Chapter 113 Zhou Yili teaches him how to love

Shen Jixing didn't understand why the little lion suddenly got angry.

But he did have some palpitations.

Zhou Yili was too fierce. He hadn't recovered yet. He couldn't bear the anger of this little lion...

"You don't like me at all, liar."

Zhou Yili, furious, put him in the quilt, wrapped him in the quilt with a cold face to dispel the coolness from his stay outside.

Finally, she just leaned over and kissed him between the eyebrows, and rubbed the tip of his nose like a small animal.

Before the smell of smoke dissipated, he straightened up and said, "Forget it, go to sleep. I'm going to take a shower."

“…”

When he turned and walked towards the bathroom, Shen Jixing sat up and spoke calmly to his back.

"I don't dislike you. I like you very much."

"But in my opinion, these things have nothing to do with you. I have to bear and deal with them myself. I shouldn't cause trouble to the person I like."

Shen Jixing has always been persistent.

But he wouldn't say it in soft words.

His words can accidentally hurt people, so he needs a little lion that can't be driven away.

Zhou Yili was so happy to receive three likes in a row.

He turned his head and stared at Shen Jixing, full of suspicion and doubt, "Do you really not understand, or do you like to say it casually to coax me..."

Shen Jixing was a little annoyed, "How many times have I told you?"

"Three times." Zhou Yili answered immediately, "This is the third time."

Once when he was injured, once when the shooting cycle ended, and once now.

Zhou Yili remembered every scene clearly, "You said that just to coax me."

Shen Jixing turned away his eyes slightly, "Why do you usually say these things?"

He immediately turned the tables, "You also know how much you love to get angry?"

After saying this, Zhou Yili showed him his anger.

She stood there, looking at him with eyes blazing with anger.

Shen Jixing was inexplicably amused again, "Zhou Yili, I don't deny my feelings for you. You are a unique exception. But those are my affairs. You have never participated in them. I should handle them myself."

He sat in the warm yellow light, looking like a flawless piece of cold jade.

"Isn't it? Or is it..."

Shen Jixing rarely doubted himself, "Actually, I was wrong."

He sat quietly in Zhou Yili's embrace, the curve of his eyelashes was sharp and graceful, his cold brows were slightly frowned, fighting against his own fixed cognition.

Zhou Yili suddenly understood everything at that moment.

He doesn't know.

It’s not that Shen Jixing doesn’t care about him or doesn’t like him.

This person who looks so high and mighty, cold and arrogant, doesn't seem to know that...pain and suffering can be told to others.

"What's wrong?" Shen Jixing looked at him through the light, his voice light and funny, "Why are you crying again?"

Zhou Yili moved his eyes and said, "Wait for me to take a shower."

He felt a little regretful that he couldn't resist smoking that cigarette just now.

"Come here." Shen Jixing called him, "It has already dispersed, I didn't smell it..."

He was tightly embraced by Zhou Yili, with his palms pressing against his thin back. Every hug from the little lion was strong and full of possessiveness.

Shen Jixing lowered his eyelashes and sighed, "I was wrong, wasn't I?"

Zhou Yili's embrace on him tightened.

What on earth did Bo Yu do to him? Why didn't Shen Jixing even understand this?

No matter how ugly the quarrel between Zhou Yili and Zhou Hengyang was, at least he knew that family members were the people in this world whom one could rely on unconditionally.

Zhou Hengyang would dislike his poor grades, but would find a tutor for him.

Zhou Hengyang would find a new love during his long river of loneliness, but he would also get angry with Zhou Yili and never bring her back.

The Zhou family will always belong to Zhou Yili.

But what about Shen Jixing?

It seemed as if he had never had a home.

Shen Jixing felt the scalding temperature penetrate into his collar. There was a rare blankness in his eyes. He stroked the back of Zhou Yili's neck with his fingers, "Sorry, I think I understand."

It turns out that what he thought was good would hurt others, and the responsibility he thought would become Zhou Yili's burden.

Shen Jixing has always had a quick comprehension ability.

It's just that no one taught him.

How can I teach him when Bo Yu himself doesn't understand it?

"What are you apologizing for?" Zhou Yili buried his head in his neck, "Hug me."

The night wind rustled through the garden, and the cool green leaves blew up and fell.

Zhou Yili wrapped him in his arms, lowered his eyes and kissed his eyes, "You never told me about your childhood."

Shen Jixing had already taken a nap, so he was not really sleepy at this moment.

"Which part do you want to hear?"

Zhou Yili was stunned for a moment, then realized that Shen Jixing had three childhoods.

“The best and the worst.”

Shen Jixing said: "I can't sort it out."

His three childhoods were filled with laughter and pain.

Although the orphanage was poor, at least he had no worries with the director around. But he was too young at that time and he could not retain any warmth in this world.

He went to France and lived the most fantastic life, but reality would wake him up and make him leave the dream world that did not belong to him.

Bo Yu was the one who saved him from death, but he also brought him unspeakable torture.

"Did he hit you?" Zhou Yili suddenly came to his senses.

"No, he never hit anyone himself."

Shen Jixing said in a calm tone: "His punishment is to turn a blind eye and lock the person in the basement."

Shen Jixing told him the truth without lying.

However, the punishment device in the basement was omitted.

Bo Yu is a kind-hearted devil. He was afraid that the blood on his hands would affect the prayers, so he just let them receive the punishment themselves.

"Is he ill?"

Even someone as hot-tempered as Zhou Hengyang had never locked him up in the basement.

"This is his way of teaching. I never blamed him before I was eighteen." Shen Jixing said lightly.

Bo Yu's experience destined him to have an extreme personality. Shen Jixing enjoyed the life he brought him, and never blamed Bo Yu even when he was punished for reasons he could not remember.

“But I will be sad and scared.”

Zhou Yili said this softly against his forehead.

Shen Jixing's eyelashes twitched slightly, "Maybe."

"What about after 18?"

"Don't you know?" Shen Jixing laughed. "I left the Bo family and came to you."

It brings back an almost lighthearted and sweet past.

Zhou Yili's eyes lit up with a smile, and he then casually played with his fingertips, "And then, how did you get back?"

Shen Jixing's throat moved slightly, but he didn't answer.

Based on his understanding of Bo Yu, Zhou Yili seemed to have almost guessed it.

"He was captured, wasn't he?"

"It's not that exaggerated..."

"Really?" Zhou Yili asked again.

Shen Jixing was quiet for a moment, "Yeah."

Zhou Yili's breathing seemed to be heavier. Shen Jixing put his hand on his shoulder. "It's all in the past. It was my own choice. I had the ability to go to France at that time, but I didn't..."

"Where were you that month?" Zhou Yili interrupted him.

In the month when I panicked and thought you had abandoned me.

Where are you?

Shen Jixing had many excuses to deceive him, but he had just been taught by Zhou Yili how to love.

His pain does not have to be borne alone; it can be expressed.

"Thinking of you."