Chapter 71 Farewell Book

The rain hit the glass window.

Even though eight years have passed, Zhou Yili still remembers that day clearly.

Boys who are just beginning to fall in love don't know how to control themselves. They are young and rude and want to possess everything, but they are afraid of hurting the person dearest to them.

"You just like me."

The boy was as impatient as a little lion, with red eyes at the corners. He stared at him stubbornly and fiercely: "You always take the initiative to kiss me every time."

Kiss me, kiss me.

And kiss me.

What the female reporter said was correct.

The previous Zhou Yili was cute and adorable in contrast.

Shen Jixing suppressed his smile. Even though Zhou Yili's eyes were fierce, the kiss he gave was extremely gentle, as if he was testing the temperature of the melting snow.

It was a bit annoying, Shen Jixing tilted his head slightly.

"Just because I kiss you doesn't mean I like you."

“…”

Zhou Yili was stunned by this irresponsible and arrogant remark.

Shen Jixing was just teasing him at that time.

Later I realized that although lions are cats, they will get angry if provoked.

"Don't." Seeing the sharp teeth hidden in the cute little lion's mouth, Shen Jixing turned his head away from him, "That's enough... I just."

He was just joking.

"What is enough?" The young man's damp, dark eyes had long been dyed red by his hidden endurance, evoking a lazy and dangerous smile.

"Teacher Shen."

The angry little lion looks a little dangerous.

Shen Jixing's long eyelashes were wet and trembling slightly. Even a genius student would feel nervous and at a loss.

She pursed her lips, closed her eyes without saying a word, and nervously grabbed the hair on the back of Zhou Yili's neck.

He thought no one knew the panic beneath his calm appearance.

Until the little lion who was irritated by him gently kissed his eyelids and rubbed his wet eyelashes: "Why are you crying? If you are really scared, just don't continue..."

Anyway, he never thought he could be so happy.

Even if the words sounded a little hypocritical, Zhou Yili would tell him.

"I don't want you to cry, Shen Jixing."

The number of times Zhou Yili called him by his full name was rare.

Shen Jixing was startled for a moment, then slowly opened his eyes. Zhou Yili lowered his eyes and kissed his lips, blocking his sight that was filled with love.

Don't like me.

Just don’t show it to him.

The two of them were too close, and he could clearly feel Zhou Yili's uncontrollable throbbing. The corners of his eyes and ears were burning red, and it was clear that he could not suppress the surge.

But still said that you can always pretend nothing happened.

The sound of damp rain fell beside his ears, and Shen Jixing suddenly chuckled.

"Best?"

He never regretted a word he said or a decision he made.

Zhou Yili's mind suddenly went blank, and the dark scarlet eyes stared at him fiercely, with dullness, confusion, and a sense of impending danger.

Shen Jixing just smiled, his extremely cold face was blurred in the blurry starry sky.

Zhou Yili was so shaken by his smile that he lost control.

He had never seen such an exquisite and beautiful person. From the first time he saw Shen Jixing, it was as if he heard the echo of fate.

He wants this person.

I only want him in this life.

"You like me, right?" Zhou Yili lowered his eyes and kissed his thin eyelashes.

"You like me, stay with me, okay?"

Zhou Yili has actually confessed his love too many times.

During the weekends when they spent every day together, Zhou Yili never concealed her frank and passionate love for him.

"If you like me, I will give you everything."

Shen Jixing stared at him with wet eyes.

"I said, you stay with me." Zhou Yi held his fingertips, which were as white as soft jade and were held powerlessly in his palm.

Zhou Yili added stubbornly: "A lifetime."

The boy's straightforwardness is just like himself, passionate and reckless with incomparable intensity.

Just thinking about a lifetime promise.

Who can guarantee that?

Especially someone who doesn't even have freedom.

He was given a new life, but was then trapped in a cage without seeing the sun.

Shen Jixing couldn't refuse him, but he couldn't make any promises either. "It's too long, let's talk about it later."

A lifetime is too long.

Zhou Yili is free and unrestrained, and has a bright future. Why should I waste everything on him?

Some things are good enough to have once.

…

Zhou Yili stared at him: "Let's talk about it later."

"Um?"

Shen Jixing was now empty and confused, his cold tone was a little soft, he repeated obediently: "Again..."

Zhou Yili curled his lips and smiled wickedly, "Go on, Teacher Shen."

“…”

Shen Jixing didn't want to talk.

Zhou Yili just wanted a name, and hoped that his nameless crush would have a result. He lowered his eyes and rubbed the beautiful woman with his nose, "Are we in love?"

It's a pleasant and magnetic voice, but it seems a little soft and aggrieved.

"I am already yours."

Shen Jixing: "..."

Who is whose.

He closed his eyes with despair: "Yes, I am in love."

Zhou Yili that day.

I feel like the happiest person in the world.

…

The neon lights of traffic are moving backwards.

Zhou Yili casually placed one hand on the steering wheel, and out of the corner of his eye he saw Shen Jixing sleeping against the car window.

In fact, they are all lies.

If he hadn't used force to render Shen Jixing speechless, he wouldn't have been called the ex-boyfriend.

Shen Jixing never intended to give him a name.

He just wanted to have fun with himself.

After that night, they had no future. Zhou Yili didn't want to recall those bitter memories, but they seemed to appear most frequently in his dreams in recent years.

On the contrary, it is these rare beauties.

Except for today, he almost never thought about it.

…

"What a mess!"

"She's just a tutor, she's gone if she wants to, what are you crazy about?!"

Zhou Hengyang went home once in a rare while and saw his son was crazy.

Or for a cheating tutor.

ridiculous.

Zhou Hengyang was a big shot in the business world, but he was fooled. If that person hadn't taken the initiative to tell him everything, he would have known nothing about it.

"Why do you care what I'm crazy about?"

Zhou Yili searched the whole world but couldn't find Shen Jixing. His hand finally fell slowly and his voice became hoarse: "Have you ever cared about me?"

Zhou Hengyang paused.

When he saw Zhou Yili like this, he actually had a rare moment of reflection.

Maybe he didn't care enough about his son that he didn't notice this cheating tutor.

"never mind."

Zhou Hengyang gave up arguing with him and was just going crazy, but in the end his son went crazy every day.

"I'm going to get you a new tutor, for real this time."

"What is true?" Zhou Yili raised his scarlet eyes and looked at him.

"The most sincere thing you said last time was your promise to never remarry."

Zhou Yili turned around and strode away.

"Bullshit!" Zhou Hengyang didn't understand why a tutor was worthy of making a promise. He remained silent for a long time with a dignified look on his face, and then said coldly, "I never planned to remarry."

The years are long enough to smooth out everything, including those unforgettable promises.

He will not add new people to the house where the jasmine flowers bloom.

But he was unfaithful.

"It's too difficult." The man in a suit looked at the albizzia trees outside the window. "It's been twelve years. It's too difficult. I can't do it."

Zhou Yili walked out of the villa with long legs, wandering aimlessly without knowing where to go.

Until he saw the rose bush.

It was as if I understood Shen Jingxing's mood at that time. Even in the dark moments, I seemed to still subconsciously yearn for beauty.

Zhou Yili walked uncontrollably towards the rose.

It suddenly occurred to him.

Shen Jixing actually said goodbye to him.

Just a while ago, he was sitting in front of the piano with that person in his arms, feeling satisfied and full of love.

If he wanted to kiss Shen Jixing, he would kiss her.

The man tolerated everything he did, smiled faintly, touched his eyebrows, leaned over and gave a light kiss on the tip of his ear.

Zhou Yili's ears felt hot and he avoided looking at him.

"Who asked you to kiss me?"

This guy has no idea how seductive it is when he takes the initiative.

Zhou Yili would rather die in his hands.

Until the cheerful piano music flowed out from Shen Jixing's fingertips, Zhou Yili had never heard this song before, and his chin rested on his thin, white, straight shirt.

Curiously, he tilted his head and asked, "What a cheerful prelude. What's the name of this song?"

After the cheerful and joyful rising tone, there is a slow falling tone, as if telling something silently.

Shen Jixing said slowly: "A farewell book."

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Ahhhhhhh, I'm late, and I even brought a knife with me. I'll knock them one by one first.

I haven’t finished writing my memories yet. I’ll write about the reason for the breakup in the next chapter. It will be super sweet when I finish writing my memories!!! (After all, I’m a sweet writer ( )