled up, and the smile reached his eyes.
He didn't notice at all that a large human-shaped garbage man behind him was tied up with a pile of intestines.
It was thrown 800 kilometers away on the spot.
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