Chapter 50: Love is piercing, pain is unbearable

The moonlight shines down from the sky.

Zhou Yili's half-open collarbone was wet by water droplets. He glanced at his phone casually and saw the photo of him holding an umbrella on a rainy night.

He snorted.

Want to say that he just saw it, so is this worth showing off?

"Do I look good?"

The thin hot breath lightly fell on the ear and drilled into the auricle like a small hook.

Zhou Yili froze slightly.

He tilted his eyes and looked at the person behind him in the moonlight, his voice seemed a little hoarse: "Shen Jixing, are you drunk?"

A thin, white, slender figure stood behind him, wearing a soft white casual shirt, with his features as graceful and cool as ever under his half-wet forehead.

Then he said slowly: "I didn't drink."

“…”

Quite drunk.

Zhou Yili's eyes fell on his handsome face, which was too deceptive at a close distance.

He thought again of the kiss in the dark corner of the night view restaurant.

His Adam's apple slid slightly, and Zhou Yili suppressed the urge to act.

Keep grabbing this person and kissing him.

It seems like he can't forget it.

Zhou Yili took advantage of his drunkenness and called him: "Go, play a song for me."

Shen Jixing glanced at the piano in the moonlight, then looked back at the phone screen, which means you haven't answered me whether it looks good or not.

Zhou Yili looked at him and smiled for no apparent reason, then sneered, "It looks good."

"Who can be prettier than you?"

At least Zhou Yili has never seen it.

Shen Jixing's eyebrows moved slightly, but he didn't show any big changes. He put his cell phone away and put it in his trouser pocket, then he went to play the piano with a slight smile on his lips.

Zhou Yili: “…”

Zhou Yili silently raised his head, closed his eyes, and lay on the swing.

Fuck, so good.

Clear and pleasant piano music flowed out slowly. This was the first time Zhou Yili saw him drunk.

They had no chance to drink before, and the only time, Shen Jixing threw the whole drink on his head without even taking a sip.

Zhou Yili remained silent for a long time, his Adam's apple was so dry that he couldn't help but stood up suddenly.

"I'll give you one more fucking kiss. You owe me this."

He was tall and strong like an adult lion, with his messy blue hair blown up by the wind. He pressed the man onto the piano and held up the back of his neck with one hand.

Shen Jixing seemed to be frightened by him and blinked blankly.

Zhou Yili was tough in words, but he still sought people's consent.

"Is it possible?"

Shen Jixing owes him too much.

But if he wants a kiss, you have to ask him if he wants it.

He wouldn't agree. This man is very arrogant. He struggled like a kitten in the restaurant that time.

Shen Jixing tilted his head and rubbed his nose, then took the initiative to kiss the corner of his lips.

His voice was still cool and calm: "You are also pretty, little lion."

Something seemed to explode in Zhou Yili's brain. He did not understand what a little lion was or who a little lion was. He lowered his eyes, pressed him against the piano and kissed his slightly cool lips.

Love is piercing and painful.

Once the gates of evil desire are opened, it is like an unstoppable flood.

Zhou Yili's behavior was as brutal as he was. His slightly pointed teeth bit against Shen Jixing's thin lips. Shen Jixing tilted his head back in resistance to avoid him.

In his hazy thoughts, he was thinking...

The little lion didn't seem to be like this before.

Zhou Yili grasped his wrist and pressed it against the black and white piano keys, the corners of his sharp, scarlet eyes almost boiling.

"What are you hiding from?"

"You came to me on your own initiative, isn't it because you have a crush on me?"

Shen Jixing didn't want this kind of kiss, and the piano made a dull sound during the struggle.

Zhou Yili understood better than anyone that Shen Jixing came to him because he had nowhere else to go.

He is his last resort.

When he showed the slightest sign of relaxing, Shen Jixing coldly pushed him away, glaring at him with tears in his eyes.

Then he pursed his aching lips and left the garden without looking back.

I'm troubled again...

Zhou Yili's brain was heated by the alcohol, the corners of his eyes and ears were red, and he casually ruffled his messy black and blue hair.

"I'm such a fucking pervert."

He cursed himself with a breath.

Looking at the mobile phone that fell on the soft grass, the thin and elegant figure in the rainy night came into view again.

Zhou Yili bent down, picked up the phone, and stared at the photo quietly.

Rub it lightly with your fingertips.

A hoarse and unwilling voice spread in the wind at high altitude: "Then why don't you just like me for a while?"

…

Shen Jixing ran directly to the first floor.

When people subconsciously seek a sense of security, they will choose the room where they sleep, but they don't seem to like small and enclosed spaces.

The first floor was brightly lit late at night, and the cool and luxurious living room was luxurious and bright.

Shen Jixing was lying on the sofa wrapped in a blanket, with ice milk against his lips.

Being bitten by a dog twice in one day.

No one can stand it.

His skin had always been thin and white, and now his lips were burning with pain. He could only use an ice glass bottle to relieve the pain, and his fingertips fell on the frozen powder on the bottle.

As soon as Zhou Yili came downstairs, he saw how pitiful he looked.

Even after getting drunk, this man was still as aloof as before, but he inexplicably gave off a soft aura of being innocent and easily bullied.

When Shen Jixing saw him coming down, he subconsciously leaned his back against the sofa, which was an action to resist retreating.

Zhou Yili: “…”

"Let me take it?" He stopped opposite, keeping a distance, and gestured to the ice glass bottle in his hand.

Shen Jixing looked at him coldly with a pair of penetrating eyes.

Zhou Yili raised his hand: "I will never touch you."

Just treat him as a little idiot and fool around, after all he was the one who hurt people.

Shen Jixing placed the glass bottle on the table, agreeing but resisting any chance of skin contact with him.

Zhou Yili then remembered that he never liked to touch people.

But it was clear that during the time they lived together, Shen Jixing did not show any such habit in him.

"Why don't you move?" Shen Jixing raised his eyes and looked at him straight.

Zhou Yili resigned himself to his fate and went to serve this ancestor. The cold glass bottle was pressed against his thin red lips. He asked casually, "Is it cold?"

Shen Jixing glanced at him, his mind seemed to be unclear, his memory was blurred and many fragments were deleted, he only remembered the traces that they had been together.

"You weren't like this before." He said calmly with his eyes lowered.

At that time, Zhou Yili was both outspoken and cute, and he was obedient and submissive to his every command.

Do everything with caution.

Zhou Yili seemed to have heard a joke: "I was seventeen years old at that time, Teacher Shen."

Only those who are young and naive will be fooled by him.

"I'm twenty-five now, what do you think?"

He couldn't just remain completely silent and be bullied by this guy.

Having to love is the fate of mermaids.

It is his destiny.

Shen Jixing raised his indifferent eyes and looked at him, as if he saw many changes in him.

Blue hair grew in his black hair, he grew taller, and his figure... Zhou Yili had never taken off his clothes in front of him, so he didn't know if his figure had changed.

Shen Jixing lowered his eyes slightly, and the tips of his ears turned a little red.

"You have a fever?" Zhou Yili quickly took away the milk bottle, "Tsk, you..."

It's too hot and painful to bite it twice, but I'm afraid it will freeze if I put it in a glass bottle.

Zhou Yili didn't know what to do with this princess.

He wanted to feel the temperature of Shen Jixing's forehead, but Shen Jixing turned his head away from his hand.

Zhou Yili: “…”

Okay, I won’t touch it.

Shen Jixing stood up with a blanket in his hand, his cold eyes seemed to be sleepy: "I want to sleep."

After taking a shower and having her black hair done, Zhou Yili gave his approval.

"Go upstairs and sleep. I'll turn off the light."

This man came down and turned on all the lights.

Shen Jixing looked at him silently for two seconds, then continued to stand at the stairs waiting for him.

The lights went out one by one, Shen Jixing's long eyelashes twitched slightly, but he remained where he was until the last light went out.

Only the surrounding lights on the stairs remained, emitting a not-so-bright light.

His hanging hands began to tremble slightly.

Zhou Yili turned around and was about to step onto the stairs when someone hugged his waist——

He was stunned for a moment, then said with a smile: "Didn't you say you wouldn't let me touch you? Then just crawl into my arms."

No one answered.

Zhou Yili knew that he was afraid of the dark, but he had left the lights on on the stairs, which under normal circumstances would not be enough to make him afraid.

Zhou Yili didn't say anything. He just picked the man up and walked upstairs. After a long silence, he asked, "Shen Jixing, are you afraid of the dark?"

"Um."

"Why?"

Still no one answered.

He was not at the point where Shen Jixing would open up her heart to him, Zhou Yili thought.

Just when he thought that this person would not speak again, Shen Jixing buried his head in his arms and said in a faint voice:

"I couldn't see the sun for a long time."